18

The next morning, Yeonjun rushed over to Beomgyu's house, only to see a for sale sign already out the front. He saw no car and when he looked through the window, he saw everything was gone. 

"N-no... No!! This can't be happening"!! Yeonjun cried. Beomgyu was really gone. He heard someone come up behind him and he turned to see Kai, Taehyun and Soobin walking up. 

"He's gone"? kai asked. 

"H-he moved... He really moved... H-he actually made me feel happy and he's gone"! Yeonjun shouted. Kai rushed over to him and hugged him tight and Yeonjun just cried. 

"Do you know when he'll come back"? Taehyun asked. Yeonjun shook his head. 

"H-he said when he's old enough, he'll come back... I-I don't want to wait for him"... He whispered. 

"You'll just have to"... Yeonjun pulled away from Kai and soon walked away, rubbing his teary eyes. He needed to clear his head so he made his way to a bar and sat in the corner before a waiter walked up to him. 

"Hi, what can I get ya"? 

"D-do you have anything that can make me forget something"? He whispered. 

"Yeah we can do a few shots of vodka if you'd like". Yeonjun nodded and the waiter walked off and Yeonjun cried silently. He missed Beomgyu already and he didn't know when he'd see him again. 

"Hey ya go". Yeonjun looked up and smiled slightly as the waiter placed the vodka down and walked off. He grabbed it and took a swing and could feel it kick in in seconds. He was still unable to forget about everything from the night before but he didn't care. He just wanted the pain to disappear now.  

"Really? Vodka"? Yeonjun heard. He turned and groaned when he saw his brother. 

"Fuck off.... I'm in no mood for you", he snapped. 

"Why? Scared to hit me or yell at me today? What's wrong"? Yeonjun stood up and glared at him. 

"I told you to fuck off. I am in no mood for your bullshit!! So just leave me alone"! He shouted. 

"Let me remind you about something. I may be younger but you touch me and you'll be in so much trouble. I mean it. So don't you dare try anything".

"I just love the one person that cared about me and made me feel happy!! You aren't helping me try and calm myself"!! Yeonjun shouted. 

"Oh and who would that be"? 

"The one person that actually cared about me... A close friend. He's gone and he was the only person that cared for me and made me forget about my addictions"... 

"And you just right back to them the moment he's gone. How fucked is that"? Yeonjun then slapped him hard. 

"Shut up! I went to alcohol and drugs before because you and our parents were shit to me! The only person that cared about me is gone and I have no one else to make me feel happy!! Taehyun, Soobin and Kai are the same as me so they aren't any help"!! He cried out. 

"You really have a death wish. I'd keep an eye on your surroundings from now on. You just got yourself a ticket to hell". Jaemin stormed out and Yeonjun didn't care what he said. He wasn't scared and police wouldn't do anything to him.