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〖✰ 〗Thirty minutes have passed as Y/N tilted onto the kitchen counter her breathing felt manual and slow. Her pulse was thumping rapidly and she could hear her literal heartbeat drumming through her ears. Her face felt flushed, she was really hot and her vision was blurry.

Her dilated pupils stared towards Sasha seeing her in her own little cloud as she immediately started laughing leaning onto her causing Sasha to laugh too.

She picked up two shots handing them to Sasha as she picked up two for herself downing them both down at the same time as she winced her eyes shut before applauding really loudly.

"Oh my god!" Sasha gasped as if she was drowning under water blinking her red eyes continuously as her false lashes fluttered.

"I think we're in Mars," She picked up another shot handing one to Y/N as she happily took it from her.

"What cloud are you on baby?"

Y/N downed the drink feeling the blazing tingly sensation down her throat it was euphoric the burn felt sensational. She shrugged unknowingly looking at Sasha before she started laughing.

"A hundred." She briefly replied swaying her hips to the beat that was playing.

"Arminnn!" Sasha squealed pulling the blonde boy who was dressed in a white crew neck t-shirt with a sage green chase shirt along with some baggy jeans and white converses into a tight hug. She began ruffling his already messy hair.

"Argh Sasha," Armin struggled against her tight headlock as Y/N laughed pulling Armin away from Sasha towards her.

"How are you?" Y/N grinned putting her arm over Armin's shoulders as Sasha handed him a shot of tequila with him happily taking it from her.

"I'm good how bout you—woahh Y/N what did you take?" Armin gaped looking at her significantly dilated pupils and her red eyes and flushed face.

"Nothinggg." Y/N squealed a little dragging out her words and biting on her nail as her and Sasha began laughing causing Armin to wearingly laugh as well confused as to why the both of them were in a frenzied fit of laughter.

"Nah but for real what did you take?" Armin asked a bit concerned for the both of these girls.

"Okay if I tell you pinky promise you won't tell Jean," Sasha held her pinky finger out.

"I promise." Armin wrapped his pinky finger around Sasha's crossing his fingers from inside his pocket.

"Okay, so I got it from a guy named...Ken."

"Who the fuck is Ken—"

"Ken deez nutz fit in your mouth," Sasha trailed off not being able to finish her joke from how hard she was laughing as Armin pursed his lips together glaring at her.

"Sasha, this is the prime example as to why your parents don't love you," Armin expressed.

"Damn," Y/N covered her mouth.

"Boy get the fuck out," Sasha wheezed slapping Armin in the back of the neck as Armin gasped covering his mouth causing Y/N to chuckle.

"Just for that, I'm telling Jean," Armin strolled off as Sasha tried to call him back but he disappeared into the crowd.

"Why is it a problem if Jean knows?" Y/N asked Sasha as she turned around to face her picking up another shot.

"Jean's gonna bug out if he finds out I take acid," Sasha said pulling her bottom lip out showing her straight bottom row teeth.

"What is he your dad?" Y/N sneered.

"Noo, he just doesn't like it when I use shit like that, trust me he will go on and on about why drugs of bad for you, but wants to smoke weed the next day," Sasha huffed rolling her eyes.

"He's just being a big brother for you," Y/N smiled a little entirely understanding.

"Y/N I want to dance—" Sasha hiccuped changing the subject grabbing a handful of popcorn and stuffing it all in her face a few of the popcorn falling down.

"I feel like I need to dance right now," She spoke with her mouth full of food hauling Y/N into the living room where most of the people were dancing. She buckled on her heels tensing her grip on Sasha's hand as they pushed through the crowds of people who were dancing and making out.

"Ow!" Someone shouted in her ear causing Y/N to wince from how much her ears were drumming from that loud impact as she squeezed her eyes shut for a moment.

"You stepped on my foot gosh watch where you're going—Y/N?" The familiar voice blurted out her name as Y/N turned her attention toward him.

"Huh?" Y/N fluttered her eyes almost shut before opening them widely seeing Jean in front of her before she unexpectedly turn her face away walking into the crowd.

"Oh my god," She mouthed her eyes still widened in shock. She couldn't believe she bumped into Jean worst-case scenario like this. She was just gonna pretend that she didn't recognise him.

