Chapter 27

YOUR P.O.V.

Y/N- It’s nothing.. *puts it in her pocket*

Khalil- *looks at you both* You all sure?

Y/N- Yeah babe.

Khalil- Aite.. *looks at Diggy* You going back for the game? 

Diggy- Yeah.. *looks at you* *follows him to the living room*

I took myself to the bathroom with the pregnancy test and I went about the normal procedure. I was having vomiting symptoms and that was enough to convince me of anything and I was just being cautious. I mean, me and Khalil used protection almost every time and this was too soon, right…?

*20 minutes later*

Y/N- *walks out the bathroom*

Khalil- *walks past you* Damn, you were in there long

Y/N- Yeah well… *shrugs*

Khalil- Ew! *laughs and walks to the kitchen*

Y/N- *walks into the living room*

Diggy- *looks at you* So..?

Y/N- *looks at him* So what?

Diggy- Are you or?

Y/N- That’s none of your business.

Diggy- While you’re under my roof, it is.

Y/N- Fine, I’ll go buy my own place out here..

Diggy- I’m kidding…

Y/N- I know you are. And I’m not, okay? It was a false alarm.

Diggy- Phew… that’s a close one.

Y/N- Why?

Diggy- Oh you know.. you’re too young to have a kid

Y/N- That’s contradictory. You said before I should’ve kept your kid.

Diggy- I know but, not I see it was for the best

Y/N- Anyway, I’m glad I’m not. I need to put me and myself first and it’s enough of me and Khalil’s fun for a while

Khalil- *walks in* I’m tired man.. I wanna sleep. I’m out

Diggy- Cool. Think I’ma take a ride through the city

Y/N- At this time?

Khalil- On your own?

Diggy- Any of you are welcome to join or not, I don’t care but I’ma be on the road… *gets up*

Y/N- See you later then

Diggy- Yeah.. *leaves*

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

I was relieved. If she was pregnant, I think my world woulda stopped. And then it hit me that I really still had feelings for her after all this time. I had to get outta that house.

I think moving them both in for a while was a bad idea cause it was my best friend and my ex-girlfriend and the way I felt for her didn’t leave me, not since we ended things. She was constantly on my mind. I just had to call one person

Kumi- You serious?!

Diggy- Yeah I am *sits in the car*

Kumi- So you done fucked her over and still now you want her back again? Diggy, you’re confusing..

Diggy- I know but.. after all this time and thinking, I feel like I know what I want

Kumi- And that’s what exactly?

Diggy- Y/N.

Kumi- But, you can’t right now. And I know it sounds mean, but the only way you gon get her back is if you pray her and Khalil break up

Diggy- Naw, that’s bad. I can’t do that. She’s happy.

Kumi- She really is. I see it in her

Diggy- I want her, but she’s so happy and I can’t ruin that

Kumi- You want her, but you want her to be happy too…

Diggy- And it’s one or the other, cause I literally ruined her life

Kumi- You didn’t. She still thanks you and thanks God you came in her life…

Diggy- Really? I didn’t know she prayed a lot

Kumi- Yeah. I hear her pray at night all the time I’m at hers. She thanks him for you because you got her where her life is, you helped her make decisions and see her mistakes

Diggy- So I was a mistake?

Kumi- Well, she doesn’t say that…

Diggy- One question. Do you think she still loves me?

Kumi- I don’t know. I think so. It’s either you’ll always love them or you never did and we all know she loved you more than anything

Diggy- The same that she loves Khalil?

Kumi- I can’t answer that man.. I’m sorry

Diggy- Don’t be

Kumi- Why you calling me at these times anyway?

Diggy- I was out on a drive and you’re the only one I can talk to bout this. You know her best

Kumi- Well, don’t Drake and drive… you’ll end up at your ex’s house

Diggy- Too late, she already living with me

Kumi- *laughs a little* Damn. Good luck with that

Diggy- Wait, quick question.

Kumi- Yeah?

Diggy- Who do you like with her more.. me or Khalil?

