15

Dahyun comes back from the bathroom when you're transferring the food to serving bowls.

"From what we were talking about before I had to run to the bathroom. Look its completely unacceptable if there's rape or abuse. Okay?" You nod agreeing with her.

"No look y/n I know you and the life you've led. You tend to follow along to people's wishes and keep things hidden inside you. So promise me that you'll nit hide anything like that. Our mother endured a lot in her marriage although it stopped after we grew up. You know why we never left home until now right? So that dad doesn't gets to be alone with her. Although now it won't happen she's become much stronger now. In our marriages there'll be no place for things like that. We've only accepted these men without having a relationship with them because they've promised us peace."

"I know... I know how to protect myself now." You tell her when the men call you both from outside. You walk outside with the serving bowls.

Dahyun tells Jaesung about which dishes she made and which were ordered from outside. You both complimented the food. It wasn't fake appraisal as she really did know how to cook well.

"Should we all watch a movie?" Jungkook asks when you all are half done eating.

"It's not that late so I guess it's okay" Jaesung says glancing at you and his wristwatch.

"Yes it's a great idea" you add.

"Have you decided the name yet?" Jaesung asks them.

"Until now its Ria. Jeon Ria" Jungkook says when Dahyun smiles sitting lazily after finishing her food.

"Me and Jaesung will keep the dishes in the sink. Jungkook you should select a movie of your choice. And Dahyun, you go and rest on the couch. No excuses" You tell looking at all of them and they do as you said.

"Doesn't she looks bigger for her stage of pregnancy?" Jaesung whispers to you as you collect the plates.

"I don't think so... the baby must be chubby" you tell him.

"They both look quite slim though"

"What do you even know about it? Dahyun was a chubby baby. Why does it bothers us? It's their baby what do we care about? And every woman's body looks different at different stages" You roll your eyes at him walking to the kitchen.

"I think its not Jungkook's" he tells you.

"Don't you have anything better to do?" You say and walk outside the kitchen with heavy steps. Leaving him alone with his assumptions and curiosities.

When you go outside to sit on the couch you're followed by Jaesung who sits on the other side. You all stare at the big TV screen with excitement.

You look at Dahyun who has trouble keeping her eyes open. Jungkook notices her too.

"Hey... let's get you to bed. You tired yourself too much today." She nodded in submission to him, knowing she needed to sleep now. Jungkook helped her to stand up from the couch and then walked with her to her bedroom where she slept with the support of her maternity cushion which Jungkook had bought for her after much research. He knew the number of hours she actually slept were much lesser than what she spent in the bed. He would hear her going to bathroom, switching on the lights, walking around or going to the kitchen to eat many times in the night. He did came to check on her when he heard her complain or cry about her discomforts. He understood it wasn't easy at all to carry a child.

Sometimes he would gently talk with her because the last thing he wanted to do was let her feel alone in this. He did recognise that she was and would play the bigger part in this.

You watched Jaesung doze off too with his head rested on the sofa. You switched off the TV since nobody was watching it anymore. You allowed him to sleep and went upstairs to where the rooms were. Your eyes landed on the room dimly lit with moonlight seeping from the window. It was the nursery which was already ninety percent done. The only thing remaining was the person who would reside there.

You switched on the lamp in the room and walked around looking at the bundle of tiny onesies and rompers and frocks in pink, purple and yellow. You opened the dresser and found pairs of beanies and bow clips and very tiny socks and mittens.  There's milk bottles and a breast pump. Burping clothes and towels. A basket full of diapers. The table top covered with soft fluffy dolls.

You turn around to look at the crib and the wall in front of that contains a 3D ultrasound scan print. The baby is clearly visible on that. Beside that there's a wooden name sign which says 'Ria'. You feel giddy looking at how prepared they actually are for this baby.

"Y/n" you hear Jungkook's voice from behind you.

"I'm sure about one thing you both are gonna be the best parents to this baby" You tell him.

"It could've been us" he says lightly.

"Jungkook..."

"What? If only you didn't just use me"

"Jungkook seriously... we just hooked up a couple of times it's all in the past"

"Not for me. I still think about you every night."