"Hold on where you going?!" Jean called out to her grabbing hold of her hand as Y/N pulled it away from his grip keeping her arms close to her chest as she shook her head continually feeling her sad thoughts tremble into her mind again until she looked up realising that Sasha was gone.

"Sash?" She looked around the jumping crowd of people as they blocked her view making it hard for her to find Sasha in the midst of these people. She found a brown haired girl ahead of her as Y/N approached her thinking that it was Sasha.

"Sasha!" She pulled her shoulder realising that it wasn't Sasha as the girl looked at her weirdly before moving closer to her horde of friends.

Y/N backed away looking around, one thing she didn't want, is to be alone at a party. Especially in the upset state that she was in.

"Ow!" Y/N yelled out as someone stepped on her toe causing her to painfully kneel down. She was wearing heels and her toes were out which made it ten times more painful.

As she was kneeling down, she felt someone elbow her head and then someone trip over her causing, Y/N to get up in an overwhelming state. It was too hot in here and she felt a sense of claustrophobia creeping in. Too many people were around her crowding around making it hard for her to see an exit.

"Move," She uttered as she pushed and barged past the people not caring if she hurt them or not until she finally reached the front door of her house she just wanted to breathe.

She walked out panting loudly as she sat down on the steps to her front house running her hands through her hair. Her head was pounding from the effect of someone elbowing her head a moment ago. She bit onto her lower lip trying to barricade the sounds of a bunch of guys laughing and smoking by the porch the addicting smell of weed intimating her nostrils.

"Fuck me," She murmured under her breath finally lifting her head up from her knees and pressing her fingertips onto her eyes before dragging them down her face.

"Yo," Someone called out to her as she purposely ignored the guy trying to soothe her headache.

"Helloo, Miss?"

The voice called out to her again but Y/N didn't reply back.

"Ayo girl in the black dress," The guy called out as Y/N sighed loudly glaring up at the guy who approached her. He sat down next to her on the steps as she heard the sound of his group of friends laughing causing Y/N to swear under her breath.

"Yeah?" She squinted her eyes a little staring at the guy who grinned at her.

"You alright?" He finally spoke up as Y/N started down at her feet to check if it was bleeding before sighing and tucking in her inner cheek.

"I just need to breathe," She admitted puckering her lips together as she inhaled before exhaling loudly.

"You look like you've been locked out of heaven..." He trailed off not earning a reply from Y/N gazing at her as she closed her eyes not really wanting to talk.

"Why are you even speaking to me?" Y/N asked not trying to sound rude but generally confused as to why the auburn haired male was still trying to get a conversation out of her even though she showed no sign of interest in wanting to speak to him.

"Cause you're pretty girl," He taunted speaking in a haughty duh tone as Y/N playfully rolled her eyes.

"Are you tryna flirt with me?" Y/N side-eyed him.

"Is it an issue if I am?"

"Don't," Y/N sternly spoke pursing her lips together.

"Why?"

"Cause I'm gonna flirt back and you will end up catching feelings and I won't," Y/N spoke blatantly causing the guy next to her to scoff as he ran his fingers through his hair.

"I don't catch feelings that quick hun," He shook his head pursing his lips together.

"Ok," Y/N uttered as she began shivering a little because of the cold.

"What's your name lovely?"

"Y/N,"

"So you're the one who lives in this nice house?" His mouth went agape a little as Y/N firmly nodded.

"Okayy, so you're gone clear now?" He muttered causing Y/N to laugh lightly.

"Let's go in," He spoke standing up abruptly as Y/N stood up pulling her short dress further down her ass as he lead her into her home with Streets by Doja Cat blasting loudly through the speakers as the guy lead her further through the crowd. The smoke mixed with the disco lights in the air was making it so hard to see and breathe in there.

"You tryna dance?" He asked her as Y/N nodded her head smoothly to the rhythm of the song that was playing.

"Mmm..." Y/N pouted her lips to the side as her shoulders rose. She nodded her head slightly shifting closer towards him her chest grazing past his.

"So what's your name?" Y/N asked watching the auburn haired man stuff his hands into his pockets as if he were looking for something.

"Floch."

