TENSION

[Welcome to chapter 2 WKEJWKKWS I lowkey imagined sexual tension between TayNew during the vlive announcement... the order of events may be a little off but MAYBE THATS WHY TAY WAS AVOIDING NEW ? MMFFGAGAHAHAH well i certainly hope so.. *smirks* enjoy naa ~]

Newwiee's POV:

A pleasant sensation washed over my body as I opened my eyes. I felt light and.. warm. I turned my head and glanced at the handsome model beside me and smiled. How can someone look so good in the morning? Like his name implied, he was like the sun to me. He gave me warmth and brought light into my life. I was someone who didn't make friends easily and was rather lonely all my life... until he came in.

A growing ache took over my lower region and I recalled the events of the night before. I blushed, embarrassed. All I remembered was feeling so good. Too good. My body felt sensitive all over, traces of yesterday's activity lingering made me feel butterflies in my stomach.

I returned to admiring my boyfriend's face. I grinned. Boyfriend.. hehe His lashes, his sharp jawline, his cheekbone.. everything looked perfect. My eyes drifted down to his neck and I licked my lips, staring at his adam's apple. Long ago, he wouldnt let anyone touch his neck ever. Not even me. But now...

I leaned in, parting my lips and caressed his adam's apple gently with my tongue. His eyes twitched and his grip around me tightened, entrapping me in his embrace.

"Mm..hin.." His low, husky, half asleep voice ignited a spark within me. I felt my cheeks turn red. We have a filming later. I can't.. my eyes wandered down to his lower region as I landed soft butterfly kisses all over his neck, making sure not to leave any marks. Last shooting we had for TayNewMealDate Special Episode, I couldn't control myself and Tay ended up having a large.. mosquito bite on his neck. I smirked, wondering if our fans would notice the mark I gave him when the episode uploaded.

"Hin" He muttered before falling back to sleep, his arms loosened and he shifted. I jumped as I felt his thigh rub against my crotch. Is he doing this on purpose? I scanned his face for an answer but all I saw was a peaceful Tay Tawan sound asleep.

A pout formed on my lips. I was annoyed. Here I was holding myself back and there he was - sleeping without a care in the world and unknowingly making me hard. I was still a little angry at what he did yesterday. I clearly told him to stop. This obstinate brat!!

Suddenly, an idea popped up in my head. My lips curved up as I carefully removed myself from his arms. I peeled the duvet away from him, making sure not to wake him up, and pulled off his boxers.

A thick smell tingled my nose as Tay's scent aroused me further. I gently pulled back his foreskin before sliding my tongue up from the base of his member. I heard a low guttural groan and it fueled my desire to toy with him more. After a good while of sucking and licking his growing erection, Tay finally stirred from his sleep.

"Mmmhin?!" His startled yet aroused voice made me grin. I saw his hands move and quickly pulled my head away. He would always reach for my head whenever he wanted to cum. He would grab my hair and thrust his cock deep into my throat. But not today.

He propped himself up on his elbow and stared at me, amused and confused. He was probably thrilled that I was taking care of his morning wood but wondering why I wasn't letting him have his way.

My tongue tapped the tip of his erection teasingly and I stared at him with a devilish smirk. I saw his eyes blaze. I let my tongue slide down his tip and trace the veins on his throbbing wood. I continued down to the skin of his sac and enveloped it with the warmth of my mouth, sucking gently. He groaned in pleasure and ruffled my hair, his head tilted upwards, accentuating his sexy jawline and neck. After giving ample attention to the left, I moved on to the right. I felt his cool skin melt into my warm tongue.

His moans grew louder as my hands started to get to work as well. I rubbed and licked, teasing both areas till I felt his grip on my scalp tighten. He was close. I grinned evily and let go, moving to lie beside him.

"mmphin??" He hissed, confused and impatient. He must've wanted to release badly. I smirked.

"You seemed to have enjoyed yourself a lot last night." I stuck my tongue out before pouting and turning away from him.

"Come on hin, I know you enjoyed yourself too last night. You even.." he drifted off in a suggestive tone, a look a triumph on his face. He wiggled his eyebrows. I felt my ears turn hot.

"Hmph!! I told you to stop for awhile but you didn't, stupid Tay. Today is punishment, I won't let you cum." I declared stubbornly despite my burning ears.

"Hinnnn" he pleaded, leaning in and wrapping me in his arms. "Im sorry"

I stared at his apologetic eyes and felt my heart waver. I just couldnt stay mad at him-

"Ahnmm" a moan escaped my lips as I felt his tongue glid down the back of my ear. His warm, wet breath made the hair on my neck stand. I shivered, a rush of ecstacy surging over me.

