𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟟𝟞

-나는 그들의 것, 그들의 내 꺼야-

"is this where we're staying?" i looked up at the beautiful house he brought us to. it was completely white and there was a pretty tree in the front

"yeah. it's only going to be the two of us for a while, so i decided to stay at a smaller estate" he intertwined our hands together, his other hand holding our bags

"it's pretty" i smiled softly

we had been on a plane for eleven hours and i was exhausted. on the other hand, seungcheol was completely fine, like he was unfazed by it

so far london had been slightly chilly, it felt nice to be back in this kind of weather. sometimes seoul would feel like this. reminded me of my young childhood, before life completely changed

before they left and before the girls in school started hitting. when my mind was pure and i wasn't broken by the world and by people. life was much simpler back then, so pure and innocent

but i don't want to go back to it. even though it was beautiful, i was kept in the dark about everything. about my family, about what they were, about what i am supposed to become if i turn or if i say something wrong. even though it was pure, it was full of lies

i decided that i'm not going to tell them. they shouldn't have to have that hanging over their heads like i am. i'm still afraid of saying the wrong thing and becoming selene

i sound like a hypocrite with this decision. they kept me in the dark my entire life and i was angry at them for it, but i understand what they were trying to do. they were trying to keep me away from seeing the pain and the monsters of the world, and i understand. that's what i'm trying to do for them

they're extremely old vampires that have pretty much seen everything and can do anything. it's silly to protect them from something like this

"we should head inside" he lightly squeezed my hand, taking me from my thoughts

he walked ahead of me opening the door for me. even though the outside looked small the inside was open and spacious, the smell of a new house surrounded me when i walked through the front door

before, i had always been so used to staying in large houses because there were fourteen of us living together, but being in a small house with only one other person felt more intimate, especially because it's seungcheol that i'm with

i like this feeling

it feels normal

"it's so pretty" i walked deeper into the house, walking into the kitchen that was right in front of the living room. the kitchen counters were completely white with the top being made of wood and at the top were also white. the floor was a black and white tile with a beautiful pattern and the windows over the counter looked out into the backyard; it was later in the after noon so sunlight was pouring out of the windows

it all created a new ambiance for me, it felt cozy. i felt like i was at home even though it was the first time i've been here

"i'll take our bags upstairs, you can go to the bathroom and wash up"

"okay" i whispered as i looked at the small backyard. it was so small you could barely count it as a backyard, but it was pretty. it had a small wooden porch and there were fairy lights hanging from the fence

it drew me towards it. so, i walked to the backdoor, looking down as i opened it to see stairs. but as my foot reached the last step, i felt something drop. in better words, i felt something gush out of me

and i knew exactly what is was

"fuck" i whispered

my fucking period!

worst timing ever

this cannot be happening. i'm stuck in a house with a vampire, all alone. it's not like i was any safer when there were thirteen of them! if anything i was in more danger before!

i froze in my spot, my foot still on that one step while the other was still one step higher. i couldn't move, too scared to move an inch. too scared to face the reality of having to bleed for a week and having terrible cramps with headaches, mood changes, and weird food cravings

but what worried me more is whether or not i had tampons or even pads. we literally just moved here and i only have a few pieces of clothing

"i have in my bag!" i exclaimed, flinging in to action, running up the stairs and causing a commotion

"cheol, where's my bag!" i said, breathing heavily. "it's here, why?" he looked confused at my winded state. "are you okay?" his eyebrows furrowed as he looked at me, but that expression changed into something indescribable

his eyes became red and he turned pale. "are you bleeding?" he walked towards me

"no! i got my period" i said, clear frustration in my voice, placing out a hand in front of me so that he would stop walking towards me

ever since i found out what they were, i've become more tense around them when i ever got my period. they are bloodsuckers and i would be bleeding for an entire week, it wasn't a good combination and honestly i was a little afraid. now that i knew what they could do i was scared of the possibility of being hurt by them

i shouldn't be so bratty about this

calm down

everything is going to be fine

he isn't going to hurt you. he's cheol

i sighed, taking a moment to breathe

"i need to get my bag so that i can get some stuff" i muttered pointing at the bag on the bed

🌷

he let me get my bag and i left to the bathroom and when i came out, he was nowhere to be found. i had entered the bathroom that was connected to the master bedroom and that was where he previously was, but now that i walked into the room, he wasn't there

"cheol" i called out into the empty room, bags were everywhere and the windows were wide open, the evening sun pouring through them

it would calm me in any other situation, but i couldn't because he just vanished

i was planning on apologizing

but when i walked the hallways that led me to the kitchen, i saw him making food

"oh hey, i was making pancakes" the smile on his face brought one to my face

"pancakes for dinner?" i chuckled a little

even though i was far away, i could tell his eyes were still red. it must be difficult for him to control

"joshua and jihoon both said it was what you crave when you're on your period. so, i am making pancakes" his smile became wider as he spoke

"that sounds wonderful" i walked near him, sitting on the island table, there was a bright smile on my face at the smell of pancakes and at the side he was also making bacon

"breakfast for dinner"

his sweet gesture brought butterflies to my stomach

how do they always manage to make me feel this way

he nodded his head at my remark, "sounds delicious" he chuckled

there was a moment where all you heard was the sound of the sizzling bacon and the pitter-patter of the light rain that had just started to fall. it felt so calming. to bein someone else's presence where you both trust each other and it's just the two of you, enjoying the silence

but eventually, i did have to speak up

"i'm sorry" i played with the empty plate that was in front of me

"for what?" he kept his focus on the cooking in front of him, his eyebrows furrowed as he concentrated

"for being a brat before, i was being annoying about it" i sheepishly admitted

"it's fine. you have a right to be like that sometimes. everyone does" he sighed, placing two pancakes on my plate and placing two others on his, with bacon on the side

"and also... thank you" i chuckled, looking at the plate in front of me. "for this"

"anytime, love" he kissed the top of my head

a blush appeared on my cheeks as he did

it was as if we were boyfriend and girlfriend living together for the first time

it almost felt normal

the environment and the vibe, it felt peaceful

these moments are always my favorite, when i have alone time with just them, no one interrupting us

a/n there're going to be so many coups moments in the coming chapters lol. also if i haven't mentioned this before, i am technically ot13, but my ult bias from all the groups i like is always going to be seungcheol

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