"Floch?" Y/N repeated raising a brow as he nodded slightly finally removing his hands from inside his pockets as he opened his palm with Y/N seeing two pink pills with smiley faces designs on them inside a small sachet.

She watched him open it inserting his two fingers inside as he took a pill placing it on the base of his tongue before closing his mouth.

"Here," Floch handed Y/N the other part of the pill. "You look like you need it,"

Y/N took it from him eyeing the Ecstacy pill in her hand. The last time she took one was four months ago and she honestly had a great time.

"I'm already high off acid," She told him as Floch smirked.

"Damn, you know how to handle acid?" He looked at her in a skeptical joking way and Y/N nodded twirling her head around.

"So you can't handle candflipping?" He almost ridiculed as Y/N scoffed amusingly shaking her head slightly.

"Who said I can't?" She looked up at him before she opened the sachet inserting her index and middle finger inside.

"Obviously, I'm not tryna peer pressure you—"

"Who said I'm feeling pressured?" She looked up at him causing Floch to hold his hands up jokingly in defence.

"My bad," He uttered.

She took out the pill putting it in the palm of her hands as she snapped it into half. Obviously, she wasn't going to take a full one knowing that she had too much in her system already. Candyflipping sounded like the worse idea ever but Y/N honestly wanted to have the best time so she didn't mind dealing with the consequences after.

As Drake said 'Laugh now cry later.'

"Okay I see you, so you're a big girl now," Floch nodded his head in amusement as Y/N chuckled. The corner of his lips curved as he watched Y/N put it in her mouth.

"And she can swallow it dry?!" Floch slapped his cheeks in shock causing Y/N to bend down laughing before she got back up covering her mouth.

"Just shut up and dance you talk too much," Y/N playfully rolled her eyes as Floch inched closer to her allowing her to pick up his scent of Homme perfume tingling her nose as she swallowed her saliva feeling the pill going down her throat.

"You don't mind if you touch you there right?" Floch seductively asked slipping his hands around her waist as Y/N shrugged not really caring.

The music changed to Downtown by J balvin which was more seductive and had a smooth and slow beat allowing Y/N to sway her hips more with Floch's face closer to her neck arms tightening around her waist.

He turned her around and her back was now towards him. He leaned closer to her with Y/N purposely grinding her hips and pressing her ass against him as his hands explored her body.

Y/N didn't really care that she was acting sexual with an entire stranger. She could even start making out with him if she wanted to. But it wouldn't lead to her fucking him. Just more of a hymn for the moment.

That momentary thrill was what she enjoyed.

She turned around again facing him staring directly into his light brown eyes biting her lower lip slightly as Floch licked his lips glaring past her before returning his gaze to her dilated pupils.

"You got a man?" Floch asked.

"Maybe I do," She bluffed slurring her words as his hands trailed lower down from her waist to her ass.

"Want me to guess who he is?"

"Go on," She said.

"It's the guy with the dopey long brown hair sitting over there," Floch pointed his chin towards him.

"Eren?" She spoke up knowing exactly who he was talking about just from his description without even turning around to glance at him.

"Yeah...Eren."

"What makes you think that?" Y/N smiled as she glided her tongue along her teeth.

"Cause his eyes have been on you and me ever since we got here," He chuckled.

"I think he wants to kill me."

His other hand slipped further down her ass getting a soft grip as Y/N heard his faint chuckle vibrating through her ear. She can tell that Floch was the type of guy that loved to get under a person's skin from the way he acted. He was so bold and brazen that it was almost unbearable.

"Look," Floch spoke up initiating Y/N to turn around and look at Eren,

"He doesn't like it when I touch his girl up like that," He whispered in her ear as Y/N secretly rolled her eyes.

"So why do it," She stared up at him her hands skimming down his chest.

"Cause I don't like his face, and I might as well make him jealous while I'm dancing with his girl." He laughed.

"Sounds like you and Eren have some bad blood between you that doesn't involve me," Y/N shrugged.

"And I'm not his girl,"

"But there is something going on between you two right?" Floch asked.

"No," Y/N scoffed. rolling her eyes.

"Never even spoken to the guy." She tightened her grip a little on his shoulder.

"Let's go to the garden for a bit before your boyfriend shoots up the place," Floch said leading them out of the place.