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Matt's POV

Almost a week later I was starting to feel a lot better. I woke up seeing Joella laying on her stomach, sleeping next to me. It made me smile seeing her still there and so I gently rubbed my hand up and down her back, grateful for what she's done for me the past week. She didn't have to but yet she did, that means a lot to me. I definitely could get used to waking up next to her beautiful face every morning for the rest of my life. I don't know if her being here for me means anything other than friendship but I want us to be more than that, I want her to be my girl. And I'm determined to turn us into more than just friends.

"Morning." She says with her eyes still closed which broke me out of my thoughts.

"Morning beautiful." I smiled, which caused her to blush so I kissed the tip of her nose, "Awe don't be shy, it's the truth."

"I probably look like crap, be honest." She says as she looks at me.

Yeah, no, you don't, I'm probably the one who looks worse.

"I am being honest."

"Feeling better?"

I nodded slightly, "Much better, I want to thank you for that. I don't think I've ever had a woman take care of me like that, besides my mom anyways. I mean making homemade chicken noodle soup? Wow, it was definitely good. And I'll be honest, I didn't think you could cook like that."

"Why because I'm this rich girl who probably had people cooking for her?" She giggled as she turned to her side to face me.

"Noo." I huffed playfully which caused her to giggle more.

I kind of did figured they would have someone cook for them but I didn't want to admit that.

"Definitely not the case, my mom taught me. Just because we can afford to have people cook for us doesn't mean we did. She does all the cooking, well mostly, I help her a lot. And on the taking care of you, I may act like a cold hearted bitch, I'm not actually one, I'm just a bitch period." She smirked.

"I know you're not. Even though I have called you one, I didn't actually mean it." I told her as I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her closer to me, "Either way though, I want you to be my bitch and only mine." I playfully grazed my teeth on her shoulder.

Okay that sounded bad now that I say that out loud.

"Matthew!" She gasped and lightly smacked my head, "I should be offended that you said that."

Thankfully it wasn't very hard and my head wasn't hurting anymore.

I leaned my head back and laughed, "I'm sorry, it sounded way better in my head." I looked back at her and pecked her lips, "I meant it as I want you to be my girl."

"You, you do?" She stuttered out, so I nodded, she just looks at me, "Why? Why me?" 

Why not you?

"Why not you? Ells, you're amazingly beautiful." I moved her hair behind her ear, "You take no shit without giving it back. You stand up for yourself. When you get mad, there's this vein that pops up on your forehead that I find adorable." I ran my thumb across her forehead when I had said that, "Then when you laugh, it's a beautiful laugh by the way, your nose crinkles up on the sides. And you have these amazing blue eyes that I can get lost in. Your body is toned in all the right spots." I rubbed my fingers down her body than back up and gently grabbed a handful of her butt.

"Oh my lord." She blushed and covered her face.

"I don't mean to embarrass you, I'm just speaking the truth." I moved up my hand to rest on her lower back.

"It's just that, no one has ever said things like that in detail to me. I mean they've said some beautiful things, just not like that." She smiled at me as she placed her hand on my cheek.

I grabbed her hand that was on my cheek and kissed her palm, "Well I'm only speaking my mind. Since I first laid eyes on you, I knew you were someone special. I just didn't realize how special at first."

"Man, who would have thought, me winning over the heart of M.Shadows from Avenged Sevenfold." She giggled, "That only happens in my wildest dreams." It was then she moved her hand to the back of my head and we kissed softly.

Running her tongue along my bottom lip, she drapes her leg over my waist as she scooted even closer to me.

"Mm babe." I pulled away from the kiss, "As much as I'm loving this, I've got to go take a shower. I think in the last week I've probably only taken one. Now that I'm feeling better, it's better if I do. I don't know how you're even able to be around me."

"Meh." She giggled, "Well while you're doing that I can change the bedding. It's hard telling when the last time it was changed." She pulled away more and sat up.

"Hey, it was changed right before I got sick thank you very much." I couldn't help but smirk as I sat up. "Take a shower with me."

"Mkay that sounds fun." She grinned.

I got the water just right for the both of us then after we both got undressed we climbed into the shower.

"Ah that feels so good." I smiled as I leaned my head back into the water, feeling the warm water spray over me.

"Better than sex?" She joked.

I smirked looking at her, "Nah, I don't think anything is better than sex."

"Oh I don't know, a home cooked meal or even chocolate is right up there."

"You think so huh?" I decided to pull her closer to me.

"I do." She says lowly as I began kissing her neck.

As I was doing that she wraps her arms around my shoulders and gave me more room to her neck. Exploring her body with my hands I decided to playfully bite the bottom of her neck.

"You trying to taste my blood tonight?" She smirked.

Did she just quote one of my bands song to me? Well two can play that game

"Maybe." I smiled and did it again, causing her to let out a soft moan, "You know I make you wanna scream." I smirked as I rub my nose against hers.

She couldn't help but giggle, "At least I won't run from you baby." She winks at me.

"Oh my God." I couldn't take it as I laughed, "You're amazing you know that?"

"I try." She grins rubbing her hands down my upper body then I felt her hand wrap around my dick and start stroking me, fuck her hands were soft so it caused me to gruff out a moan.

"Shit Ells." I breathed out, setting my forehead on her shoulder when she moved her hand faster on me.

"Baby, baby, you gotta stop or I won't last much longer." I had to pull her hand from me.

"If I must." She smirks but drops to her knees and takes me into her mouth.

"Oh fuck." I gruffed as I placed my hand on the wall to brace myself from feeling her lips go up and down my length.

Tightening her mouth, she moved her head faster on me, making my tip hit the back of her throat.

"Baby!" I moaned as I entangled my hand in her hair, "Fuck!" I tipped my head back as I lost control and shot my juices into her mouth.

After I was done, she kissed up my body.

"Shit this hasn't happened to me in years. Damnit." I smacked the wall, irritated. I had felt myself go soft, shit that hasn't happened since I was a fucking teenager. What the fuck?

I noticed when I smacked the wall that she had flinched some, I didn't mean to scare her.

"What, a blowjob in the shower?"

I looked away as I shook my head, this shit is embarrassing, but I motioned to myself not hard anymore.

"I'm Sorry." I mumbled. 

"Baby." She made me look at her, "It's okay. You've been sick, it's understandable. Let's just wash up and get out of here before the water gets cold anyways."

"Okay." I said lowly.

After we both washed up, we got out of the shower, dried ourselves off and walked into the bedroom to get dressed.