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〖✰ 〗Y/N laid on her bed sighing and looking up at the ceiling after going through another phase of crying. Why was she even crying in the first place? She forgot the reason why she started crying anyways. Everything was tiring her to be honest. School, drugs, friends, Jean and Eren.

Yeah Eren... the thought of that boy made her sick to the stomach causing her to turn on her stomach face first on the pillow gripping onto her bedsheets. She couldn't believe she got rejected more so in the meanest way possible.

I mean a fuck? Really?

That was all he saw her as after all those months that they've known each other. He didn't he consider her as a friend.

But just a plain simple fuck.

Sometimes she wondered why she even dealt with the bullshit he would put her through sometimes. She regretted going to that stupid party that Ymir threw. Her mind trailed of to how her life was before she met Eren.

It was so peaceful, no crushes, no heartbreak and no sex.

And now she's laying on bed with tears streaming down her face thinking of how she was going to phase this cruel ridden world knowing that she got rejected. Eren probably told the whole world knowing how he is.

But he had no reason to be rude about it. He would've preferred him to call her every synonym that linked to ugly then for him to go and do that.

Hitch was probably laughing her ass off thinking of how she contradicted herself so badly.

Her phone buzzed as it turned on the brightness hurting her eyes as she picked it up reducing the brightness seeing Sasha's contact pop up on the group chat.

Ladies room 💒

SashaBabylove?How did it go?

MikasaYeah ^

She groaned to herself swiping up and going on the camera taking a picture of her face. Her eyes were swollen, puffy and red. She still had a bit of snot running down her nose as she sniffed. Her lips were also bruised from how hard she's been biting down on it to hide her cries in case her Mom heard.

She typed under it saying 'bad' with a thumbs down emoji before sending it to the group chat.

Ladies room 💒

SashaAwwww ☹️☹️

DonatellaFuck bro

Mikasa🥲 wow

Ymir Damn girl 😭

YouYmir it's not funny.Now I'm crying again bcs of you

YmirSorry girlBut damn

AnnieDo you want me to fuck him up?I'll drag him by his ponytail

SashaEren doesn't deserve youYou're gorgeous babeYou have us

YouThank you Sash 💘

MikasaWhat did he sayHow did he even reject you

Donatella Yeah ^

YouSighIt was bad

Ymir Oh no

AnnieWhat did he say?

YouSo I told him how I feltAnd then he asked if I was being seriousI said I wasn't lyingThen he accused of lying and saying I'm not serious because of everything that happened with Jean

AnnieWait what happened with Jean?

MikasaA lot.

YmirWhat explain!

YouI'll explain after AnywhosThen I asked him if it was because I wasn't pretty blah blah blahThen he proceeded to say all he saw me as was a fuck 😑

SashaOUCHGOSH DARN

MikasaY/N he really said that?!That's out of line.

Donatella Wtff

YmirWhat a dickhead Honestly bro

YouThen as I was about to walk awayhe pulled me trying to say he cares about me

AnnieGaslighting 101 maybe?

YouAnd then he was like he likes what we have and wants to keep it that way.

AnnieWhat did you guys have?

YouFucking with no feelings attached And I told him I didn't want that I wanted it to be more than that.

YouAnd yeah I started crying and whatever.But I feel like shit broo 😭😭😭I feel like LITERAL SHIT

SashaAwww

MikasaIt's okay honestly

YouIt's not okay my life is over.

Ymir Y/N honestly it's okay 😭

Donatella He just wasn't the one

SashaBut....

Sasha

WE GETTIN LIT ON SATURDAY!!!

YmirFUCK YEAH!!!

Donatella Y/N throwing a party or whatevaa !!!

YouTrust me guys, I'm not gonna go.

YmirNot gonna attend your own party?Where you gon stay at?

SashaTrust me Y/N you're comingYou're gonna get dressed up And have the time of your life

MikasaWord to Sasha ^^

DonatellaBro we're gonna make youfeel so good.

AnnieRight ^

SashaCause it's all about bondage & sisterhood 😌💒

YmirAnd lesbianism ^

AnnieY/N please goTrust me it'll make you forget About that piece of shit

MikasaExactly that's what I'm saying

YouUgh 💀

YmirCause it's all about SisterhoodBondage And lesbianism.

Donatella PREACH 🙌🏾

Sashalol amen to that !

Ymir changed the group chat name

Sisterhood bondage & lesbianism 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💒

YouOmg you're right !Sisterhood > ErenI feel so much better now that I got my girls 💒

AnnieYeah it's called ladies roomfor a reason 😭😭Well not anymore.

MikasaSo Y/N we getting lit or what?

YouFUCK YEAH!

Sasha

YouLmao 😭very much ^

DonatellaAnyways We got school chilren And Y/N you're coming

YouNOOO

DonatellaNo.You're coming.

DonatellaYalla get ready.Bye guys x

MikasaAnd btw non of you girlsspeak to Eren at school today.

SashaUnderstood.

Seen 07:50

〖✰ 〗Lmao this turned into a bit of a text fic but here's what y/n could be waking up to every morning.