He flipped me over and gave open kisses down to my chest. He opened his mouth and nibbled on my nipple. I sighed in pleasure as he licked it and fondled the other with his fingers. I was unusually sensitive there, so my member rose accordingly. My hands reached down to pump my length as I wanted, no needed more stimulation.

"Hin" he growled as he bit my other nipple before licking it gently.

"Mmmmmph" I moaned as the pain mixed with pleasure.

"Ahh Tay.. do it agai-MMMF" My moans drowned out my pleas as he started to suck and bite my lovespot, just the way I wanted, just the way I liked, as if he knew me inside out. My strokes hastened as I felt myself reaching my peak.

His strong right hand reached for my throat and gripped it with the right amount of strength. Heat from his palms warmed my neck, turning me on further. My breaths became uneven as I opened my mouth to gape for air. My eyes glazed over as his hold on me tightened. My head felt light as my body shivered in excitement. Chills ran down my spine and my heart leapt as the feeling of being dominated, suppressed and tingly overtook me.

"Ngh mMPH AHHTAY" I hissed his name as I released. All the tension in my body vanished in an instant and I felt my body float. Blood rushed back to my head and I coughed as his hand loosened. He gently shifted my head, his worried eyes scanning my neck, checking for marks.

"Sorry hin, did I use too much force today?" He asked, his voice soft and deep. Ah.. I love him. I coughed a little more, pretending as if I was dying.

"Cough HAK, noo Tayy you were so rough COUGH-" I grabbed my neck dramatically.

"Tsk hin!!" He huffed, pushing my head away as he fought back a smile. He tackled me, pinching my cheeks.

"Huuhh cheeky brat, you enjoyed yourself plenty, now its my turn-" the shrill sound of his ringtone interrupted him.

I grabbed a tissue on the beside table and started to wipe myself clean as he muttered curses while reaching to grab his phone.

"What is it Off?" He asked, annoyed.

"ALAIWA?!" Tay suddenly shouted after picking up the phone. He glanced at the time on his phone and glared at me. My phone started ringing as well and realisation dawned on me when my eyes focused on the time.

[*alaiwa means what or what the hell - a phrase Tay always uses.*]

"SHIT HIN WE'RE GOING TO BE LATE!!" Tay shouted, panicked and annoyed. I sprang off the bed and opened the closet, throwing him clothes that I had ironed the night before. We dashed into the bathroom and quickly got ready in five minutes.

"Its all your fault, why didn't you wake me up earlier?" Tay blabbered as he zipped his pants.

"Hmph I wouldve woken up even earlier if you didn't make me collapse last night." I said as I pressed a cold compress on my neck while searching for my bag.

"Shit Te, my neck is still red" I glowered at him as I stared at the reflection in the mirror.

"Alaiwa, you can cover it up with make up later, let's go" he cut back, spraying on his perfume.

"Spray it on me too, hurry." I said, pointing to the wood sage perfume in his hands. I liked that scent.. his scent.

"You have your own perfume, there's no time, hurry up hin" he said, putting the bottle down.

"Pleasee, Te??" I grinned as I reached for it anyways.

"Hey! I said no, hin-" he retrieved it immediately, a frown forming on his face, but I persisted.

I grabbed his arm playfully, "pleaseee, P'Tay?? Just a little-" I even added his favourite 'Phi', hoping he would relent.

He smiled as we hustled, "It won't work on me this time hin, we dont have time-"

*PIANG/CRASH*

The bottle of wood sage shattered into pieces on the floor, staining his socks with perfume.

"SHIT HIN" He shouted in anger, yanking his arm away from my grasp.

"Shit Te, are you okay?? I'm so sorry-" I threw the compress onto the table and hurriedly gathered the broken pieces.

"I'm fine." He was boiling in anger and I could feel his eyes digging holes in my skin. Guilt crawled into my heart as I used tissue to soak up the fragrant liquid. I stole a glance at his feet to check and luckily, he was unharmed.

"TSK." I jumped and my hands trembled as I recognised the anger and frustration in his voice. He pulled off his socks and stormed off. I heard him swear loudly before stomping back. He threw a towel at me, "Just leave it. We need to go. Now."

I gulped, quickly throwing away the large pieces of glass in the bin. I hastily covered the floor with a towel and sprinted towards the door. I hurriedly threw on the first pair of shoes I could reach for-

"Hin not that shoe! I have it too, fans will notice." He chided, giving me a look of disapproval.

"Tsk, theres no time Te." I argued back, annoyed.

