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Arabella's POVTwo weeks laterI still can't seem to get over Justin.

No one understands. I had a crush on him since I moved here and then three months ago he finally asked me out and I already loved him..

It's hard to get over people.My phone dings.

Ethan: Hey beautiful. Hru feeling?

Me: .. idk I'm still sad..

Me: I miss him..

Ethan: do you want to hang out with Gray and I?? Maybe we can help u feel happier.

Me: yeah come over.

I am sitting on the couch in my room watching Fifty Shades Darker I had started it a few minutes ago.

I watch the movie and all I can say is I feel like they are moving so fast.. well I mean.. I can't really say that because in the first one they were doing all kinds of stuff.

But this one is all over the place.

And I kinda love it.

They are arguing in the streets and Christian is obviously irritated,

"Are you going to walk or do I need to carry you?" (Guys if you haven't  watched this movie don't worry I am not spoiling it. It's not a big part and I can't even remember his exact words but it was something along those lines) "Carry her. Carry her. PICK HER UP AND CARRY HER" I said getting a little too excited but she didn't let him pick her up.

I continue watching and a sexual scene comes on and my door opens.  I quickly look behind my to the door and see Grayson and Ethan.

"Um.. are you watching porn Bella??" Grayson asked awkwardly scratching the back of his neck and I laughed pausing the movie.

"No. I was watching Fifty Shades Darker" I said "Oh. So basically porn" Ethan said smirking and I rolled my eyes.

"It's more then just sex for your information" I said."Mhmm." He said.

I get up and hug Grayson and then hug Ethan. Grayson is wearing dark jeans and a maroon shirt and Ethan is wearing gray joggers and a gray shirt.

"So what did y'all want to do?" I asked

"I. Want to finish watching the rest of this sex scene" Grayson said hopping onto my couch.I rolled my eyes at the Horny teenager.

I sit down again but on the opposite side and Ethan sits in between us.

I was kind of cold so I stood up and grabbed my big blanket off my bed and sat back down.

"I want some" Gray said and I shared my blanket with both of them before unpausing it.

I watch the movie and I can see that Grayson and Ethan are both enjoying it but if I am being completely honest I am too..

It's turning me on a little and I hate when I get like this.

Okay so I know I said I am not the type to just have sex and all but that doesn't mean I don't get horny..

I just have to .. get rid of the feeling without dick. Using what is mine if you get what I mean.I just want to loose my virginity to the right person.

And I am honestly not the most holy child either.. don't let that argument with Justin fool you.. I have given him a few handjobs but never given him head no matter how many times he had begged.

I don't want to put my mouth on his dick that's gross.

I get back into the movie and watch as he ties up her hands.I glance over at Ethan and see his face a little rosy and his hands under the blanket slowly moving.

I don't know what came over me but I put my hand. On his thigh under the blanket.I feel his head snap towards me and I stay focused on the movie.

I slide my hand up his thigh and take a glance over at him to see him staring at the blanket with wide eyes.

My blanket is too thick to see my hand through it luckily but I am going to have to be subtle about this so Grayson doesn't notice.

I pull the blanket up the my chest with one hand and hold it making the blanket go up a little near Ethan so it isn't just laying on his lap and I lay my head on Ethan's shoulder and he picked up his arm, putting it over mine to make it look less noticeable.

I slide my hand up to his crotch area and rub my hand over his erection through his joggers.

I slider my hands up and into his pants and glance up and see Ethan looking down at the blanket still and then taking glances at Grayson who was way too into this movie.

I rub my hand against his boner.

I hope I don't loose my virginity to Ethan because he feels pretty big and painful..His skin is soft and I slowly wrap my hand around him.

I look up at Ethan and his bottom lip is pulled in between his teeth and he scooted his body down a little bit.

I start pumping my hand up and down him and I feel his hand on my thigh.

I glance at Grayson and he is still pretty into the movie.

Ethan grips my thigh and I continued.

I feel his hand sliding up my thigh.

I pump my hand faster and Ethan stopped moving his hand and squeezed my thigh and from the corner of my eye I see his lips parting.

Don't moan Ethan Dolan. Don't expose us.

He closes his mouth as if he knew better and I slowed down my hand and started rubbing my thumb over his tip a few times before pumping again and I feel him twitch in my hand before warm liquids come out onto my hand and he squeezed my thigh hard inhaling sharply for a split second before hushing himself before Grayson would think something was up..

I slowly pull my hand out of his pants,. Wiping his come on his pants.

"Hey I need to pee will you pause the movie??" Ethan asked loud enough for Grayson to hear and I nodded and paused it.

He got up and went to my bathroom and shut the door and then a minute later the toilet flushed and he came back.

I let him under the blanket and he sits next to me again and a little closer then last time. I got comfortable again and I unpause the movie and see we are at a very different part of the movie and I don't know what happened.

I shrug and lay my head on Ethan's shoulder.I am sitting cross cross and I suddenly feel Ethan's hand on my thigh again.Well.. fuck ..