Chapter Eighteen: Same Mistakes

Jenna's POV

My eyes shot open to face the empty bed I was lying on. Then it hit me. After our fight with Zayn I went upstairs, locked the door and I cried my self to sleep. The twitter hate, his harsh words, the fights, they were all getting on me and I was feeling so tired. After those 3 wonderfull weeks, full of love and laughs, here we go again. The fights are back. I rolled out of bed and I took off my last night clothes, toasing them to the floor. I went straight to the bathroom and I jumped into the shower. The hot water cascaded down my body, relaxing every single muscle of it. I sat there for a lot of time thinking everything that happened yesterday. Why do we have to live this all over again?  

Once I was done, I got out and I wrapped a white towel around my naked body. I slipped in my black leggings and Zayn's loose 'Nirvana' hoodie and I walked out. I unlocked the door and I saw him lying down, sleeping. He slept out of the door? 

"Zayn?" I kneeled down and shook his arms lightly.

"Jenna?" He jumped and look up at me.

"What are you doing here?"

"Waiting for you." He rubbed his forehead. He's a hangover for sure.

"You didn't have to!" I said harsly and I walked downstairs. Him following me.

"Look Jen, I didn't mean to. I was drunk and -"

"You always say this! 'I didn't mean to' and all, but you know what? I can't do this anymore! I promised you I'll be by your side till the end, but I'm tired and you're not helping at all." I cut him off.

"I'm trying! Baby, I'm trying! I'm so sorry for what happened last night. I saw the hate and I was so mad at them and at my self for putting you into this. I wanted to clear my mind off it. I didn't mean to hurt you. You know that!" He came closer and cupped both of my cheeks with his warm hands.

"Zayn..." I whispered. Too weak to fight now.

"Can you please forgive me?" He spoke softly and peeked the corner of my mouth.

"Zayn, you know I love you but..."

"There's no but! Please, baby! Please..." He pleaded once again. His voice raspy and deep and his accent deeper than ever. His sparkling chocolate brown eyes locked with mines. 

"I can't! I'm sorry..." I mumbled and lowered my gaze.

"You can! You can and you'll do it!" He pouled me closer to him. I could feel the warmth of his body on mine.

"You'll do it..." He whispered to my mouth. His voice cracked in the end.

I looked back to his eyes, getting lost in them. I brought my hands to his unshaved cheeks, delicately caressing his cheekbones. I said nothing. I simply nodded. I flickered my eyes to his plump lips and I leant over for a kiss. The time my lips brushed against his soft, pinky ones, I instantly closed my eyes and forgot everything. One kiss. One of his kisses and I'm exposed under his charm. But I guess that's love, right?  Forgive him, please him and give him everything without expecting anything.

People could call me crazy or fool for staying with someone who hurt me so many times. Who never said those three magical words to me. Maybe I am. Or maybe, just maybe I'm the one. The one who would make him fall in love again.

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Zayn's POV

My phone went off and I jogged back to the living room to reach it.

"Hello?!" I spoke in a happy tone.

"Zayn?" A strong voice spoke from the other line.

"Yeah, that's me?" It came out more like question.

"Zayn, it's me. Your dad."

"Dad?!" I was beyond surprised to hear his voice. The last time he didn't even say goodbye to me.

"Yes. Well, Zayn it's been quite long time since we spoke and-" he paused and took a deep breath, "...I want to apologize to you."

"You called me a cutting freak..." I mumbled and tears rolled down my cheeks, remembering his exact words.

"I didn't mean to. I love you, Zayn. I didn't mean to hurt you. It was just, that I panicked knowing that my son was harming his self for someone who doesn't even deserve it." He cried.

"Dad, I'm sorry too. I love you too." I smiled and wiped my tears.

"I'm glad I got to hear your voice again."

"Yeah, me too. I think I should hang up now, before I cry again..." I softly chuckled and he did the same.

"Yeah, yeah ok! And Zayn? Always remember; I'm so proud of you and I'll always be. No matter what. 

"Bye dad." I cracked a smile and wiped the last tears away.

"Who was on the phone, baby?" Jenna walked in and I rushed to her, picking her up and spinning her around in circles.

"Woohaa! Zayn!" She laughed.

"What was that for?"

"My dad called! He apologised! We're no longer fighting." I sang and I kissed her lips.

"Finally! I'm so happy for you baby!" She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer to her for an embrance.

"Want to go out and celebrate it?" I smiled and stroked her hair.

"You have something in your mind?" She bit her lip.

"Hmm...maybe I have something." I smirked knowing exactly what I wanted to do.

"Ok then. What should I wear?"

"Nothing. Come on we're leaving right now!"

"Zayn?!" Before she could protest, I threw her on my shoulders and I carried her on the car.

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Jenna's POV

"Ok, now my love, I want you to close those beautiful eyes of yours and don't open them until I tell you to." He kissed my hand.

"Ok, my master." I chuckled and and I did as I was told to. 

"Take my hand and follow me." He opened the passenger's seat and leaded me outside.

"Can I open them now?" The curiosity was taking over me. 

"Just a minute.."

"You can open them now."

I opened my eyes to see a beautiful field with a big lake inside a cave. The leaves from the trees were covering every single inch of the ground and the cold air was blowing my hair away from my face. 

"Woohaa..." I breathed out, admiring the view.

"You like it here?" He smiled and hugged me from behind resting his head on my soulder.

"You're kidding me?! I love it!" My mouth hang low.

"This is where I come everytime I need to clear my mind. It's so peaceful isn't it?!" He placed a soft kiss on my cheek.

"Yeah...Yeah it is!" I smiled.

Zayn unwrapped his arms and took off his jacket along with his shoes.

"Care to explain what the fuck you're doing in this cold?!" I asked surprised.

"Well, I didn't bring you here only to admire the view. We get to swim too!" He stuck his tongue out and took off his jeans and t-shirt, only to be left with his boxers.

"Zayn, there's no way in hell I'm going to swim in the cold water. And plus I haven't brought a bathing suit with me." I crossed my arms to my chest.

Zayn rushed to me and took off my shoes and leggings, leaving me only with my hoodie.

"Who said you need one?!" He smirked and took off my hoodie aswell.

"Zayn! NO!" I screamed but he wouldn't listen.

He picked me bridal style and threw me in the cold water. He jumped in too and wrapped his arms around my waist, as I curled my legs around his.

"I thought you didn't know how to swim" I threw my arms around his neck.

"I don't!" He shrugged and let out a chuckle.

"You know this is absoloutely crazy?!"

"What?"

"Swimming in a lake in the middle of the winter." I smiled.

"You know what they say. You only live once!"

"Yeah and we're propably going to die because of pneumonia." I rolled my eyes and Zayn chuckled.

His eyes were admiring every feature of my face. His expression went serious and his smile dropped. He flew his thumb to my cheek and caressed my skin.

"You're so beautiful.." He said softly and placed his lips on mines.

"I wish I could freeze the time and stay with you like this forever."  He smiled and caressed my cheek.

"You're my everything..."

A/N" Hello babas! Ok, I just want to say that 'Story of my life' is one of the greatest songs One Direction has ever released! The music and the lyrics are so mature and heart touching...I just cried when I listened to it! I'm so proud of our boys, sisterzz!! Anyways this chapter was cute, I think and...I don't know I liked it! I have nothing else to say, so you know what to do!

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