Kumi- You played her and weren’t honest.. and he’s always getting in trouble. I can’t see how any of you are better than each other.

Diggy- Hmm, thanks..

I ended my conversation with Kumiko soon after that. I was hanging onto the thought that Y/N still loved me. Not as a friend or a “caring for your ex” kind of love, but that she had hidden feelings still there for me.

After a long drive down Miami beach I drove back upto the house and Y/N and Khalil were fully gone and sleeping. I went to my room and stayed up till hours in the morning watching tv.

*4am*

Y/N- *knocks and peeks in the room* You still awake?

Diggy- Yeah

Y/N- *walks in* You okay? Why you up like this?

Diggy- Nothing’s wrong

Y/N- *leans against the wall* I know you. When you stay up late and say “nothing’s wrong” with a sad face, I know you’re hiding something.. 

Diggy- I been thinking a lot, that’s all

Y/N- You wanna open up to me?

Diggy- *shakes head* I’m cool.

Y/N- Alright. I know you wanna be left alone, so I’ma grab a water and go back to bed, okay?. Goodnight Dig… *leaves*

Diggy- *whispers* Goodnight. *looks down*

YOUR P.O.V.

*a few days later*

I flew out from Miami to New York to visit my family while Khalil stayed in Miami to shoot for a little while longer with Diggy. I got to my mom’s house and she was more than happy to see me. We caught up and were out to eat with Aria and my dad, but Dante was staying at a friend’s for a while.

Jordan- How are you and what’s-his-face?

Y/N- *looks at him* Daddy…

Michelle- *looks at him*

Jordan- What? I’m just asking an honest question

Michelle- His name is Khalil and you know that

Y/N- He’s fine by the way. He’s real good. He’s filming in Miami 

Aria- How was it?

Y/N- It’s so hot, it’s ridiculous. I swear I’m not used to that

Michelle- Well you seem happy

Jordan- I hope it stays that way. Why did you and Dig break up?

Michelle/Aria- *look at him*

Y/N- Why?

Jordan- You never told me that

Y/N- Things just.. didn’t work out.Our minds were in different places.

Jordan- Aka, someone got hurt

Y/N- *shrugs* Basically

Jordan- But I don’t trust that Khalil guy

Y/N- Seriously, why this again dad?

Jordan- I’m telling you, he’s only gonna hurt you. I said this to Diggy

Y/N- In the beginning, yeah. Then you saw how happy he made me and you bonded with him

Jordan- What a mistake

Y/N- No it wasn’t He’s cool. He’s filming in Miami with Khalil too

Michelle- Both of them?

Y/N- *nods* 

Aria- That ain’t good.

Y/N- It’s fine. They’re friends.

Aria- Again, that ain’t good. And you know why and I know why?

Michelle- *confused look* Um, why?

Aria- *looks at you* You know.

Y/N- *looks at her*

*a few years later*

YOUR P.O.V.

Y/N- *pulls him to the door* Trust me, you’ll get along just fine…

Khalil- I’m doubting that you know

Y/N- Trust me please? *puts her hand on his chest* You look good in your suit and you’ll make a good impression 

Khalil- Serious?

Y/N- *nods* Look forward to it. I’ve met your parents…

Khalil- Alright, fine. I’ll try

Khalil literally avoided meeting my dad for so long, it was funny while it lasted, hut I really wanted them to get along. This was my longest relationship. I was 23 now and we’d been dating for a solid four years. Four years strong. Just thinking of that made me smile. 

We flew out to New York to see them and it was a dinner Aria was hosting at her apartment. Dad sold the old apartment and so Aria bought a new one and sometimes shared it with her boyfriend Ramone.

Jordan- *opens the door* Oh hey guys.. *looks at Khalil* Hi..

Khalil- *reaches his hand out* Hi sir..

Jordan- *shakes it* Hi.. I’ve heard a lot about you

Khalil- *walks in with you* I bet it’s been good and bad

Jordan- Most definitely. But I have good expectations about you..

