𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟞𝟞

-나는 그들의 것, 그들의 내 꺼야-

i hope my wedding is this beautiful

wait...

🌷

could i even have a wedding? will i even get married? or will i turn into selene and just forget the guys and leave to live with kai?

i was one of those little girls that always dreamed about what their wedding would be like, and the thought of never having one choked me up. now that my life had turned upside down and i know their secrets, my life will never be normal. now that i'm in love with them. with soonyoung and seungcheol and the rest of them...

what has my life turned into?

the awe that was in my eyes from before disappeared and it was replaced by fear. a strange fear, it was more like dread

scared that i won't have what i always dreamed of

"areum? are you okay?" he said to me, he lowered his gaze to my eyes, concern was evident in them, "you look scared" he pressed his hand on my cheek

"it's just... do you- do you think... i'll ever get married?" i muttered as my eyes landed on the place the brides would get married to each other

where they would devote their lives to each other...

"what are you talking about? of course you will" he chuckled a little, a reassuring smile on his face

"b-but the way my life i-is heading now... it feels like i never will" i muttered, why am i getting so emotional

"areum, calm down. one day you'll marry the person you love, okay? as much as it pains me to believe you might marry some other man, i would let you. because i love you, okay"

he placed both his hands on my cheeks, forcing my eyes to meet his

"who knows... maybe you'll marry me" he chuckled a little

i felt a flutter in my heart, like it was doing somersaults in my chest. it was beating like it wanted to escape my chest. i could feel the redness appearing in my cheeks

"your heart is beating really fast" he chuckled a little, "d-don't- don't say things like t-that" i stuttered out with a shy smile and a red face, trying to cover it with my small hands

he only chuckled again at my shyness

"we should sit down somewhere" he placed his hand on my waist and led us to find a seat, "it's going to begin soon" he said

-author's pov-

they both sat down on one of the benches, areum's eyes had gotten a bit teary from her conversation with soonyoung

his words had flustered her and he was a even a little pleased with his accomplishment

soon enough the wedding began. people started sitting down in their respective seats and waiting for it to begin

groups present:

(a/n btw wonho is also there and so is taemin, i know he's kai's henchman but he's also there)

areum's eyes danced thorough the crowds of people, she was amazed by their beauty. everyone there had their own captivating aura, each of them were charming and almost flirtatious

but when her eyes landed on a specific someone, she stopped her eyes on that person

her breath hitched and her heart skipped a beat

the man that had been avoiding her for weeks on end. the man that was her first friend. the man that protected her for years. the man who's trust she betrayed by telling them their secret

it was a mistake on her part to do that

he had been avoiding her for weeks. whenever areum would call he would either not answer or he would answer and then tell her he was busy

he was mad that she betrayed his trust. areum told them a secret that he trusted her with to keep to herself. he knew what the consequences would be if they found out that he brought her to a club with other vampires. he was sure that the only reason they didn't have his head was because areum probably begged them not to hurt him

they were extremely protective of her. life a wolf to their mate. they would do anything for her without hesitation

the night the guys confronted him of what he did, he was sure that would be the last night he was alive. he was surprised when they only harshly scolded and threatened him

what he did wouldn't seem like a big deal to someone else, but he made a grave mistake putting her in danger. he was well aware of that. but, he wanted her to feel better. he too cared for her. as if she was his little sister

in the first few years he was her bodyguard, he wasn't too fond of the idea of taking care and protecting a mere human child. but after he met her and he gained her trust, he started seeing why the cold group, that were infamous hitmen in the mafia, melted at her feet

she had them wrapped around her little fingers without even knowing it

she still doesn't realize it

when her eyes landed on him, he felt a gaze upon him, accidently making eye-contact with her

the girl that he held close to his heart. the girl he adored and took care of for many years

he looked away, feeling a knife going through his back when their eyes met

he still loved her like he had grown up with her. he watched her grow up and still cares for her deeply. but he just can't bring himself to forgive her just yet

he needed time

areum realized that when he looked away. he needed space and time

for a moment she wished she was normal again. maybe if she had a normal life, parents, real friends, a normal life, this wouldn't have happened

soonyoung watched her expressions change, he watched as she stared at jungkook, wishing she could talk to him

his plan to make her happy, just for today, was failing. maybe he shouldn't have brought her after all. maybe they shouldn't have confronted jungkook for what he did. if they didn't she would have a smile on her face while she talked to him. but also, if word got out that they left someone unpunished for doing something wrong against them, some would no longer be afraid of them and lose their respect. they had no choice

"areum" he called out to her, she tore her eyes from jungkook and turned to him, "hm" she hummed. he thought for a moment before he spoke, "go talk to him" he said

"what're..." her eyebrows furrowed in confusion, "i know you want to talk to him. so just do it" he put his arm around her and gave her a weak smile

"no... i can't" she looked down and away from his gaze, "he doesn't want to talk to me yet" her lips thinned into a line, a bitter smile on her lips

"he isn't ready" her eyes finally looked back up at soonyoung. she regretted her previous decisions and it pained her to know she betrayed him. her protector and friend, her older brother

he sighed as he looked at her pained expression, "if you say so" he lightly pressed his lips on her forehead, staying there for a few measly seconds before pulling away and kissing her soft lips

i love you...

i love you too...

🌷

the women that had been in their house april 6th were standing either side of the deck, three on one side and three in the other with the woman areum had a crush on, jihyo in the middle. she was the one that would marry the two women that were still not present

"love is a beautiful thing. it doesn't matter if it's between a man and a woman, or a man and a man, or in this case, a woman and another woman. i have known sana and tzuyu since we were children" jihyo began speaking

"i have known them since we were all weak human people that had no impact in the real world. i've seen them when they were together and when they were apart and when they didn't even know they loved each other, and i can only say one thing; they have always been the happiest when they're together. when they are with each other and when they love each other. this wedding is a long time coming. it might have taken centuries but it's finally happening. and without further adieu let's begin"

jihyo stepped back and pointed with her open palms towards the back, where there were two beautiful women standing

one stood with and off-the-shoulder, white, dress. her hair pinned up and flowers in it. the most beautiful bride

the other stood in a baby blue dress that flowed down her perfect body, accentuating her every curve perfectly. her hair was down and there were also flowers in her hair

they walked hand in hand as a man on a piano played a soft melody, his presence only becoming evident when he started playing and moving his hands against the piano's keys

they made their way down the aisle, still hand in hand. holding on tight to each other as if it would be the last time they were together

areum watched as they walked. but soonyoung could only look at her. the way her eyes followed the women. the way she held her hands together. the way she lightly gasped when she first saw them, no one would have noticed if they weren't paying attention; but he was. his eyes were only on the woman he loved dearly

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