"Oh god Jungkook... you've to move on. Dahyun has got feelings for you now. What is there which she's not willing to give you? Please move on..." You tell him gravely.

"I can't fucking move on" he takes a step closer to you looking at every inch of you carefully. You had been told you were looking pretty in your sweetheart neck black dress with white floral prints on it.

"It's not my problem then..." You look away from him.

"Seriously..." he sighs. "I don't get you. Really I can't understand you. Why do you make yourself suffer so much when you could easily be happy instead?" He says pushing his sweaty hair back.

"So what should I do? This isn't a fairytale where I can just elope with you" you say trying to keep your voice low.

"It could become one."

"You're like a kid Jungkook"

"So now I'm a kid... you're the one whose behaving like a fucking kid. Doing what your parents tell you blindly. I had a hidden motive behind accepting Dahyun. But I don't care I would fucking risk everything for you. I would leave behind everything in the blink of an eye. I love you and I will always do..." He touches your cheeks but you jerk his hands off.

"Don't touch me" you say angrily.He walks back from you glaring at you with tears in his eyes.

"I'll show you what you've lost by rejecting me. I'll have the perfect marriage and the perfect family and you'll see and regret your choice each fucking day of your existence" he says.

You grunt irritably.

"You know what... I'm sorry that I came here... Its my mistake. Sorry for all of it" you rush outside to the living room where you shake Jaesung out of his sleep.

"What happened?" He woke up with a shocked face.

"Let's leave... right now..." You tell grabbing his hand. He blinks his eye to jerk away the sleepiness.

"Did you not hear me?" You say when he doesn't gets up as Jungkook watches you two standing on the stairs.

"What the fuck happened... that you want to leave so suddenly. Did something happen between you two?"

"Can we please just fucking leave from here?" You tell him not able to bear Jungkook's presence around you anymore.

"Why are you behaving like this?"

"Jaesung man please" you hold his hand again trying to pull him with you.

"Pull yourself together... I don't like being treated like this" he says.

"I'm sorry I don't know what you like" You say in anger before stomping your away out of Jeon's residence.

"Where are my car keys? Wait..." he says turning to go back inside.

"They're in my purse. Don't you remember anything about your stuff" You say taking out the keys and unlocking the door as you get inside.

You sit on the drivers seat and open the other door for him.

"What the fuck..." he says throwing his hands in the air.

Meanwhile Jungkook ran to Dahyun's room knowing she must have woken up. He finds her standing at the door in her night dress with a questioning look on her face.

"What just happened?" She asks him but he walks so close to her that she holds onto him to avoid falling back. He pressed his lips on hers. She was startled at first but then she reciprocated as he tried to move his tongue inside her. She had to keep holding onto his shirt tightly as his tongue swirled inside her mouth. His hand holding her head in place.

She pulls herself apart to catch her breath. She looks at him and his eyes full of pain and overwhelmed with emotions.

"Dahyun..." he mutters under his hitching breaths. His chest heaving with his forehead touching hers.

"Yes Jungkook..." She answers touching his face. Trying to believe this is real. She had dreamt of it but never thought it could actually happen.

"Do you want more? I will give you everything you want. This day onwards I'm yours. Keep me, use me or throw me away it's your choice to make. So tell me what you want?" He said tracing the side of her face to her jawline with his finger.

"I want you more than anything Jungkook... You've got no idea how much I want you... Please" She begs holding his shirt looking in his eyes which dangerously stared into hers.

"Okay then... I'll be gentle" he said pulling up her night dress to remove it from her body leaving her breasts and belly exposed. He walked inside with her touching her tenderly staying careful of her comfort as he made her lie down on the bed after she helped him undress. He did knew it was safe as the doctor had indirectly mentioned they could continue to have sex.

Jaesung got inside the car clearly frustrated but so were you.

"I don't like creating a scene at other people's houses. Okay?" He tells you trying to keep his calm.

"What do you like then huh?" You say shifting yourself to straddle his lap.

"Do you like this?" You ask him fixing your crotch on his dick.

