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I was awoken by the feeling of someone breathing on my neck. I opened my eyes slowly and as I came to consciousness, I noticed that someone was pressed against my back. I went down and touched the hand on my waist and blushed as red as a tomato. I recognized that familiar hand shape, size, and feel. It was Seokjin. 

I could hear his calm and even breathing in my ear. His stomach was pressed against my back and his leg was over mine. I told myself I should get up and away from his embrace but I had always longed to be close to Seokjin like this. It felt nice to be in his arms and hear him sleep beside me. 

I grabbed my phone and looked at the time. It was 8:06 in the morning. Luckily, it was Saturday so I could sleep in because I don't work on this day. I need to sleep in anyways. Seokjin called me at 2:23 am last night. 

I put my phone down and pulled the covers over us. When I was about to close my eyes, I felt Seokjin's arms tighten around me, pulling me closer to him. Then he mumbled, "Jimin's my snuggly teddy bear."

Then he went silent. I think he was still asleep when he said that but it still made my heart pound against my chest in an irregular beating pattern. 

His arm was wrapped over my chest. I sighed, saying quietly, "Do you feel that, hyung? My heart only beats like that for you."

I knew he couldn't hear me. I knew he'd probably never hear me speak to him like that. I knew I'd never have a chance with a straight guy that I've known my whole life. But for whatever reason, I couldn't move on from him. 

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When I woke up again, it was 11:35. I decided that I needed to take clean myself up and get ready for the day. Seokjin was still sleeping with his limbs enveloping me. I slowly escaped from his embrace and slid off the bed. I grabbed some clothes from my closet and sneaked off to the bathroom, Seokjin still asleep on the bed. 

I closed the door behind me. I placed the clothes on the counter and grabbed a towel, setting it on the toilet. I then turned on the hot water and undressed myself before climbing in the shower. 

The warm water flowed over my body, making my think of how warm I felt with Seokjin cuddling with me in bed. I shook my head and tried to ignore that. I squeezed some shampoo into my hand and worked it into my scalp. 

When I was done washing the shampoo out of my hair, I heard the bathroom door open followed by Seokjin saying, "Jimin! I woke up and you weren't in bed with me and I have a pounding headache!"

I sighed, responding, "Hyung, you have a hangover. Go get a glass of water and take some ibuprofen. You know where everything is."

"Do you have some beer? That always cures a headache!" Seokjin asked. 

I rolled my eyes, saying, "No, I do not have beer, you know that and it's not good for a hangover!" 

"I don't understand why you never have beer," he said. 

"I don't drink! You know this, Seokjin!" I yelled, getting annoyed. 

"That can always change~!" he replied before leaving the room. 

I sighed heavily and continued with my shower. 

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