Hate!

Tina'a p.o.v

   I had a plan. When it was time for the reunion, I would drive there and then come back home. Then in nine months, I would give my baby to Zeke.

   When I made my choice I didn't think of anyone except for me and my child.

   I left three days ago. And ever since then Josh and my mom have been calling and texting me nonstop. I haven't answer any of them.But they haven't stopped. To be honest, while I've been alone, I've been thinking about a lot of things. Jimmy Jr, my baby, and my siblings. I came back to the house to spend time with family. But after everyone started leaving it got depressing. Dad was always working, not actually talking to us. And Mom was trying to find out about everything that happens in the last years. But it was just too much.

   I sat on my couch writing ideas in my journal when I heard a knock on my door. I continued to sit and write things down. Usually, it would be Jimmy and Josh would answer it. I looked around then realized that Josh wasn't here. I put my book down and got up. I slowly unlocked the door and peeked outside. And you wouldn't believe who it was.

   "Mom!Josh! What are you guys doing here!" I yelled."Well, I live here, Tina!" Josh reminded me." Why haven't you been answering our calls!" My mom screamed."Stop yelling!" I said inviting them inside.

   We all sat in the dining room and talked."There's a reason I left. I wanted to be alone." I told them." We got worried about you! You used to be so nice. But after you know what happend, you've been so annoying." Josh said."ANNOYING!" I was going to say a big speech about how the baby changed my life, but my mom interrupted me." You know what?? Tina, what is he talking about?" 

   The only people that knew about my baby were Zeke and Josh." Tina's pregnant." Josh said. I always thought that Linda would be the type of person to love grandkids. But she didn't say anything. All she did was stand up and walk out the house. Tears slowly slid down my face. I never wanted her to find out this way. And now if she every is happy with the fact that I have a baby, I'll have to tell her that I'm not keeping it.

   I put my head down on the table as Josh stroked my head." My mom hates me." I calmly said over and over. I got up from the table and went upstairs to my room. I went under my covers and continued to tell myself."My mom hates me."