"Y/n... what are you..." he mutters when you start undoing his belt.

"You like it rough right? Then let's do it dry and rough. Let's only do what you like... what does it matter what I like" You speak pushing the fabric of your underwear aside to expose your vagina while he holds your hand to stop you from removing his pants.

"You know what I'll even remove this" you say peeling off your contraceptive patch.

"Hell no..." he says jerking off your hand from your arm. He presses it back on your skin. "What the fuck are you even doing? You can't act so impulsively about such serious matters. Please don't..."

Tears stream down your face uncontrollably.

"Look at me... what is it? It's gonna be okay" he says removing your hand from your crotch and fixing your underwear and dress. He caresses your hair.

You lose control and sob with your face pressed on his shoulder.

"Look you don't have to tell me everything. I won't even ask. If you don't wanna have sex we'll not have sex. Okay?" He pulls you to look at your face.

"You wanna meet other people? I don't fucking care you can see or fuck whoever you want. I won't say anything or ask any questions. You wanna see Jungkook or something... I won't even say anything about that. But please don't be like this. Peace of mind is the first priority here." He says while you cry feeling vulnerable in front of him.

"Please don't leave me Jaesung" you blurt out with your hands resting on his shoulder.

"I won't. I know its not easy. Look at Dahyun and Jungkook. I want us to be like that too. Still we can have an arrangement whatever keeps us at peace." He says with his fingers running through your hair.

"Let's go away from here. Can you do that Jae? It'll happen again if we stay here and I wanna go away from this place. Its better for the Jeon family and for our future. We can do whatever we want there."

"I'll figure it out. What about your job? I can get a transfer abroad."

"I'm sure I'll find something better" you say looking away.

"I want to keep you happy. I do. Know that..." he tells you when you hug him as he comforts you caressing your back.

"So no sex now?" He asks and you frown at him. "I mean I should know what to expect right?"

"Only if you can keep it slow. And not like everyday?" You tell him wanting your own desires to be fulfilled anyhow. Its hard for you to have physical relations with a person without catching feelings as it has turned out to be in recent times. You're not a reckless teenager or young adult anymore.

"We don't fuck everyday?" He chuckles.

"But when we do you make up for it more than enough..." You say making him smirk.

"Fine. You can tell me about it. Its just that I kinda have feelings for you now. You've become like a safe place where I can return again and again. It's hard for me to get attracted to anyone else now." He says as you feel lighter after talking to him.

You have your hands around his neck and he touches your thighs looking at your reaction and waiting for a response. His face slowly moves closer to yours and you both kiss.

"There's no one around" he tells you as you both look around the car parked in an empty alley.

You blink your eyes at him in answer. He kisses your neck slowly moving down to your breasts. He unzips your dress and opens the hook of your push up bra pulling the straps down your shoulder just enough to expose your breasts so that he could busy his mouth on them. For the first time in a while you actually felt pleasure. His tongue moved in circles around your nipple as you moaned.

Your hand reached his pants and this time he lets you open them to take out his dick.

"You ready?" He asked and you nodded to him. He sat patiently with his dick growing harder each moment as he inserted his hand inside your panties to rub your pussy. He had never really focused on your clit but today he was taking his time with it.

"Jae..." You moaned his name "can I put you inside now?" You ask with lust taking over your body.

"Yes" he answered.

Your hand wrapped around his shaft you slowly insert him inside you, pumping the base while riding the upper part as much you could take in easily.

"Ahhh fuck..." he said throwing his head back his cock painful with the need to release.

"Jae..."

"Yes..."

"Make me come"

"How?"

"Rub me, suck my tits."

"Come on my cock then" he says doing as you asked of him. You stay still as you know he's too close and will come uncontrollably with your one squeeze around him. And it happens just like you imagined.

You close your eyes during the climax but instead of him you see Jungkook... his words echoing in your head his sweet words of praise for your pussy. Your orgasm lasts longer with the thought of him. You feel guilty but you let it be the way it is.

This was longer as the next part will have a longer time jump. Maybe years later they both will be able to be together :) ♡♡