𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲

𝐊𝐍𝐉 𝐟𝐟

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"𝐁𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮... 𝐈 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭"

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"Look yn.. your professor crush is coming "

"Shh..shut up jisoo "

You said while blushing, turning your head down.

Kim nam joon is your class proffessor.

You have been crushing over him since 2 years with hopes in your heart.

The smile on his cheeks.

His beautiful eyes,

his handsome face.

The glasses he was wearing

Everytime you seen him, you falling for him again and again.

Time passed without unnoticing. You were looking at your professor like you were obsessed, observing his figure so much that you were far away from this world.

"Students,I am leaving now. my time is done.. So good"

Saying that, namjoon left the class making you out of your wonderful dream.

"Where.. where was he going ? "

You asked looking at your friend in shocking tone.

She smiled when she saw your worried, surprising face.

"His time is over, now we have maths.. What world were you in, yn.. Did you dream of marrying professor Namjoon ? "

"Jisoo.." you said while your face turning into red.

"Not like that -"

""Don't lie yn"

She said with a smile and you rolled your eyes while smile on corner of your lips.

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It was a heavy rainy day.

Your mother told you not to go to school, but you left for school.

The only reason was your professor crush.

It is also a pleasure to study with him in this rainy class. Observing his handsome figure.

But when you entered the school, you felt a big difference because there was no one there.

You were waiting in class for a while.

It was time to start the school, but not only the children but also the teachers were not there.

"Hello... "you came out of the class and shouted.

"Is there anyone? "

No.. No one was anywhere. You can't content anyone cause You left your phone at home because it was broken.

The heavy rain was still there and the lightning was increasing.

You picked up your umbrella to leave the school

But god...

your wallet was not in your bag scaring you so much

You cannot enter the bus without money. And your house is also far from here.

Your eyes filled with tears and all you felt was very helpless right now.

When you entered your classroom again , you put your hands on your face and cried with fear and sadness.

"Yn..."

Suddenly you heard a noise near the classroom door and you looked up with tearful face.

"Professor Namjoon!"

"What are you doing here, today is a day off from school "he asked kindly.

You told him everything that happened with tears in your eyes.

You were so sad at the moment that you even forgot that you were next to your crush.

"Come, I will drop you home"

He said looking at you sympathetically

"No.. No.. No sir i can- "

"Yn... "He looked into your tearful eyes and said firmly.

"You are my student, it is my duty to take care of my students.. so let me help you"

You finally nodded and got into his car shortly.

You told him the location of your house and he drove towards it.

"Thank you very much professor "

You said Thanks giving, when he droup you in your home.

Namjoon gave you a kind smile and left.

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You were lying on the bed in your room thinking about the events that happened earlier.

"Ahhh.." You hugged your own face from the pillow and shouted, blushing

"How am I? Oh, I came home with him"

You blushed and said to yourself

"Namjoon.. Oh my god-"

Yn what's wrong with you? " Once your mother opened the door and entered the room making your face was full of shyness.

"Don't shout like you're crazy, there are people listening"

Your mother said glaring at you and left.

"Ohh..."

You said to yourself, hugging your pillow more tightly

"Am I really gotten into crazy?"

Your eyes were filled with tears. and your face was turned down to the ground.

The bunch of flowers in your hand had now fallen to the ground..

Like completely broken.

You could hear the mocking voices of the children making themore of tears fall to the floor.

"Childrens .. shut your mouths up!"

Namjoon who was in front of you slammed the table hard and everyone fell silent.

"I apologize again yn.. I only see you as my student"

Namjoon said and you nodded with still teary eyes.

Namjoon looked at you mix of kindness and compassionate.

"Don't be discouraged by one rejection in life yn , more beautiful things will happen in the future"

You nodded with still tearful eyes.

You walked past the staring eyes in the classroom and sat down at your desk.

Your best friend jisso's pitiful eyes fell on you.

I'm sorry what happened yn.. But im pretty sure that you will find someone good in future ... don't cry now "

She said holding your hand gently.

You declared your love for your professor kim namjoon in front of the whole class today with great hopes in your heart.

You felt pretty sure he loved you the way he treated you this month.

But No...

He rejected your proposal in front of the whole class.

Although the rejection was kind, you couldn't take it. Moreover, mocking glances from classmates.

Resting your head on Jisoo's shoulder, you teared up as she stroked your head kindly.

"This is my husband, choi yeon" You introduced your husband at the alumni meeting and your old friends smiled gently with him.

"wow he is soo handsome, you're so lucky yn... "

Yeonjun also smiled back with everything and showing them to your 2 years old baby daughter, Sana.

He lovingly placed a kiss on your head and you gave him a loving smile as he cradled the baby. He was the most lovely person you ever met and still is.

You were chatting with your friends for a while and went to the washroom.

After washing face you looked into the mirror, wiped your face with a towel and put a little lipstick on lips and came out.

"Ahhh... " suddenly you bumped into a little boy and he looked at you with a scared face.

I'm so sorry dear" you said apologising

"But where is your mother or father? "

You asked because you couldn't see anyone nearby

"I don't know aunty" he said crying and your heart felt great compassion for this little child.

"Aunty.. I want my father... "

Hearing his sad voice again, you stroke his hair gently.

"Come son , let's search with me "

You took his hand and walked into the crowd and soon the little boy was squealing with joy.

"Dad..."

He ran and a gentle smile came to your face looking at his beautiful family.

The boy was lovingly picked up by his father and his mother lovingly kissed her son forhead. Their eyes were also filed with tears, now it's quickly turn away to happy..seening their Youngest son.

But seeing his father's side face, at the same time, your heart was racing.

That face...

The little boy said something to his father and he turned but no one was there. So their family left holding each others arms lovely.

You were in behind the door.

Those feelings you felt during your teenage years came back to your memory. those glasses, that face. the smile

He found his true love and you genuinely happy for him

A pleasurable look came over your face

Your former love.. Kim namjoon is now married and father of two children. He has a loving family.

You left their with a happy smile and lovingly looked at your husband yeonjun who was hugging your baby.

He also looked at you with eyes full of love.

This is your destiny

He is your owner and partner

Like your proffessor said to you before

Sometimes we may lose our first love

But a better love can be found in the future

This is life

By loving your professore Namjoon... You understood what life is all about

You love your own, beautiful family

Forever

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝 ❥..

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