INTRO

So I just thought of this story in my head, it's really kinda weird. There is some sensitive content, no smut of course because that's nasty and I don't feel comfortable writing that.This takes place after season three but it doesn't have the same ending as season three, basically Will and El don't move and El comes to school.TWThis story will touch on smoking, depression, underage drinking (I DO NOT CONDONE UNDERAGE DRINKING THIS IS JUST FOR THE STORY !!!!), violence/bullying, self-harm, mute, mentions of suicide and suicide attempt.This can be triggering so if you do not like this stuff then do not read it!!If you aren't feeling so well emotionally/mentally, please find help or someone to talk to because we don't want to lose any of you beautiful people. :)The dialogue in italics are thoughts going on in their head.If you are going to read this story, it's one hell of a ride.

2022 edit,My writing throughout the intro is really cringey so I changed it a bit

The Drugs - Mother MotherFar Too Young To Die - P!atdIt's Alright - Mother MotherGetting Better (otherwise) - The AubreysSleep In The Heat - PUPHeather - Conan GrayGolden Days - P!atdStan - EminemOcean Eyes - Billie EilishMorbid Stuff - PUPDark Days - PUPSo Down - Mother Mother I Will Be Right Here Waiting For You - Richard MarxFriend, Please - tøp Truce - tøpGoner - tøp

Those are some songs that might go with the story, you don't have to listen to them if you don't want to.

I hope you enjoy one of the stories that go on in my messed up head lol.

2022 edit:I think this book is kinda cringey but I'm gonna leave it up because I like (most of) the plot, in generalI've come back to edit it because it needs it.If you've come back to read it again.. (?) Why? Get help, it's so badBut thank you for the support I love it :)

2023:Y'all I can't even with this book it's so fucking corny, what was I thinkingThanks for 102k :D