"No hin take it off" he demanded stubbornly.

Before our argument could drag on any further, his phone rang again.

"Yes, yes we're on the way." He said before giving me the look.

I sighed in frustration as I kicked off the white shoes, putting on a different pair. We both rushed into my car and I heard him slam the door shut. I felt something heavy weigh down my chest and it was getting hard to breathe.

The journey to gmmtv building was silent and quick. Throughout the ride, Te remained silent, glaring straight ahead at the road, eyebrows knitted and a frown plastered on his face. I felt guilty and anxious. I was fucked. Te was never this quiet. Ever. Why did I argue back?! I shouldve just worn another pair of shoes obediently from the start.

"I'm sorry Te." I said, deeply regretting and reflecting upon my actions. He rolled his eyes. I felt as if something was lodged in my throat. My stomach growled in response. I sighed. Even at such a time my stomach chose to do as it wanted, without a care for its owner. Usually Te would feed me chocolate but he sat there silently, ignoring my growling stomach.

"Te, can you feed me chocolate?" I asked sweetly, trying my luck.

"Hmph." He huffed in response, turning his body away from me.

"Te?" I pouted, hoping he would relent but he simply ignored me.

The bag of chocolate and sweets were in the backseat and I couldn't reach back to get it as I was driving. I hoped for a red light so that I could stop the car and swipe for a bite of chocolate. However, the traffic lights seemed to mock me, allowing me to pass at every junction. Due to the smooth journey, tsk, we unexpectedly arrived on time. Te bolted out of the car as soon as I parked and I hurriedly followed suit, sadly bidding my chocolate goodbye.

Once we entered the building, we were stopped for the usual check up and sanitation, Te stalked off without even waiting for me after he was done. I was a little upset. Why was he so angry?! I even apologised. Twice!

Afterwards, no matter in the dressing room or anywhere on set, Te would ignore me. Was this part of the act.. or was he really mad at me... The more I thought about it, the more depressed it made me. My stomach growled and I felt my insides churn. Today was just great.

"Oh, New, you're here! I thought you would be late." Singto said, appearing from behind. "Where's Tay?"

I nudged my head in Te's direction. He was all smiles now beside Gun. Seeing that made the knots in my stomach tighten. Singto sighed before patting my shoulder. I assumed that he could guess that Te was angry at me.. again.

"Oii Singtuann" Krist appeared out of nowhere and instantly plucked Singto's hand off me. " P'Godji is calling for us, lets go- Oh hey New." He smiled before pulling singto away and the both of them left.

After getting changed and my makeup done, (the reddness on my neck had dissipated) I sat in a corner, playing TsumTsum while waiting for the shoot to start. I wasn't feeling very well already and to top it off- I was hungry. My mood dampened further as my phone suddenly switched off. I sighed and tossed my phone onto my lap in frustration.

"No battery?" I glanced up and saw Bright walking over, a bag of chips in hand. "You can use mine." He said, handing a portable over to me.

"Thanks, N'Bright." I smiled, plugging in the cable.

"Where's N'win?" I asked. Bright usually hung around Win without fail. So seeing him away from Win was a surprise.

"Hes still getting ready. He goofed around too much with P'Krist, and the rest." He replied as he struggled to open the bag of chips. It crinkled and rustled, but showed no signs of letting Bright rip it open anytime soon.

"Let me." I chuckled and opened it easily for him as he sat down beside me. My stomach started to roar as the smell of chips entered my nose. I felt my face grow hot. He smirked, stretching out his hand and held the bag of chips out to me. He nudged his head, hinting for us to share. I gratefully accepted his kind offering and we started to munch on the snacks in comfortable silence. I felt my mood improve as my hunger slowly subsided. After finishing the bag of chips, it was coincidentally the time to start the shoot.

I sat down with Bright on the smooth white couch nervously. Te walked over and sat down on my right but left a decent amount of space between us. I felt a little hurt and shrank back on the couch. No, I can't look as if I'm sad. Control New. Control. It's okay.

Even after the shoot started, he seemed to only shifted even further away from me and nearer towards Gun. I felt my heart twist in jealousy. What was Off doing?! Letting Te get nearer to Gun. No.. what was I doing.. I didnt have the courage to sit nearer to him. My heart sank as the reality of it set in.

Suddenly, Godji directed a question about our upcoming performance at me and another idea popped up in my head.

"Hes special." I smiled cheekily, pointing to Te. I saw a look of surprise and joy take over his face and he elbowed me, laughing. I smiled. Looks like he isn't that mad anymore.

