Chapter 49

Chapter 49Perrie's POV:I had passed out. Waking up an hour later reality set back in. The Japan trip was put off for as long as we needed it to be. I caught the first plane to the hospital to where Jade and Jesy were. As I got off the plane I caught the closest cab I could find. I was nervously sitting in the back. My heart beating fast and my legs shaking. Before the driver stopped the car I threw the money at him and jumped out. I ran to the reception desk. "Jade Thirlwall" I told the lady. She told me where she was and I ran. As I opened the door I fell to my knees. I told her I would protect her and I had failed. The tears streamed down my face like someone had just turned a tap on. I couldn't get up but I had to get out of the door way. I walked over to the side of Jades bed and sat on the chair before my legs gave way. My head was on the bed and I cried. As I cleared my eyes I looked up to see Jades phone on the bedside table. It wasn't cracked because she had a life proof case. I guess they did work. I knew her password and unlocked the phone. As it unlocked it was on the last thing she was on. Her notes were open and she had written something long. I scrolled up to the top and noticed it was for me. I started to read it. 'To the most amazing person that I have ever loved, Perrie. The day I saw you I fell in love. Walking up to me in the school halls my knees went weak. I didn't know I would ever be with a girl but you soon changed my mind. The teasing and flirting was driving me crazy. I will never forget the day you kissed me. You made the first move. It was such a passionate kiss. Then I took you on that date and things were perfect. We then started dating officially. From then on you were mine and mine only. I was yours too. Since the day I gave you the necklace it has never left your neck. We basically spent every minute together. The first time we went further with each other was amazing. The way you touched me and helped me. The night you told me you loved me, I knew what we have is real. You have the absolute voice of an angel and I love when you sing to me. The first audition of X factor you were so nervous and I thought it was so cute. Then what happened after I regret doing so much. I will always be sorry for it. When we told Tulisa about us and she was so accepting ! The night before the grand final of X factor when I invited you into the shower. Every touch and kiss we shared. The way we came out panting because we were so tired. That had to be the best night of my life. We then won X factor and the kiss that happened on stage and everyone questioned us. When we kissed in the toilet at school and that girl took a photo and posted it online. The whole Jerrie fandom going into a spin. The day you stood up for us at school and told everyone I'm yours. I had a smile plastered across my face that whole day. Every time I woke up each day I thanked god that you were mine. You are the most perfect thing that has ever happened to me. Every night when I fell asleep with you I was falling asleep with my whole world. You are my world, the reason I am living. Your eyes made my heart flutter as did your smile. No one will ever understand my love for you. I love you more and more each and everyday. Now the plane is going down and I don't even know if I'll ever see you again. I hope I do stay alive because I want to spend the rest of my life with you Perrie Louise Edwards. No matter what happens I will always be in your heart. Keep that necklace on and I'll be with you. I love you so much and I'm sorry this is happening. xoxoxox Your Jadey xoxoxox'I put the phone down as I couldn't cry anymore. I fell asleep next to Jade. I hope she woke up soon.