Reality

  After Klaus and I left Elena's I was Starving. We got to our Marriot hotel room (above). We put Beckah on the couch and I pulled out my blood bags. I drank and threw the leftover plastic away.  I showered and changed.

  Klaus smirked at me and I blushed.  "What?" I ask

  "Nothing this just reminds me of our little Rendezvous over the summer, you look ravishing by the way"

    "Oh really?" I giggle my face turns serious "you said you couldn't be selfish with me, what did you mean?" I ask laying next to him

  "Well, love when I see you hurting I want to make it go away because it hurts me. Even if it means you become a monster like me."

  "Nik, you're a monster because that's what you want it to seem like. You hide and suppress all your hurt and turn it into rage. I get it your afraid to let people think you are weak it's how we survive" I say with Empathy

  He caresses my cheek "I love you Addy" he says

  "I love you too" I say with love in my eyes

*warning explicit content

   Klaus kisses me gently. I kiss back. He leans over me . Klaus's tongue pierces my lips as he asks for entrance. I deny it. His fangs feel cold against my neck I gasp. He takes this chance to slide his tongue into my mouth. He takes off my pajamas and his clothes. He tosses my bra and panties to the side. He thrusts himself inside me over and over with overflowing passion.

  I wake up (still naked) with my head on Niks chest and his arm wrapped tightly around me. I snuggle closer as Klaus stirs awake.

  "Morning Sweethart" he says and makes my heart flutter.

  "Good Morning Nik" I reply peacefully

  "You hungry? What do you want?" Klaus aks

  "Just some tea" I say

  "Look, love, Addison, You can't pretend any longer. Don't Ignore the reality. You're a vampire you need to feed. You were so hungry last night because you starved yourself for three days"

  "No you're wrong. If I face reality, I, I have to face the fact that I can't have children with you! That I'll never get to be human again. It will mean that I'm a monster. I can't handle that Nik!" A tear rolls down my cheek he wipes it away with the pad of his thumb

  "Shh love. You'll be alright" He consoles me as I cry into his chest.

  I feel horrible afterward still. I throw on Klaus's shirt that is way too big and fuzzy socks I stay in bed.

 Nik is Like he is because of Mikeal. His mother's infidelity wasn't his fault. Klaus loved his father regardless of blood, and the abuse he received.  He was just a child. He was innocent, and the when the world broke him. 

  I hated him at first. Despised with a passion. I eventually saw the truth. I've never seen anyone who loves and hurts so deeply. When he's committed to something he's so passionate and persistent. Klaus has emotions he just chooses to hide them. He does some stupid and impulsive things from a place of hurt. He turns his hurt into rage to protect himself. Of course, being half-werewolf means he's apt to aggression. His Vampire half means his emotions are heightened. But so is his REAL personality. He's extremely intense but he can be redeemed. Sometimes it's hard for me to understand and see the good in him. I know it's there I'm sure of it.

love Klaus. I said it. There's polarizing magnetism. Every in one in my body is telling me that I should be with Klaus. My heart breaks more when I am not. He makes me feel safer than I ever have before.

  All day all I do is sit and think. Until Klaus comes back and forces me to feed. After I'm done he returns to his duties and I'm left alone.

*Klaus P.O.V

I hated leaving Addison alone, but I was on a mission. The task was simple, get Stefan to give me my family back before I rip his head off.