chapter 9 - edited

Kittywhisperer -lee Minho

KittywhispererYou awake love?

Shreksno1hoeWell I am now

KittywhispererI assume chan was withyou last night?

Shreksno1hoeIs that a question

KittywhispererNo

Shreksno1hoeOh.

KittywhispererSo he was...got that part

KittywhispererWhy?

Shreksno1hoeWhy'd you ask

KittywhispererWhy was he at your place love?

Shreksno1hoeI asked him to stay over

KittywhispererWhy

Shreksno1hoeFeels like I'm being interrogated

KittywhispererCause you are

KittywhispererWhy'd you ask Chan to stay over? Y/N?

"Oh well this just...got scary"

Shreksno1hoeWell...so we could watch a movie

KittywhispererOh.

Shreksno1hoeAre you alright Minho?

KittywhispererWhat's your address

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[ Minho's pov ]🐰

Shreksno1hoe-Seong Y/n

Shreksno1hoeAre you alright Minho?

Am I alright?...funny she asks because I don't even know what the fuck is going on with me , because of her my mind has been over the place

I've only met her once and just with that I'm already crazy...been texting her everyday for the past 4 weeks I've know her and ...I'm going crazy

I don't even find interest in the people who throw themselves in my face because all I want is ...her

"What's up with you?" A voice said snapping out from my thoughts , I looked up to see that Seungmin had walked into the kitchen looking a bit tired..couldn't blame him it was around 5am so yeah

"What do you mean?" I asked as I took a sip from the coffee mug that was growing cold in my hold

"You're acting strange" he concluded and I raised an eyebrow in response

"You aren't acting like your usual self anymore, you wake up earlier than everyone else when u used to be the last , you're more closed off , you're on your phone more texting and calling whoever, you're more...decent , u act like your phone is your wife...u no longer take interest in being wild and..." swungmin carried on talking an I had already muted him off at that moment.

Alright point taken...I changed...they noticed

"Plus ..there seems to be tension between u and chan...what's going on"

Oh right....there's still chan

"Nothing's wrong Seungmin" I sighed and he shook his head not seeming to believe me

He knew me too well...I knew he knew that I knew exactly what was wrong

"Fine....I think I like someone" I said and he gasped looking as me as if I was crazy or said something obsurd

"You?..inlove?...Lee Minho?" He said still in disbelief..hey I could fall inlove too

"Not love...just...almost there"

"Who's the lucky person"

And before I could say her name someone walked into the kitchen...someone I really did not Want to see at the moment

"Sup guys" he said with a smile as hw took out an energy drink from the fridge..if only I had the same reason to smile like that

"What's got you so happy" seungmin asked looking at the older male infront of us and he just shrugged taking a sip of the now opened can

"What? Can't a man be happy after making out with his girlfriend" he said and someone in me snapped and I think Seungmin noticed as he looked the mug I looked so close to crushing with the gorilla grip I had on it

And I noticed a small smirk on chans face before it completely got replaced and masked as seungmin looked his way and it just made me..even more..pissed

"I'm going out" I said putting the unfinished mug down and taking my car keys leaving the house

I got into my car and pulled put my phone before finally texting back

Kittywhisperer

Whats your address

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[Y/n's pov]___________

I now stood at the door with Minho standing right outside looking down at me his expression unreadable, he looked troubled if not so

"Hey" he breathed out as if he couldn't believe he was actually here and I smiled softly before replying

"hi"

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Way down we go , dear brain...what smartass shit do you have to say now🫀

"I...don't know I came over" Minho admitted as he was now sat on the edge of my bed ans I stood by the doorway with my hands crossed, I didn't mind having him over...I just didn't believe his reason

"Y/n.." he called out trailing off slightly as if he was unsure of what he said next...he stood up walking up to me looking at me

"Can I....can I"he stuttered still not being straight forward "fuck it" he said attacking my lips with his in a slightly gentle yet rough kiss as he he had a lot of his mind

I wished he stayed unsure 💭

My back was now against the wall as the kiss got more and more heated , he tapped my thigh to make me jump up and wrap my legs around his waist which I did so he was able to lead the kiss even more pinning more against the wall

Carrying me over to the bed be laid me down hovering above me without breaking the kiss..god this man was skilled

He broke the kiss gently as he panting his cheeks tinted a lovely pink hue "I don't know what I'm doing y/n" he said resting his head on the crook of my neck sending waves of idk down my spine...shit

"Are you alright Minho" I said trying to even my breath but fuck it...his actions were driving me insane

My brain malfunctioned and I swear I understood Spanish for a quick second as his lips attached themselves to my neck making me let out a noise I never thought I'd hear come out from me

"M..minho" I breathed out as he left kisses all over my neck "Yes love?" He replied his voice hoarse with desire, ans another emotion I couldn't get through to my head

💭Y/n you need to put an end to this

It feels good🫀

Are you even listening to yourself 💭

It feels more than good , I can't think straight🫀

Well I'm doing the thinking for you and I'm saying stop this!💭

Calling it good is an insult...I haven't felt this in a while🫀

Y/n...you can't...not again 💭

Just..this once..🫀

He's only using you...like Junwoon

It...feels different 🫀

A sudden stinging sensation on my neck jolted me back to reality making me gasp as Minho suckes on the bite mark he left pulling away to admire it

"Why am I doing this?" He asked himself out loud rhetorically

Yes Lee Minho...why are you doing this🧠

"I..." he trailed off looking into my eyes before his expression softened and he took my lips in his once more

"Please. .." he said once he pulled away "stay away from chan..."

Oh....he was jealous 🫀

"I know what he's like and I'm no better...just please....be careful y/n..don't get attached...to either of us..cause I'm sure chan doesn't know what he's doing too"

I told you...💭

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How to not feel used 🫀