18

Arabella's POV

I wake up and Ethan's arms are wrapped around me.

My shirt is all lifted up and his arms are just around my bare waist.

He somehow talked me into sleeping pantsless and just in a teeshirt and underwear.. I normally would anyways, just not when I had other people over.

Ethan is still sleeping and I know because I am facing him.

I turn around, because my phone was on the other side of me and get on my phone.

Ethan had moved a little whenever I did and his hand went further up my shirt holding me.

I glance down at where his hand is and shake my head at him because it is under my boobs.

I take a picture of the blanket and send my streaks on snapchat and then I watch the stories.

I guess there was a party last night because everyone's stories is at a party.

I don't really go to parties though so I don't care that much.

I go on Instagram and scroll through my feed for a minute and then Ethan wakes up.

"Will you make me pancakes?" He mumbled burying his face into my neck.

"Why?" I asked and his hand started rubbing my stomach making me feel kind of weird.

"Because you love me and want to make me happy" He said and I laughed a little and turned around and faced him.

"Why don't you make pancakes?" I asked and he sighed,

"Yeah.. Mine will probably be better anyways" He said and I rolled my eyes.

"Ethan. You can say that all you want.. But I am too tired to prove you wrong" I said.

"But you just woke up" He said

"That means nothing." I said

"Yeahh true"He said.

"So I have a question" He said and I raised an eyebrow.

"Which is?" I asked

"You know those pictures we took a little bit ago?" He asked and I nodded and he grabbed his phone and unlocked it.

He pulls up the one of us kissing.

"Do you think.. That I can post this?" He asked me and I immediately shook my head no.

"Why not?" He asked me.

"Because Ethan. You have a bunch of fans that would go crazy with just a normal picture with me. With you kissing me, they will like.. Die.." I said

"But if they are my real fans they would be happy I finally have a girlfriend" He said

"But technically you don't" I said and he pouted.

"You said I could have a second chance" He said.

"We never made anything official" I said.

"Belllllaaa "He whined and I smiled a little.

"Do you want us to be official?" I asked

"You know I do." He replied..

"Okay." I said.

"So can I post it?" He asked and I sighed and shrugged.

"Don't tag me." I said and grabbed my phone and put my account on private so they can't get to my account.

He posted it and showed it to me.

the caption was "Mine 😊"

I go to his account and like the picture.

I look through the comments and most of them are shocked.

And confused.

Lots of questions, some hate, a couple positive comments here and there.

My phone buzzes and I see Grayson had texted me.

I click the notification, being taken to Imessage.

Grayson: what is this?

Me: What?

Grayson: Ethan's recent picture.

Me: Oh.

Grayson: Are y'all together?

Me: Idk.

Grayson: How are you going to say Idk. Your sucking his fucking face off in the picture Arabella.

Grayson: He has hurt you so much and yet you still run back into his arms every chance you get.

Grayson: And you cry to ME about him a lot of times. So why is it. That I am over here trying to help you get over him. But you just end up glued to his side when it comes to anything.

Grayson: And now you are posting pictures together acting like a damn couple when your not. Ethan doesn't do that lovey dovey shit Arabella. He fucks. He doesn't date. He is going to hurt you all over again. LIKE HE DOES WEEKLY. and I am not going to be there to make you feel better when he does.

Grayson: Because your dumb enough to go back to him after everything he does.

Me: You're* a dick.

Me: Idk why you are acting like this but its not fair Gray.

Grayson: How?

Grayson: Have I EVER hurt you?

Me: No

Grayson: Have you ever hurt me?

Me: No.

Grayson: Yes Arabella, You have.

Grayson: Has Ethan ever hurt you?

Me: Yes but he always apologises.

Grayson: So that makes it okay?

Grayson: All it takes is an apology for you to run back into his arms?

Me: Gray stop.

Grayson: Stop what? All I am doing is telling the truth.

Grayson: Would you rather me lie to you?

Me: If it is better than this then yes.

Grayson: Fine. You and Ethan are perfect together and I know he will never hurt you because he is such perfect guy who is 100% boyfriend material and never ever fucks around with girls and breaks their hearts.. He cares about you so much. More than I do.

I get up as I feel tears coming.

It sucks because he is right.

I go to the bathroom before Ethan sees me crying and locked the door and sit on the floor.

I cover my face with my hands.

my phone buzzes again.

Grayson: You happy now?

Me: Totally.

I click off my phone and just sit there for a while.

I am making a mistake aren't I.

Ethan isn't good for me.

Grayson is right. He is just going to hurt me again despite what he says.

I don't get why Grayson is so mad at me though.