Chapter 6

It's our last day of project works.. We decided to finish it up as soon as we can and spend the rest of the days enjoying the vacation.. We decided to meet at our usual place..

I came first and waited for her then  I saw her walking towards me.. Her hair fluttering in the wind shining like golden threads and she walked below the sky filled with bright orange hue.. She looked even more beautiful in that sunset view.. It was perfect a  moment.. Not only for me I think.. Cause another jerk was admiring her beauty like me.. Which I had no idea until he ruined the moment .

It's that damn bastard  Kiel.. I don't know how did he suddenly  popped out like that.. He suddenly appeared in front of her making her stop in surprise and hugged her.. I still remember the  urge I felt to kill him then and there ..

My blood boiled and I am so pissed than I ever had been before... Then it seemed she moved away from him and scolded  him when she walked towards me.. he left the place with a dull face.. Why the fuck he acts like a victim..? That  fucking piece of shit.. My hands itched  to tear him into shreds..  I don't know why.. but I let out  my anger  on her instead...

I don't know why the hell I did something  stupid... But  the  thought of her being with other guy  pissed me off the most.. I don't know why I felt that furious.. But I did...

I felt  like my whole body burning with... Jealousy..?!!! Am I jealous..?!!Why..?  When I realised I was acting stupid and the feeling I am experiencing was  jealousy.. I stormed away leaving her alone... She must be so  pisssed at me... Cause I know I fucked up.. I intended to throw a fit at him.. But I did it to  her instead... I know  I have to ask sorry but before  that I have to clear my head.. So many things are happening at one time in my head.

I Sat  on the rail  over  the han  river   .. I badly wanted to drink but I didn't...i have to clear my mind.. But not like that.. Cabel parked his bike  and  Sat  beside me..

" we are supposed to meet two hours later luu.. Do you miss me that much..? You called me first... Which is already a miracle and told me you want to talk with me... Wow..!! Is the world coming to an end tomorrow..?"

He started  babbling as soon as he Sat down ... I told him everything happened and he listened to me silently..

"  are you an idiot..? Why did you scold her..? "

" haah.. I know I did wrong.. But I don't know why I did that.. "

I said irritated.. I called him to help me not to nag at me..

"  it's obvious luu.. Can't you see why..? "he said with a smirk.

" why..? If i  know the fucking reason.. I wouldn't have called you here in the first place.. "

I told him irritated.

" hahaha..this dummy.. I thought you were a genius.. Look at you.. Why do you think people  get  jealous..?  If  they felt insecure about the person they love leaving  them for other person.. "

he said.  I stared at  him confused and surprised at the same time.. Cause what he said make sense cabel  can also talk with  logic once in a while like this.. He smiled and patted my back.

" you love  her lucas... You love athanasia.. That's why you got so mad when you saw another man hug her in front  of you...so just go.. ask sorry.. I don't know what you do.. Kneel down and beg her.. Or  whatever.. Make her forgive you.. Confess your love..make her your girlfriend and start dating... "

He said and smiled. I stared  at  him confused. I.. I love  her..?

I was so confused and we both got startled by the thunder sound..

" man it seems like  it's gonna pour  heavily.. I gotta go bye lucas... I have to go buy  dinner.. Or else helena won't  let me In.. Let's hang out once our interhsip is over.. Make sure you two become a  couple before that.. Let's go on  a double date... See you.."

he said as he started his bike and went...

Rain..oh shit..!! She is alone in house right..?!!  My legs automatically ran towards my bike and  I started driving back as  fast as I can .. All the confusions I had faded away.. The only thing I had on my mind is

' go home.. She is alone..'  I know it's not like she can't manage without me.. She managed everything on her own.. All this time.. She would cutely cocoon herself inside bedsheets and sit like an abandoned puppy wearing a noise cancellation headphones over her head ..

When I saw her like that I thought she looked cute but then when I heard the reason... I felt a pang in my heart... I won't feel fear or loneliness like her.. I was born that way.. But having a beautiful family and losing everything one day.. The thought of how much lonely and scared she must have been  .. I felt like Something sharp pricked my heart.. I don't want  her to be alone anymore...

