Chapter 6

"Everything? Elaborate." I said and he narrowed his eyes at me. "I have an empire. People depend on me and it's alot. It's so much and I'm stressed all the fucking time it's ridiculous and I feel so empty and need to feel something, anything. You don't know what that's like to have everything. Money, power, women and utter control of everything and still feel empty." He confessed, looking into my eyes and I felt my heart sink. 

"I do. I honestly do because I feel that too. Like when you wake up in the morning and just keep thinking is it really worth it to have everything but feel empty or have nothing but feel something." "Exactly." He whispered, setting his beer on the table and I bit my lip. 

"You get that feeling too?" "I do. Everyday." I said guiltily. He looked surprised at me. "How old are you?" He asked me. "I'm 22. Why?" "How long have you felt like this?" "How long have you?" I asked and he looked at me. 

"16." "16." We said at the same time and he chuckled. "We aren't that different after all now are we?" He asked and I laughed, getting up and went to throw away my cork. 

"No, we aren't." I smiled sitting on his lap, my legs on either side of his waist. His arms snaked around my waist and his hands on my bum. "You feel it too?" I asked, speaking about the connection between us. It felt like I was drawn to him. I looked into his green eyes to see him looking into mine. 

"Yeah." He gripped me tighter as I pressed my lips to his, my hands snaking around his neck and toyed with his hair. He was kissing me back and I could feel the electricity burn against my lips as we kissed. I felt him tug on my jeans as he laid me down on the couch, sliding the off without breaking the kiss. I pulled his jeans and boxers down and we broke the kiss, tossing our shirts aside before continuing to make out, he was between my legs. I could feel his member poking the inside of my thigh as his hands roamed my now naked body and mine  trailed up and down his tones abs. 

He pulled away for air, biting his lip as he stared at me and I bit mine looking at his beautiful array of tattoos his chest and arms. 

"Beautiful." I whispered, pressing a kiss to his shoulder where I could see the scar of a bullet wound. I kissed another on his collarbone and a knife wound on his stomach. He had dozens of scars but they were all covered in tattoos but I knew where they were. Harry's thumb traced over my bare skin and pressed a kiss to my multiple wounds.

 "Beautiful." He repeated and I blushed, opening my legs a little more so he could slide his rather huge member inside me. I moaned and bit my lip as he slid himself inside me. 

"Jesus you're so tight." He muttered not being able to stick himself fully inside me. "Hold on baby." My heart melted by his pet name. He repositioned himself and rolled his hips against mine, getting inside me fully making us both moan. 

"Ready?" He mumbled against my lips, pressing them to mine but I was in shock and could only nod. He intertwined his hands in mine and kept them by my head as he moved slowly against my hips, kissing my breast and sucked on them making me bit my lip and suppressed a moan. 

"Moan for me baby." He said shoving into me harshly making one slip out. "That's my girl." He smirked and continued slowly rocking his hips against mine, making love to me. "Baby." I moaned out, biting my lip. I was so close it was making my eyes roll back. 

"Not yet." He mumbled against my lips, sucking on the skin to form bruises on it. I moaned untwining my hand from his and wrapped it around his neck, pressing kisses to it, sucking on the skin causing him to moan. He sped up a little bit making me bite his neck a little harder than intended which only made him moan a little louder. 

"Baby." I whispered against his neck, pressing a kiss to it. "Almost princess." He eyes rolled back as his pace quickened and we were both drenched in sweat and pleasure. He was relentless when it came to pounding inside me but I didn't mind it as he became sloppy. 

"Baby!" I moaned out and he pressed his lips to mine. "Go ahead." He whispered, shoving himself into me three more times before we came together with one last moan and rested our forehead together. That was the best sex I've ever had in my entire life and he collapsed next to me and pulled me to his chest, pressing a kiss to my head. 

"Still feel it?" He asked and I nodded, feeling the connection between us. "Do you?" I looked up at him through my wet hair and he smiled. "I do." He pressed a kiss to my lips and I pulled the blanket at the end of the couch over us and we watched a movie, curled up in eachothers arms. 

I sighed heavily as Emma cried from upstairs. "I'll be back." I mumbled, crawling over him and he chuckled keeping me on his waist. "Harry!" I giggled and he leaned up, pressing a kiss to my stomach and pulled me over to his face and began flicking his tongue in and out. 

"Baby!" I moaned and pulled on his hair. "Give me 5 minutes you taste so good." He mumbled holding me in place by grabbing my thighs and I bit my lip, moaning as the sensation took me over. I've never been eaten out but it felt so fucking good I couldn't help but ignore Emma and pull on his hair. 