After the conversation and cameras shifted to focus on others, Te leaned in to me and whispered, "Oi hin, what was that?"

I whispered back, "Te, I'm sorry. Forgive me?" I flashed my signature puppy eyes and did a little pout. I was really apologetic.

It seemed to have worked as I saw his eyes soften. "Okay okay. We'll talk about this later." He said, his tone serious but it wasn't harsh. His expression looked happy. I nodded and felt the weight in my chest lift.

Te sat a little closer to me after our small talk and I felt so happy about it. I curled my fist and lightly shook it up and down, trying to control my facial expressions.

As the shoot went on, my eyes started to close and I couldn't suppress a yawn. I realised a little too late that the cameras were on me and smiled sheepishly, shaking my head. Oops. I saw the cameramen chuckle silently behind the set and I blushed, embarrassed.

The shoot ended and I immediately inched nearer to Te, wanting to talk to him but he seemed to be absorbed chatting with Gun. I can wait. I swallowed my words and reached for my phone, deciding to wait for him to finish his conversation with Gun first.

My phone had already charged plenty so I unplugged the wire and handed the portable back to Bright.

"Thanks na," I said with a smile. I really was grateful. If Bright hadn't lent me his portable, I would've had to sit alone with nothing to do while waiting for Te.

Bright nodded as he retrieved his power bank and was about to say something before Win' laughter cut in, his right arm reaching to wrap around Bright's shoulder. His attention stolen, Bright turned around to Win.

Left alone again, I turned to Te, hoping that he had just about finished chatting with Gun. However, they had snuggled together on the sofa, their bodies almost glued together with Te's arm around Gun's shoulder.

I felt jealousy burn in the back of my throat before subsiding into saddness. It wasn't like I could pull him away. Would he even follow me? Was he still mad? Was he doing this on purpose?

I recalled the interview where Te and I talked about true love.

N: "Love is giving without expecting anything in return."

"If you dont expect anything, he/she will feel good with you."

"If you have high expectations, then it is not a true love. It is a love with condition."

T: "High expectations will make sorrow."

"Giving without expectations will make both the giver and recipient feel happy."

I was such a hypocrite. I preached about true love and emphasized "expect nothing in return". However, ever since Te and I got together, I expected him to love me back, to treat me differently, specially and lovingly. I expected him to have less physical contact with others, to pay more attention to me, to be mine and only mine. But Te was sociable. Very sociable. He seemed to know everyone and he was everyone's Tay Tawan. Not just mine. Was I wrong for expecting so much? Was my love for Te an impure love with conditions?

I sighed inwardly as negative thoughts began to cloud my mind. I wasn't usually the type to overthink and was always fairly simple-minded so this was a new experience. One that I never hoped to have. I shook my head. Get a grip, New. You said it yourself. Expect nothing in return.

I whipped out my phone and childishly took a quick video of behind the scenes, posting it onto my insta story. My phone started ringing endlessly as fans started to flood my dms or tag me with messages. If he wanted the world to believe that we were on bad terms so much, I should help him. I thought pettily, a pout forming on my lips.

I saw Te check his phone and waited expectantly for him to see what I had done. His eyes shot up immediately and he got up, startling both Gun and I. He grabbed my arm and swiftly dragged me away, ignoring a cursing Gun behind us.

"Te, slow down" I almost tripped as I followed behind him. His grip on my wrist only tightened but his steps became smaller. I smiled in response.

*BANG!!* Te shoved me inside a cubicle and slammed the door shut. I fell onto the toilet seat heavily, and opened my mouth to curse at him,

"Shit Te! Why did you have to be so roughMMPH" he unzipped his pants at the speed of light and stuffed my mouth with his rock hard shaft. His fingers dug into my scalp, causing me to wince a little. The salty, diluted taste of his precum filled my mouth and the strong smell of his dick stung my nose.

"Just shut up for awhile and suck me hin."

His voice was gruff and strained, his breath uneven and his jaws clenched.

Oh.. well, fuck me-

[FFF BAHAHAHA WELL TAYS GONNA F*** YOU INDEED NEW IM SO SORRY ANYWAYS I REALISED THAT THIS CHAPTER WAS GETTING A LITTLE TOO LONG AND THE MIDDLE PART MAY HAVE BEEN A LITTLE BORING (SORRY) BUT HOPE YOU ENJOYED READING ITT,, STAY HAPPY AND HUNGRY ~]

[EDIT: SO I SAW THIS INSTA POST TODAY AND I BURST OUT LAUGHING HAHAHAHA https://www.instagram.com/p/CCSiHmZgqKI/?igshid=hngn3uwwfhb ]