When I reached home I ran inside fully wet from the rain and opened the door  and every door was closed..  The loud speaker  is turned on and her playlist  is playing very  loudly.. Loud enough to cover the sound of rain..

I sighed in relief... She don't know it's raining outside.. Wait.. Where is she..?   I rushed to her room and opened the door and saw her drying her hair.. To be exact she stopped drying.. She is holding hair dryer in one hand and sitting on  her dressing table chair looking down.. I went inside and crouched  down before her  taking a good look on her face..

Haah.. Fuck...she must have realised it's raining.. I can hear the sound of raindrops hitting the rooftop sheet from here... I cupped her face and she  looked up at me.. Tears pooled on her eyes ready to fell  down at any moment..

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Athy's P. O. V.

I was in a good mood.. the breeze felt  nice and I saw lucas sitting on our usual  spot waiting for me...he looked even more handsome under the sunset.. His deep red eyes  looked bright in the orange background.. His dark night locks are fluttering in air.. He looked dreamy.. I wanted to ran and hug him tight.   I held my crazy thoughts to myself and walked towards him...

Sometimes things happen just to irritate us.. Like that, ijekeil popped out of nowhere and started talking nonsense.. He said he missed me  and he just  came back from his trip and suddenly hugged me.. I was too shocked to react..

I don't know  why the fuck he was suddenly  talking nonsense  and hugged me like we are lovers.. What made me even more shocked was lucas was staring at us wide eyed... I know we aren't dating or anything  but I got panicked...what if  he get the wrong idea..? 

I don't know  what to do and pushed him away and scolded him.. He suddenly acted like I hurt him.. And I was going crazy.. I wanted to run to lucas.. explain everything.. I know there is  nothing between us.. but I felt the urge to do that..

I can't hear what ijekeil  is telling clearly, my mind went blank from shock.. I walked past him and went to lucas..

When I get  closer to  him. I felt his menacing aura and he was so mad.. As soon as I reached him he started shouting at me.. asking what the fuck is going on..?

Why didn't I slapped him for doing that..? Yeah I know I should have slapped him but I was too shocked because  he is watching..

He went on without a gap or chance for me to explain, left me there alone and walked past me.. I felt so.. So hurt.. What did I do wrong..?

I know I should have  slapped him scolded him for being a nuisance.. But what's with him..? I am not his girlfriend.. we are sharing a house and partners in studies.. I thought of him as my best friend and  Light of my life.

Yeah he is special to me... Then I realised  I don't really know much about him.. May be I was the one  having all these thoughts .. He was just pissed because his enemy hugged me..and I didn't did anything back..

Is that all he think of me..? If he thought of me even as just a friend he would have let me explain right..?

I was so pissed when I came back home I didn't bothered to  open  the windows or  anything..

At that time my mind was darker like the house so  I let it be.. I turned  on the speaker and played my favourite songs on high volume.. I went to kitchen and mixed the dough for cookies...

When I put choco chips I got reminded of him.. How he munch  them with a big smile and say they are so delicious .. I stopped stirring  and sighed.. Why am I thinking about him even while  baking..?

He scolded me.. And  I am mad at him... I won't think about him... I told myself as I filled  the  mold trays with  dough  and placed them  in the oven..

I set the timer and went to take a shower.. I was covered in flour.. When I  came out of the shower I Heard the  sound of thunder and  rain..

I know I will be fine if I put on my headphones and continue my work.. I am better than before.. Cause I am  grown up now..

But the Warmth of his body.. His big hands covering me carefully like I am something precious.. His calming peppermint fragrance.. I missed them.. God..!! Why am I like this..? I am mad at him.. Why am I thinking about him and miss him so badly..?

It's funny.. The thing which bothered me the most are cars and rain but even rain seems  less bothering  to me now...i was about to got up and put on my headphones but he opened my room door with a loud  thud and  I stared at his reflection on the mirror.. he was fully wet..

Did he came back drenched to see me..? My heart fluttered thinking about that but I didn't even looked up... No stop being delusional athy... Don't cry.. May be you  mean  nothing to him..

'What am I to him..?' I badly wanted to know the answer  at that time.. He came and crouched  in front of me and cupped my face.. The tears I tried hard to hold back dripped down.. He stared at me with a worried face...