"Baby." I moaned out, riding his tongue slowly and he moaned out, guiding my hips harder and faster. I bit my lip as I came closer. "Harry." I warned once I felt myself coming closer and he smirked, inserting two fingers in me and began fingering me. 

"Hold on baby." He said as I moaned. "Harry." I warned as he removed his finger and replaced it with his tongue again. "Come on me baby." He said and I held off for a second before complying hearing him moan. "You taste so fucking good." He said as I got off and saw him suck on his fingers as I slid on my underwear and my bra. I grabbed his fingers and slid it in my mouth, sucking on them making his mouth open in an O shape. 

"I wonder how you taste." I said crawling over to his mid section and began sucking him off since I heard Emma stop crying. I heard Harry moan and sit up, repositioning himself so he was sitting up right and watched me suck him off and swallow him before I slipped on my clothes. 

"You're so fucking hot." He groaned and I smiled at him. "So are you." I pressed a kiss to his shoulder as he slid on his pants. I walked upstairs, hearing my heels click on the tile. Emma was in her crib letting out low groans and playing with her hands. 

"I'm so sorry princess. Nina had to take care of somethings." I said calling myself by the hispanic word for godmother which is madrina but we use nina for short. I picked her up and pressed a kiss to her head as I walked downstairs and smiled at Harry who was sitting on the couch with a smug look on his face. 

"Dinner?" I asked Harry who nodded. "Sure, need any help?" He hugged my waist and pressed a kiss to both mine and Emma's cheek. Emma squealed happily and extended her arms out to him which he gladly carried her. I smiled at them. "No but you can watch TV with her please." I stuck my bottom lip out and he smiled at me. "Mhm." He pressed a kiss to my lips before going to the couch and sat with Emma as I prepared dinner which was going to be simple for Emma to feed herself since she was going through and independence phase. 

I decided on making pan fried chicken with a side of mash potatoes and gravy with steamed veggies for Emma. I personally like them but let's see if Harry does. I finished cooking and served the plates and set them on the table with wine for drinks, of course Emma's lemonade was in a sippy cup while Harry and myself had wine glasses. 

"Let's eat." I said coming up behind Harry and wrapped my arms around his neck. "It smells amazing." He pressed a kiss to my lips and I saw Emma was laying on his lap and was watching Moana with him. 

"Let's eat princess." I hummed as she stood on the couch and extended her arms out for me and I took her pacifier out her mouth and grabbed her. 

Harry sat by a plate on the table and I sat next to him after putting Emma in her high chair and gave her the plate of food and her cup. "Looks amazing." Harry pressed a kiss on my cheek before be began eating. 

"So. I have a proposition for you." "Proposition? What kind?" "Well not really. I need to ask if you know anyone who deals cocaine which is a slim chance bu-" "I do. If you need it just let me know." "You deal coke?" Harry asked confused with a mouth full of chicken. 

"I do. How much do you need?" "25 kilos. I'll pay you." "I don't need you to pay me Harry. Your loyalty to me is enough." "I'm still going to pay you. I'll give you 8 million." "That's too much." "I don't care. It's what you're getting no negotiations." "Harry. I don't need your money." "What do you need then?" I sighed and chewed my food before talking. 

"I don't need anything. I have too much money and I have everything I want. I can't tell you how many college tuitions I've paid to try to get rid of it. I've donated to charity but it just keeps on doubling." "Well it's about to get more. 25 kilos?" "Deal." I shook his hand and Emma whined as she dropped her cup. 

"Stop!" I said playfully tickling her making her giggle and drink her lemonade. I smiled at her and we finished eating. "I'll send it to your house tomorrow." "Perfect." He smiled at me and I sighed. 

"Do you want to spend the night because it's late or do you want me to drive you home?" I asked looking at the time. It was only 9:30 but I knew he lived a little far out of town. "One night won't hurt would it?" He smirked and I chuckled, rolling my eyes. "No." "It be nice to wake up next to somebody for once."

 "I leave at 5 in the morning so don't get to excited." "Still nice to cuddle with you no?" "I thought I'd never live to hear the day that Harry Styles use the word cuddle." He laughed at my remark and I cleaned up the kitchen before sitting with Harry and Emma to watch Moana. 

We watched a few more movies before I heard my front door open. "Emma. Go say hi to daddy." I pointed as I saw my brother-in-law enter. Emma got off and ran over to Martin who picked her up and pressed kisses into her skin. 

