Eighteen

The few days after your and levis encounter in his office had gone by too fast for your liking. 

From training to the occasional run-in of levi pulling you off somewhere private and forced his tongue down your throat- not that you were complaining

At the point of the day when he would- was really the only thing you looked forward to. sure your friends were fun and all, but nothing was better than his slender hands roaming you and making your skin burn from his subtle touching- as well as the sloppy wet, needy kisses he gave you.

you never knew how much of an ego boost it was being able to tell someone was so infatuated with you through them not being able to keep their hands off you- it was exhilarating, to say the least.

of course- not everything was perfect in the sense of, levi wasn't one for talking. And it's not as though you were going back on your word.

Just fun. It was just fun

But leaving straight after was becoming annoying, at least sit and have a cup of tea. It wasn't like you were asking him to confess his love or even admit he liked you- hell, you weren't even asking him for anything.. not verbally anyway.

The same occurrence was about to happen, levi fixing his shirt and chucking yours over at you, which you caught, plopped down in his chair.

"You gonna kick me out again?"

Levi glanced up, staring at you with a blank expression. "What do you mean?"

You slipped your arms through the sleeves of your shirt, starting from the bottom to button the shirt up, eyeing levi slightly. "As in, tell me to leave once im done getting dressed." You move your hands up, pulling your hair out of the back of the shirt. "Or can we actually sit and have a normal conversation?"

"There's nothing to talk about,"

"Isn't there?" You stand, grabbing your cream coloured pants off the edge of the desk, slipping your legs in.

Levi pressed his lips together. "Like what?" he muttered out, now back to being decent. His hands moved to fix the cuffs of his shirt.

"Well- i dunno.. anything? It's not weird to talk afterwards- its not like it's intimate or something"

"Im not scared of being intimate-" 

"You sure?"

Levis eyes narrow, his hands falling to his sides. "Im sure." He gritted out, ignoring your blatent amused look.

A small snort leaves your lips, and you go over, stepping in front of levi. You ignore his deadly glare and move your hands up, innocently fixing the collar of his shirt. "A cup of tea would be nice after i let you use my body.. wouldn't you say?"

Levis throat gives a gruff noise in response, eyeing you. "You make it sound like you're doing me a favour," he breathed out, shifting his weight slightly.

Your eyes moved from his collar up to his eyes. "Am i not?" You spoke, your head tilted. Your eyes flickered down, seeing his lips twitch.

"If i remember correctly, im the one doing you the favour," he stepped closer, his hands moving to slide up your sides. "Am i not?"

Ah. He got you there.

Your feel heat rush to your cheeks as you let out a small hum, nodding your head ever so slightly. "Let's just say we are both doing each other a favour."

Levi leaned more against you, slightly backing the two of you up until your lower back was against his desk, his breath tickling your ear.

"I think i'd rather keep reminding you this was your idea." His voice sent shivers up your spine as he placed a gentle kiss on the skin next to your ear.

He moved, slipping around to sit on the chair behind his desk. Your eyes followed him, turning to face him.

"We talked."

You raised an eyebrow before letting out a small 'ah'

"Im not sure if i should be grateful you were even willing to try or disapointed thats what you consider a conversation,"

He glanced up, leaning back in his chair. His positioning looking very much domineering. "Runt. I hope it's clear this is strictly sex-"

A small roll of your eyes makes him shut his mouth. "You know," he states, for you.

"I do. You stating the obvious is a sure way of showing your fear of intimacy, though. "

Levi glared. "You read into things"

"You think?" You tossed back, the amusment and sarcasm practically shoved down levis throat making him scowl. "You can go now,"

"Woah, you're a roll," you say, letting out a small laugh. Levi stood, going over and gripping your shoulders, guiding you to the door.

"Aw, come on, captain." You stiffle out, holding in a laugh. Completely getting ignored, levi pushes you out and closes the door.

A puff of air leaves you, your shoulders slumping slightly. "What a grump," you muttered to yourself as you headed to wash up.

.

"So how long have you two been boning?"

Choking on your food was much less fun than a dick.

That's what you thought as you hit your chest with a closed fist, and your eyes widened in shock. Levis' hand, which had been squeezing at your thigh, was now tense.

Wide eyes stared at hange across the table. A select few down in the mess hall. You, levi, and hange being in that bunch.

Hange had called you over to go on about something to do with their next experiment- needing assistance.

You nodded and listened as you ate your food, levis hand subtly lingering on your thigh under the desk, not really in the way but also not going unnoticed.

"The fuck-" levi starts but hange has other plans in mind.

"It'll be fun to see how you try deny it, levi. But my ears dont deceive me, " they spoke, leaning forward on the desk, a slight grin plastered to their face.

You felt your chest tighten, and your cheeks flush slightly.  Levi sucked in a sharp breath, his hand coming off your thigh. "What of it?"

Hanges eyes widened slightly, coughing. "Wait- it's true? I was going off hints!" She choked out, laughing as levis eyes narrowed.

A small breath left your lips. "Well, now that's your fault-"

"Fucking shut your mouth"

Hange grinned watching the two of you. "So damn.  You two really are boning?"

Levi stood. "Ask again and youll lose an eye"

"Worth it! So when did it start-"

Levi shot them a glare, making hanges hands shoot up in a surrender. "Alright, alright," they hissed out.

You stood, pressing your lips together. You weren't really sure if you were meant to follow levi as he headed out. Staying with hange didn't seem like the smartest option right now either, considering you wouldn't have anyone to stop them from corning you into a questionnaire.

You shuffled in your spot before glancing at levi, his neck turning to look back at you as he walked towards the exit. "What are you standing there for?"

What a bitch. You swivled on your heels and slightly jogged to catch up with him before walking out.

Levis hand clasped around your wrist once the door of the mess hall had swung closed and steered you to his office.

His hand fell from you when you made it to the door, letting him slightly nudge you in.

You turned to speak, being met with levis lips on yours instead. A small muffled moan left your lips,   his hands now gripping at the skin on your hips as he steered you backwards.

You pulled away, staring at him flushed. "Wait-"

His lips attacked your neck. This man- you let out a soft groan, your head instinctively dipping to the side and your hands now propped against his chest, lightly pushing at him.

A soft gasp escaped your lips feeling his teeth graze against the skin under your ear, nipping and sucking.

"Levi-"

A low groan left his lips, his head dropping to rest his forehead in the crease of your shoulder.

"Sir?" You uttered out, your hands going to his neck and slid your hand along the back of his undercut.

"You're a nuicance,"

His voice was quiet and soft. Too soft. Your eyebrows furrowed. "Im sure i am- but what did i do?"

Levi snifted, his bodyweight pressing you more into the desk as his head stayed tilted down against you. "Nothing."

You let out a small 'ah' before pressing your lips together, silence taking over. Was levi.. letting you comfort him? Was he even needing comforting? You were lost.

His action had left you completely in the dark, not really sure if he was okay or not, and you felt like if you were to ask, he would box himself back up.. was he even unboxed? What was considered boxed up anyway- was he slightly unboxing himself?

The metaphors of boxes made you silently chuckle as you tightened your grip around him. It wasn't that it was making you uncomfortable- far from it.. but were you seeing levi soft?

Either way, you weren't going to push him off. There was nothing wrong with being a shoulder to lean on, literally.

You stayed there for at least 5 minutes before the short-lived experience of levi, potentially letting you comfort him, ended with him walking out of his office, leaving you there.

You let out a small breath, leaning your hands back on the desk..

What the hell was that?

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- Teur <3