Gluttony

I don't know why, but I think that my life got happier even if I don't remember my past, well not completely.

31st, May

I am currently living at the place of a girl who save my life and also with a guy named Park Jimin who became my best friend.

"Hey, are you okay?" Someone ask me.

I use the energy that I still have left to open my eyes, it was a girl.

"Can you hear me?"  She ask again, but I fainted.

I woke up in the hospital with an amnesia. The girl who saw me was the one who brought me to the hospital, I fell in love with my hero.

The things I only remember: my childhood and my name.

The girl who saved me actually owns a dance studio; Jimin and I are currently in the studio, I am dancing.

"You are filming me?" I stop dancing as I look at him.

"Yes." Jimin smiles.

I smile at him and continue my dance routine, when she enters with a cake.

"Happy birthday, Hoseok!" She congratulate me.

I look at the cake, surprised. "Oh..." I look at her, than at the cake without releasing my eyes from it. "Thank you, I didn't expect that you remember." I look at her again.

"Well, I do remember and I think that birthdays are the most important moment in life." She smiles than turn her head towards Jimin who was filming everything. "Jimin, come here. Let's celebrate Hoseok's birthday!"

They close the curtains and sang happy birthday.

I smiled at the cake, but I then lost my smile, remembering my 6th birthday.

For my 6th birthday, my mom brought me to the amusement park I always wanted to go. When she ask me to play hide and seek with her.

"Okay, Hoseok. You count to 20 seconds than try to find me." My mom starts.

"Okay." I smiled, I covered my eyes and count to 20.

When I remove my hands, I found a snicker next to me, I take it with me and my mom wasn't here anymore, so I start searching for her like how the game works.

I keep searching, searching and searching for her, she wasn't here.

My mom was completely gone.

It was in that moment that the amusement park and the snicker became a nightmare.

Since I start living with her, I just dance and dance and dance to keep my mind away from thinking about my childhood.

She was my dancing partner, while Jimin is our camera man.

We keep dancing the same routine to perfect it, we keep dancing to this song to perform it one day, together.

Since I thought that Jimin is bored of watching us dancing, I wanted to let him learn the choreography.

"Jimin~ah! Do you want to learn this dance?" I ask him.

"Are you sure? I'm not great." He answer.

"Don't worry, with lots of practice you will be able to nail the routine. Plus if you completely nailed it, you can dance with me." The girl encourage Jimin.

"Then I'll learn it." He smiles.

And so, I teach the dance to Jimin.

I know that during the night, Jimin will sneak into the dancing studio to learn to do the dance routine.

He keeps trying and trying and trying, but fails the same part of the dance.

He wanted to give up, but still keep going.

It's because of his actions that I remember something.

I'm with some friends, I don't recognize them, but I recognize Jimin. I took a bottle fill with pills and slowly let the medicine fall into the fire, while smiling.

"Okay, Jimin. Let's see what you got." I starts.

"I still think I need more practice." He replied.

"Come on, think of it as a practice, but this time with a partner." I encourage him.

"Shall we start?" My partner ask.

"Yeah." He finally says.

When the music start, I see that his body start to move to the music, my partner was also doing the same. Until Jimin bump onto her, making them fall on the ground. I was shock when I realize that she was bleeding when Jimin tried to help her.

The first thing that I did was taking her to the hospital, because I didn't want to lose the person I love.

I just keep running and running and running to the hospital. Even if it's dark and the sky was crying for us, I just keep running towards the hospital; I didn't stop running for her.

The run to the hospital made my memory came back again: I was someone who was diagnose with the Munchausen Syndrome. I had six friends, who Jimin was my best friend, we were always happy when we're together. When I am alone I always take too much pills, making me having an overdose. But, when I am with those friends, I will always throw them away in front of them.

"Hoseok, there's no need to continue." She tries to speak.

"No, I need to help you, like how you help me." I said. "You were my hero and I fell in love with you."

"Hoseok, I love you..." She stopped breathing.

The people I love the most always goes away.

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Just to notify you, dear readers, Jung Hoseok's birthday is the 18th February not 31st May. Jimin is not really bad at dancing.

Hope you enjoyed this chapter.