" are you OK..? I am sorry.. Really really sorry.." he said and sighed.. His voice showed guilt and sadness..

"get out.." I said after trying so  hard not to cry..

"huh..?" he asked looking up at me.

"get out and change your clothes.. First.. Go.." 

I said in a monotone  taking his hands  off  my face. I wanted to shout back at him but I can't.. after looking at his worried face  ... I felt happy  because he came back home  fully drenched  in rain just to make sure I am OK..

All my anger melted down when I saw him panting trying hard to catch his breathe.. Water dripping down from his head he was slightly trembling in cold yet he stared  at me with a sorry face and asked if I was OK..

All kind of emotions rushed throughout my body . I felt happy, overwhelmed touched , sad, mad all at once... He came back after taking a quick shower and changed into his ttacks ..  

His sculpted  body covered by thin white shirt  only buttoned last few  Showing  his bare chest.. His  pendant shined under the dim light  ..  He walked inside my room and stared  at me  for a while.

' when I rushed back to my room I took a quick shower and came back as fast as I can and saw her still sitting on her stool but thank goodness  she stopped  crying..

I felt relaxed after seeing her looking relaxed not even wearing headphones..and luckily  the rain also slowed down.. It's still raining but not heavily so we can't hear it inside the house..

My eyes subconsciously started exploring her.. She was wearing a oversized  knee length white sweater  which slided off from one of  her shoulder  her hair kept in front one sided  showing her nape and her thin gold chain which she always wore on her long slender  neck .. Her long and half dried hair looked beautiful in the dim light..

She looked up at me and her crystal eyes glinted the dim light   and  glittered like precious gems.. She sometimes wore over sized shirt which caught me off guard.. Cause

She look so sexy and her face looked dreamy in the dim light...her sharp nose and thin and plump pink lips.. Wait.. What the fuck am I doing..?!! I didn't come to her room for this.. Come to your senses lucas.. '

(Her room lighting be like)

he thought and walked toward her bed he Sat on the corner of her bed and pulled the stool she was sitting  towards him .

'when I dragged her  towards me .. She didn't said anything and just looked away.. Showing more of her nape and  shoulder..

It's really testing my  patience.. Did she have any idea how sexy she look on this.. What if any other guys see her like this..?  Just the mere thought of it pissed me enough to kill every men looking  at her  '

He thought and sighed he looked up at her and she was staring at him with a blank face.

"I am sorry.. I shouldn't have let my anger out on you.. I got so pissed when I saw him hugging you that I lost my mind.. I am really sorry.. Just scold me, shout at me, if you want ,hit me how much you want.. Just talk with me please.. Hmm..?  Athanasia.. "

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Athy's P. O. V.

he said in a soft voice with puppy eyes.. How can I scold you if look at  me like this...I let out  a deep sigh and looked straight  in his eyes.

" hmm.. So you know you did wrong.. If you shout at me like this without hearing what I have to say again.. I swear I won't talk to you again ever.." I said  and he nodded a yes.

"yeah I am wrong.. I am sorry.. And I won't do it again.. I promise.." he said and I showed  my pinky finger  to him. He chuckled and locked his pinky with mine.

" hmm.. Pinky promise.. I won't shout at you again.. If something happen let's hear out each other and solve things.. " he said and I nodded my head smiling.

" why did you came back drenched..? You should have just wait until the rain is over.."

"  I just want to make sure you are OK.. "

he said  caressing  my face smiling.. Bathump... Bathump.... My heart beated  like crazy.. His deep red eyes reflected the dim light and they  were glowing  like fire balls.. He is  so handsome  that I can't take my eyes off him... Damn it.. My face would have been red by now.. Let's change the topic.. What to do..? While I was deep in thoughts.. my eyes landed on the hair dryer.

" I will dry your hair.."

I said as I turned my focus on his hair.. It's so soft that I started playing with it.. He pulled me towards him as usual his strong hands made me  sit  on his lap in a single pull ..  seriously.. My heart was about to came out my chest. It's beating  like crazy..

