-Chapter14-

-1x4's POV-

They woke up back in the gray-grass field with the white fog surrounding them, yet still no sign of the Spectre yet.

1x4 stood there for a few more moments, looking around at their surroundings - until a voice came.

The Spectre's voice.

Spectre: 1x. Why don't you accept that you love him?

1x4: Did you do something to me?!

Spectre: Avoiding the question I see... Anyways, yes, I did kinda make it so you could feel happiness, sadness, disgust, things other than hate - but I never made it so you could feel love.

1x4: What are you saying?

Spectre: I didn't make you fall in love with him.

1x4: I'm not in love with that basterd!

Spectre: Sure, sure... Whatever you say, 1x. Go ahead and keep lying to yourself.

1x4: Shut it, I'm not in love with John.

Spectre: Haha! You know he loves ya' back?

1x4: Impossible. I'm the creation of hatred - who could even [platonic]like me?

[Like=platonic]

Spectre: Azure likes you, C00lkidd likes you, Slasher likes you, and John Doe is just straight up gay for you.

1x4: Stop lying! I know you have something to do with this.

Spectre: Nope, I don't have anything to do with this at all.

1x4: All lies.

Spectre: How do you know? It's not like your stronger than me now.

...

Spectre: Told you.

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1x4 woke up in their bed in their cabin, pissed off at the Spectre - a bit more than usual.

As well as that, they were also determined to not talk to John Doe.

The Spectre obviously wanted John Doe and 1x4 to confess to each other and blah blah blah - so why give it what it wanted?

Plus why would 1x4 ever need anybody else other than themself - 1x4 could take care of themself perfectly fine.

They would never need him at all, they sure completely sure about that.

1x4 peaked outside of their cabin's door, making sure nobody was around before stopping and closing the door.

Why would they ever need to leave this place?

It's not like there was anything to do outside.

.

..

...

They could just stay inside their cabin, it's not like anybody would care if they never came out again.

However, a part of themself felt...

Bad.

1x4 shook their head - they needed to stop feeling these kinds of things.

Showing sadness[or anyother emotion] is a weakness - their past had shown them that clearly.

If they ignored it, it would go away.

...

They wished it would.

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