𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟛𝟝

-나는 그들의 것, 그들은 내 꺼야-

"yes" i mumbled lowly, "but... i also have feelings for the others too" i uttered underneath my breath, my eyes began to tear up. it's the first time i've ever truly admitted that

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-seungcheol's pov-

"hyung, we have to go back!" vernon yelled at me, i didn't want to admit it but the mission was a failure. they knew we were coming, and they somehow found out that we were vampires

the people we were after, were waiting for us with wooden bullets and vervain. we didn't have the upper hand... we didn't even have a chance...

it was a set up... they knew were coming

i scowled "fall back!" i yelled at the others, we had no other choice, they had gotten wonwoo with one of the wooden bullets, and it was moving closer and closer to his heart. seokmin was also down, they got him with a vervain bomb

how did they find out?!

the sound of the bullets going off didn't allow me to think clearly. it was too loud and the screaming of the people wasn't helping

i grabbed wonwoo and put him over my shoulder and ran out of there, i turned to look back and saw mingyu holding seokmin

it hurt our pride but we couldn't take it any longer

we got into the car we came here in and joshua immediately started driving, the wheels screeched on the concrete and we left

i let out a sigh, my expression didn't change, i was angry, confused, annoyed, etc. "hyung, take the bullet out" wonwoo begged, he was in so much pain

for a second i sat there and said nothing. he was in obvious pain and all of us were ahorréis we might lose him. whether we admit it or not

the tension in the car was getting denser. the sharp turns and the speed of the car wasn't helping

he was sweating all over and he looked like he had a few tears in his eyes, "it hurts" he muttered underneath his breath, "there's no time to get a physician to do it... you have to get it out now!" he screamed the last part

he was right a few more minutes like this and he might die, i could sense all the other guys' stares, they were frozen and so was i

"hyung, now!" he screamed at me

i hesitantly put my hands near his chest and lifted his black shirt, i looked up at mingyu and he looked like he was going to vomit from the fear he felt. mingyu would be losing his best friend if he died

mingyu and wonwoo were always a close pair, they were the closest out of all of us. they were basically bonded to each other for the rest of eternity. i would sometimes go as far to say they were soulmates to each other

when they first met, they didn't always get along but after some time they became extremely close

i looked at the wound and gulped before putting in two fingers (a/n my dirty mind), i tried moving them to find the bullet, wonwoo kept groaning and started screaming at one point. he was sweating and taking in labored breathes

"i got it" i exclaimed and pulled out the bullet, letting out a visible sigh

wonwoo passed out the moment i took the bullet out, he needs the rest

i threw the bullet out the window and grabbed a cloth to clean the blood off my hand, "i should text soonyoung that we're on our way"

i texted soonyoung and laid farther into my seat, my legs spreading apart

i was racking my mind to figure out how they knew, "who do we know in the mafia, that knows our secret?" i said underneath my breath as i looked outside

but i didn't have much time to think because of the deafening blows of bullets coming from behind us

"joshua lose them" i ordered

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-areum's pov-

we were finally putting the kimchi in the tub, it took a while but it was worth it. this is going to be delicious

i jumped up to sit on the counter as i watched him put the last few pieces into the tub, i started at the way his hands worked with so much care. he was amazing, i thought basically drooling all over him

"why do you keep staring? like what you see?" he asked with a smirk, "shut up" i pouted

"why won't i ever turn?" i mumbled, a little cautious, he took a moment before answering, he closed the tub and looked up at me, "because no. because it's not up for discussion. because being a vampire is a curse" he stated in a low tone, he seemed a bit mad now

"but it's my choice, my life" "areum! you aren't turning! it doesn't matter if it is your life. you are ever going to turn!" he shouted, leaving me a bit scared

"you don't get to make decisions about my life like that!" i screamed back, "so you're deciding on watching me grow old and weak and eventually die!?"

there was a moment of silence

"areum, where is this coming from?" his voice was now soft and his eyes were tender, "our life is dangerous and we watch people die around us all the time. we want you to have a normal life"

"then why did you decide to keep me instead of giving me up, or fuck you could've just left me in that ditch if you wanted me to have a normal life!" i was crying, it wasn't the fact that they wouldn't let me turn, it was the fact that they didn't let me decide what i wanted my life to be. it's as if my opinions don't matter

his eyes turned blood red, he looked like he was seething with anger, "go to your room" he stated with a calm tone, despite his expression. i didn't move, i stayed in my sitting position, "areum go to your room!" he screamed, slamming a hand on the marble counter, a crack appearing on it

i yelped and got off of it, backing away slowly and then turning around and running as fast as i could

despite looking rather scared at his scream, i was also seething with anger. it's not like i actually want to turn, but it angers me knowing they don't let me make my own decisions, but what i said seriously came out of nowhere. when i said that about growing old, it scared me. i hadn't even thought of it. what would happen when i start getting older? will i stay with them and eventually die?

i don't want to die...

how would they deal with it if i did die?

i slammed the door behind me and sat on my bed, i let out a small sob before getting up again and going into my bathroom

"i'm such a brat" i mumbled looking at myself in the mirror

i turned around and let myself crouch down, my back hitting the counter of the bathroom

(a/n sorry i just needed a mental image)

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-soonyoung's pov-

calm down soonyoung, i tried to calm myself down after what she said, how could she say that!

my chest was going up and down quickly as i took in sharp breaths, still trying to calm down, i ran my hands through my hair and looked down at the cracked marble

i let out a sigh and threw everything off the counter, screaming. throwing all the extra ingredients and the newly made kimchi, it splattered all over the floor

but.. she did make a point... what happens when she gets older... when she gets so weak she can no longer care for herself?

i looked at the mess i created from the backyard and sighed

i walked out into the backyard, taking in the night sky and the beautiful view, "i should clean up" i mumbled, looking around suspiciously

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a/n damn, nothing happened in this chapter. haha sorry 😅😅

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