I turned off the dryer in case I would burn his hair.. Cause  I am malfunctioning right now .. I placed the dryer  beside me and looked down to meet his eyes.. He is staring at me.. Deeply digging a hole inside me..

" you won't ask me why I was mad..?"

he asked in a honey dripping voice.. God..!! what's wrong with him today..?!!

" yeah.. I wanted to.. Why did you overact like that..?  You didn't even let me explain.. That's not at all like you.."

I asked and he stared me.. There is something different in him today.. It's the way he look at me..how do I put it..? His eyes are more seducing..?!! Like it holds desire and determination at the same time it holds  love..?!!!I can't be sure what's that..but  I am sure  he is messing with my heart... Please show mercy lucas.. My poor heart..

"I was jealous.. So jealous that I wanted to kill  him the moment he hugged you..I never got this pissed in my whole life.."

he said. I felt buttrefiles in my stomach..

"wha.. Why ..?"  I stuttered.. I felt like melting  from his stare  ..

" athanasia.. I love you.. I love you so much that I got so  pissed  if   any another guy approach you.. Or even stare at you.. I can't live without you by my side...

I love you when you talk and beam like a sunshine.. I love you when you act childish and pout.. I love you when you bake with love in your eyes..

I love you when you call my name.. Hold my hand.. Dry my hair.. Give me cookies.. When you nag at  me... When you are mad at me.. I love everything about you... So be my girlfriend.. Let's date.. "

He said and I was shocked.. I can't explain how I felt in words .. A huge wave of happiness washed over me.. That I  started shedding  happy tears..

That dummy thought I was crying and his face went from charming to worried real quick..

I chuckled at how cute he was and hugged him tight.. Then I parted away and looked straight at His eyes..

"hmm.. I love you too.. I love your deep red roses like eyes.. Which show so many emotions.. I love how you always make me feel safe.. I love how your  hugs are so warm  .. I love your smile it's    beautiful than anything else in the world ..

I love how you always wear smug face.. You are annoying and cocky but I love that too .. I love how you look cute when you happily munch the cookies I made ..

I love how you  always make sure I am OK and make me feel better.. I love you when you are there for me  like this.. whenever I feel lonely...

Getting to know  you was the best thing happened in my life lucas.. I love you so much... "

I poured out everything I wanted to tell him.. Everything that came to my mind whenever I think about him...

He stared at me surprised for a moment then gave me  his  brightest smile I Have ever seen.. And that's it.. Goodbye world I think I am  Gonna Die from arrhythmia..he hugged me tight and we relished the warmth of each other.

He parted from the hug and  stared at me with love.. Our faces are inch apart. His eyes drifted from my eyes to my lips..

"can I..?"

He asked in a low husky voice and God..!! It's so seducing...i slowly nodded a yes and he leaned closer filling that  one inch gap between us and kissed me on the lips... His lips are soft and warm... He  tightened his grip around my hip and deepened the kiss..

I felt an  electrifying sensation  spreading every nook and corner of my body.. He devoured my lips.. He slid his tongue inside and it was a damn smooth move ... He moved his hand from my chin to my shoulder then lowered it further down.. Everywhere he touched I felt hot.. He moved his lips to my neck behind my ear..

Then he slid further down and my whole body was on  fire when he left a hickey on my shoulder .. a moan  left my mouth and he give a satisfied smirk..he continued to kiss me everywhere while   his other  hand slid inside my sweater .. He made me lie down on the bed and continued to taste every inch of my body..

- - - - - - - Lucas P. O. V.

Morning sun light up the room... When I  slowly  opened my eyes   and  shrinked them trying to adjust the sudden brightness.. I looked down to see her sleeping peacefully hugging me..

I covered her porcelain skin shining under the sunlight with blanket .. Her hair was everywhere glowing on the sunlight.. She looked ethereal..how can someone be this beautiful..? Is she even real..?

I can't believe she is my girlfriend now .. Her confession last night  echoed  in  my ears and I can't control my smile...

Thank  you.. For coming into my life and become my life now... I kissed  her forehead and she snuggled into my neck hugging me even  more . I can feel her breath hot on my neck... I wish I will wake up looking into your face everyday for the rest of my life.

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