I stood up and intertwined my hand in Harry. "Harry, Martin. Martin, Harry." I introduced and they shook hands. 

"Pleasure." Harry said and Martin smiled. "Pleasure's all mine. So Gracie, how is she behaving?" Martin asked tickling his daughter. "She's napping alot but that's normal for her. How's the baby?" "She's great, we decided on naming her Jazlin Nicole." He said and I punched him. 

"Owe what what that for!" "I told you Jazlin at the hospital. The baby is almost a week old and you finally now?" "Sorry! Your sister scares me!" "Shut up no she doesn't." I said and he laughed. "She wouldn't sign the papers!" "She birthed her!" "I know, your sister's crazy but I shouldn't talk because you are too." He said and I chuckled. 

"I just wanted to see Emma before she went to bed and bring her this." He pulled a chocolate bar out his pocket and my jaw drop. "Don't you dare." I warned as he backed up and sprinted into the other room. 

"For fucksake my brother-in-law is evil. Now we're never going to get any sleep." I sighed as Emma came in with a half eaten chocolate bar. "Give daddy a kiss and say good luck to your nina." Martin said and Emma pressed a chocolaty kiss to her dad's cheek and squealed sprinting off. 

"Go clean her or I'll kick your ass." I warned and he bit his lip. "I have a pregnant wife to tend to." "Well you're about to get fucked up. Go." I pointed and he groaned sprinting after his daughter who shoved the chocolate in her mouth. She'd rather eat it all than to share with her dad, that made both me and Harry laugh. 

"You little stinker!" Martin said grabbing her and washed her hands in the sink. "Hello?" I answered my phone on speaker. "Sister is martin over there?" "He is and he's not going to be home." "Why not?" "I'm going to kill him. He came here to give your daughter a chocolate bar so she wouldn't sleep tonight." "Oh for fucksake Martin!" Maricela yelled and both me and Harry laughed. 

"Are you still coming over tomorrow sister?" "Of course I am. I'm always there for you, unlike your husband." I threw shade and he flipped me off while she laughed. "That's what I call true love. Let's get married." "Incest is illegal!" Martin said and I bursted into fits of laughter. 

"Not in Louisiana!" Maricela yelled and I could only laugh. "Well you're not going! As your husband I prohibit you from seeing your sister/lover." Martin declared. "I want a divorce." Maricela said seriously and I couldn't breath. 

"Well, we've been together for 20 years. You're not going anywhere that quick." "I know, I love you. Come home and bring me ice cream." "I will, I love you." "I love you too." i hung up and Martin smiled in triumph. 

"My wife loves me." "I'm not your wife, what do you want a sticker?" I scoffed and walked passed him to the kitchen. "When are you getting married?" "I don't know. I'm not even dating yet." "Why?" "Nobody can handle me." "Michael could." "Michael was different and you know that." I pointed a finger at Martin who held his hands up in defense. 

"I was just saying. What about Harry? Harry are you interested in my sister?" "Very." "That's different, I just met him." "Marry him!" "No! Why are you so interested in me being married?" I asked through wide eyes as I grabbed a water bottle and chugged it. 

"Because! I have a bet with Mari that says you will be married by next Christmas." "Why would you bet on that?" "Because you're lonely! And most lonely people do drugs and you don't. You just be lonely by yourself." "I drink. Not do drugs. I smoke weed but that's not drugs. How much did you bet anyways?" "10 grand." "10 grand? Martin!" I whined and he groaned. 

"I'm sorry! I was nervous! She said 500 and I was like oh no 10 grand! Help me out!" "I'm not marrying anybody just so you can win. You know how serious I take relationships let alone marriage." "What about Michael!" "I'm not marrying my ex!" "Please! Get a divorce after!" "No!" I laughed and shook my head looking at Harry who was chuckling. 

"You're no fucking fun." "Divorce Mari to date Karen." "Eww fuck no why would I do that? I love my wife." "That's how it feels for you to tell me to marry Michael." I said and he gagged. 

"I'm leaving! Emma! Daddy's leaving because your godmother is a bitch with a stick up her ass and never lets me win at anything!" Martin announced picking up Emma who giggled. "You're an asshole." I said and Harry only laughed at me, bro hugging Martin. 

"Bye sister!" Martin hugged me and I hugged him back. He pressed a kiss on my forehead before leaving and we went to bed, Emma sleeping with us in my room watching bubble guppies as Harry and myself dozed off to sleep in eachothers arms.