𝗠𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀

𝐉𝐉𝐊 𝐟𝐟

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"𝐈𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮"

A gentle breeze coming from window at the corner of classroom while ruffled your hair.

Because of this when you tried to fixing your hair,looked at the boy with dark black hair at the desk next to you

"Aw yn, you just look crazy "

You heard his mocking voice through the wind

"shut up jungkook "

You scolded him

But that didn't stop his laughter

He is your bestfriend. Form the beginning,

For 18 years.

But you started having feelings for him 4 years ago. You didn't care about it in the early days, but by this time your feelings for him had grown a lot

But you pretty sure he doesn't like you. Because You are his best friend, Since 10 years.

When he falls in love with another girl, he tells you first, when he breaks up with another girl, he tells you first and When he spends the night with other girls, he tells you first

You used to hear all this every day. you listened to him no matter how much it make your heart hurt. You were the one who took his letters to her when he liked another girl.

Because you are not selfish.

You sought his happiness with all your heart. No matter how much it hurts

Stopping laughing, jungkook brushed aside the hair that had fallen on to your face.

"ok now.. "He said in a calm tone

"See how you can't do anything without me"

You know how your heart beats even with his little touch. The butterflies in your stomach growns up even moreBut you are so good at not showing your true feelings

"I don't need your help, jungkook"

You said turning face to the window, rolling your eyes

"Oh yn, I was just kidding to make you angry-"

Just then the teacher came so jungkook could not speak. looking at your angry face, he turned his eyes to the teacher.

After while interval came and you looked at jungkook with curious eyes as he left the classroom without saying anything.

Was i showed so much anger?

Saying to yourself you went to your locker and opening it. but Then saw your favorite sweets with a letter.

noticing the handwriting on the letter, you knewwho it was at that moment. With a small smile on your face, you read your friend's apology letter.

always when jungkook got into a fight with you, he finally apologized like this. each every time your school locker or bag was filled with sweet treats along with his letters.

He knew you froget him easily with or without them, but when his heart felt guilty or something , he does this to you

So, like this, you both became friends again and started going to your houses after school as usual.

Jungkook lives next door to you. He was your neighbor and he was living alone in his house.His parents were very wealthy and settled abroad. They really hoped to bring jungkook there after his education

"So.. I told that I like her"

jungkook said as he walked down the road to the house.

"You don't know yn, she's so beautiful.. I think I'm mesmerized by her looks"

He said as hitting a rock on the road

listing to him You took a breath

"jungkook.."

you said looking into his eyes.

"If you really like her just don't cheat on her like you did to. other girls.. Last time Emma came to me and cried a lot..saying that you left her"

You said honestly.

You knew very well that he was cheating on girls and you felt sorry for them

"It is not my problem that they fall in love with me"

Jungkook said without caring voice

"I spent time with them and that was it. You know yn, I like to be with beautiful girls, but not to date or loving.I don't want to lose my freedom because of anyone"

You got angry after hearing his story.You knew this is truth about him. but yet you hated to hear such a story from his own mouth.

"Some people don't love willingly, jungkook.. "

you said looking directly into his eyes

" no matter how much some people don't want to fall in love, but it happened unnoticingly.

It hurts so much when they fall in love with a person they can never get back.. their hearts ache.. that love is soo beautiful yet so sad"

Your eyes were fixed on the blue sky as you said the last sentence.

But not with angry eyes, but with compassionate eyes

"oh my..."

jungkook started to laughing and you looked at him with curious eyes.

"Why are you laughing ?

Jungkook answered your question as he wiped the tears from his eyes

"You are a great joker yn "

You arched an eyebrow at him

"what? "

"I mean, those love stories are nonsense.. Look at me, I have never loved anyone till today..and never will "

He said being proudly about himself

"I wasn't kidding "

You insisted

"Don't take everything as a joke jungkook "

"But I'm telling the truth yn.. "

He looked at you again while light of the evening sky falling on to his honest face

"Only in stories are those absurdities of love, in real life no one wants to be sad for another person. and even if there were sad, it only lasts for a only one month.. When someone else comes, that sadness will just goes away. "

Hearing his words, you took a big breath with sadness in your heart

He does not change, and never will...