Khalil- *smiles at him* *smiles at you*

The dinner went.. unexpectedly. I didn’t think it’d go as well as it did. My dad and Khalil got on so well that I was confused but I accepted it. I was happy about that.

They talked about life, his music, his family life and then finally sports and debated whether the Lakers were better than the Knicks and that went on for the rest of the dinner. 

*later on*

Khalil- It was nice meeting you sir..

Jordan- Please, call me J…

Y/N- *looks at him and laughs* What? J?

Jordan- Fine. Jordan. *rolls his eyes*

Khalil- *laughs a little and man hugs him*

Jordan- And I approve of what you wanted earlier..

Khalil- Oh yeah. Thank you

Y/N- What was that?

Khalil- Nothing babe, don’t worry about it

Y/N- *looks at them both confused*

Jordan- Anyway, travel safely..

*you both leave*

KHALIL’S P.O.V.

Y/N- See that weren’t so bad.. *walks with him through the city*

Khalil- Yeah, it wasn’t that bad. I think your dad likes me..

Y/N- *chuckles to herself* *looks through down the streets* I forgot how much I missed this city…

Khalil- Lucky we heading back home tomorrow though. We spent so long out here

Y/N- You bored already?

Khalil- No, I’m glad you brought me out here.. I just miss home

Y/N- Me too. You know, I’m glad I came here with you

Khalil- Really?

Y/N- Yeah, don’t ever doubt that… *smiles*

I texted my friends back home to tell them to put the plan in motion. This was a big thing and I wanted it to be the best surprise she ever got. Justin texted me back and said he would get everything going and I was excited for this.

*a few days later*

Khalil- *steps in the house* Hey babe, you enjoyed tonight?

Y/N- What? The bowling, movie and then dinner? Yeah it was a great night..

Khalil- Really?

Y/N- Yeah, I mean it *smiles at him* Why?

Khalil- Cause I’m bout to make it better… *covers her eyes and leads her in the garden*

Y/N- Babe what the hell, I can’t see…

Khalil- You’re not meant to yet *takes her to the garden* You ready?

Y/N- Yeah..

Khalil- You sure?

Y/N- Khalil, I’m sure.. come on..

Khalil- Open.. *takes his hands away*

Y/N- *opens her eyes* Oh my God…

DIGGY’S P.O.V.

Diggy- I’m back.. we got some donuts.. and some energy drinks. This should keep us going..

Spin- Good choice.. *takes a drink from him*

Diggy- What track you got for me?

Spin- I got a whole load… I was so close to giving this to Jadakiss..

Diggy- *raises eyebrows* Swear? It must be hard then..

Spin- Oh it is man.. *types on his computer*

Me and Spin spent a couple hours together at my apartment listening to some stuff he’d saved for me. This was the norm lately, we’d just been working. My music had really taken off, I mean, who knew it’d eventually win me a grammy.. or two…

Spin- *looks at his phone* Oh damn..

Diggy- *eats food* What?

Spin- Aye, remember Y/N?

Diggy- Can’t get her outta my mind..

Spin- After four years you ain’t told her? Four years later and she still hot as hell..

Spin showed me his phone and it had a picture of Y/N in a swimsuit campaign and damn did she look hot. There were others of her at the VS show and she looked beautiful among all the models.

Picture perfect still. Just looking at her made me hate that I lost her, but I wasn’t giving up even though me and Khalil were even better friends now.

Diggy- She’s in a relationship, I can’t disturb that.

Spin- So you gon wait till you’re old and she’s got kids?

Diggy- I don’t know.

Spin- *looks back at his phone and scrolls* Get yourself sorted Dig…

Diggy- Love like that doesn’t go away man. I still have feelings for her *looks at the ceiling*

Spin- *phone rings* *scrolls through phone* Woah..

Diggy- *looks at him* What now?

Spin- You better get rid of those feelings cause apparently… and you won’t believe this..

Diggy- Tell me…

Spin- Khalil bout to propose to her man..

Diggy- *jaw drops*

And then, my heart sunk and stopped.