You already knew it

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"yo... yn "

jungkook came and snatched the book away from your hand. It was a Wednesday morning and you were in school library, all alone. Reading your favorite book peacefully

But now because of your bestfriend, that peace was gone

"why jungkook?"

You questioned him with a glare

"Don't shout, the librarian will scolds us"

"yn... "He sat in the chair in front of you at the table and said

"please Come to class, I'm bored in there"

You heard his pleading voice and You drew in a breath with a troubled expression

"I can't Jungkook, I want to finish this book "

You told him in serious voice

"Please yn...come to class"he begged

"Ok. Why should I come to class? "you asked again

"Because I miss you "

His petting voice made you smile and jungkook noticed it

"I didn't say anything to make you laugh.. So come to class, because i felt bored"

You rolled your eyes because you couldn't stop laughing.. He looked so cute

Jungkook looked at you expectantly and a smile escaped your lips without you even realizing it.

"yn... " he yelled at you "don't laughing at me"

Because of his damm voice, The librarian throw you guys out of there

"yah jungkook.. Look what you done" you said in annoying tone

"never mind it.. Now come to class room, with me"He said

"no way.. "

"seriously.. Oh look, what i have"He said showing you a book that he hidden in his bag. It was the book you read before

"jungkook.. How-how did you get-"

"if you want this, come with me to classroom "he said while pouting cutely

"fine... I will come with you" you said rolling your eyes smiling at him

So like this, two bestfriends went to their classes happily.

Another six month passed

jungkook didn't change and was the same playboy as he was before.

And no matter how much you hate, your feelings about him didn't changed. But you didn't want to tell him about your feelings and ruin the friendship between you two

It was 3 pm and you were in the classroom. Maths subject was bit difficult for you, so the teacher promised gave you extra school classes in this evening.

So here you was.. In your classroom alone

You already told Jungkook about this because he always being worry when you came late to your home. and he also didn't come to school today because of some illness

You waited in your class for the teacher to come but she didn't come yet.But after a while you saw her running towards the classroom

"Oh, yn..." she said quickly when she saw you

"I'm sorry.. my son is in trouble.. i can't teach you today.."

She looked at your face and said. You realized that she was in a lot of trouble and you felt a sadnes about your teacher.

"It's okay, Mrs. you can go quickly and meet your son.. And Do you want me to help you with something?"

You asked your teacher in respecting voice

"No yn-,oh...wait a minute"

The teacher reached into her bag and searched for something and you looked at it curiously.

"Here it is... "She took a book from her bag and said

"This is your friend jungkook's maths book. He didn't come to school today. So Can you give this to him.. He is your neighbor right?"

You willingly agreed with her

"Yes teacher, I will give it to him "

You said bowing to her

"Thank you very much..yn"

The teacher said that and left quickly while you took the book and went to Jungkook's house immediately

The main door of his house was open and you walked in as usual towards his bed room and stopped near at his door wanting to give him the book

You knocked on his door but got no response. you felt really scared about him so you quickly opened the door of his bedroom

"are you fine... jungkook are you-"

But suddenly your whole body trembled at what you saw.

"I-I'm soo sorry.."

You immediately closed the door of his room and left his house with a face full of shame

What you saw was,

Jungkook was on the bed making out with a blond girl. Both of them were naked and hugging each others bodies tightly.

you were very ashamed to see them. Moreover, when you saw the way they looked at you, you felt that you had done something very low to entering his bedroom without permission.

Like you annoying both of them

.

You felt both shame and sadness.

Lying on your bed, you thought about what you saw...

Yeah, he's not changing

But why are you feeling sad?

You asked yourself

It's because you love him

You could feel the tears welling up in your eyes

You loved neither his image nor his money. You love him, his qualities.. He was the only one who there for you as a true friend, after your grandmother passed away.

you loved him without realizing it.

But now?

Loving him is soo beautiful yet soo sad

It hurts because you love him

Hugging your face on the pillow, you made a decision.

It was to stay away from him.

Avoiding him.

This one-sided love is useless.

The best thing is to be with him as friends.

That day, when the pillow was wet with your tears, you firmly decided this decision.

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ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴅᴇ...

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