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raelyn "baby!" i groaned and rubbed my face. "let me shit in peace please"

"you know i'm clingy" billie sent me a look.

"yeah just wait outside the door or some shit" i shrugged. "you don't have to sit on my sink in here with me"

"yes i do" she shook her head. "i have too or else i'll die when i'm away from you"

"oh god" i sighed. "i can't shit if you're watching me baby"

"i'll close my eyes" billie smiled while doing so. "how i do sometimes"

"billie" i sent her a look. "for the love of god, please let me shit alone. go sit down in the living room, i'll come when i'm done"

"fine" she mumbled while getting down from the sink and closed the door.

finally

i did my business and walked into the living room when i finished. i saw billie sitting on the couch with bubba laying on her lap.

billie looked up at me and smiled. "the fact that we're wearing matching pajamas that your mom got us is funny to me" she giggled when i sat down. "at six o'clock on a saturday"

"yeah it is kinda funny" i chuckled. "it's cute though"

"yeah" billie smiled at me and held her arms out. "come here"

i smacked bubbas butt so she can move away from billie. i then scooted closer to her and laid my head on her chest while she wrapped an arm around me.

"i'm gonna take a nap" i mumbled while laying my head on her lap.

"why do you always take naps?" billie chuckled at me. "even after you shit or after we finish having sex. well, i get why after sex, but why?"

"because i can" i grumbled. "i'm gonna sleep"

she leaned down and kissed my cheek. "have a nice nap" billie told me with a cute smile on her face. "i love you"

"i love you" i said while closing my eyes. "goodnight"

i fell asleep for an hour or two and woke up a bit grumpy. i had a dream with billie in it and now i just wanna punch her.

"i'm gonna assume you didn't like your nap?" billie made a face. "i don't know why you're grumpy as fuck right now"

"shut up" i mumbled while sitting up.

"damn" she chuckled. "what got you so irritated?"

"because" i smacked her thigh. "you died three fucking times in my apocalypse dream cause you don't fucking listen!"

"what the fuck?" billie cackled while throwing her head back. "is that- you're seriously mad because of that?"

"yes!" i huffed. "i told you that there were fucking zombies flying around outside, but you happily went out and got ate by them! and the other time your dumbass thought it would be a good idea to- godddd i'm so irritated"

"well it's just a dream babe" she giggled while rubbing my thigh.

"you died three times in it" i sent her a look. "just cause you won't listen"

"shhh, calm down" she cupped my cheek. "if a zombie apocalypse does happen, i promise you i won't be an idiot"

"you'd die right away" i mumbled and leaned onto her.

"chill" billie told me while she laughed. "stop being upset over a dream because i was being a dumbass"

"yeah whatever" i mumbled onto her shoulder.

i was gonna say something else, but my phone started dinging. "who is it?" billie asked me while i grabbed my phone.

"it's ty" i told her while opening my messages. "she wants to know if we wanna go to a party"

"do you wanna go?" billie looked at me with her eyebrows raised up.

"do you?" i giggled.

"i meannn" she looked to the side and smiled.

"so thats a yes" i nodded while patting her chest. "alright let's change"

"you wouldn't wanna go in our matching pajamas?" billie asked me with a small pout on her face as we walked to my room.

"do you want too?" i raised a brow at her.

"that's why i'm asking" she giggled while plopping down onto my bed.

"mmmm" i made a face and looked at her. "not really, we both should look hot so all eyes can be on us, don't you think?"

"technically" she poked me. "they already are. we got bitches watching us and see if we dating and shit"

"true" i chuckled. "but let's change and when we get back we can put them on again and sleep"

"okay" billie nodded happily.

we both changed and got ready for the party.

apparently it was a 'pretty big one' and it's hosted by some kid at my school. tycee sent me their address and she told me she was already going there with maeve and our other friends.

"are you ready?" i asked billie while i grabbed my keys and she nodded.

we walked outside to my car and got in.

billie turned to me and looked at me seriously.

"what?" i made a face as i started to drive to the house.

"this is our perfect moment to make out in front of them" she smirked.

"wait- yes! we definitely are!" i gasped.

"i'm talking about full on making out babe" billie told me while moving her hands around. "like i grab your ass and shit you choking me and shit"

"yeah" i chuckled. "we are, you should invite your friends too"

"that's what i'm doing right now" she told me while texting her friends on her phone. "i'm telling drew and zoe right now"

i let out a small chuckle and kept on driving to the place.

i got there in a couple minutes and saw that there were a lot of cars outside already. i sent tycee a text saying that i had just got here.

billie walked closely next to me as we entered the house. i grabbed her hand and led her through the crowds of people.

i found tycee and maeve outside in the backyard with dante and zeke.

"raelyn!" maeve squealed when she saw me.

i let go of billies hand and hugged her. "hey guys" i waved at them and stood next to billie again.

they all said hi to her and resumed back to the conversation they were having before we got here.

i honestly didn't care what they were talking about because i was too busy staring at billie who was too busy staring at her phone.

"what are you doing?" i giggled when she put her phone back in her pocket.

"oh sorry" she laughed shyly. "i was just telling drew and zoe where we are"

"okay" i smiled at and leaned my head on her shoulder.

i saw maeve side eye us with a small smirk on her face.

"look at this bitch" i whispered in billies ear. "imagine how they'll act when we make out in front of them"

"they're gonna freak" billie chuckled while wrapping an arm around me.

we all stayed outside for a few and continued talking until billies friends got here. zeke and dante immediately hit on them and that was funny to watch.

drew and zoe just kept laughing at their horrible jokes that weren't even funny.

honestly, i would too.

if i had two guys come up to me and flirt and crack a joke that's not even funny, i would laugh right in their face because they're just embarrassing themselves at that point.

that's exactly what zeke and dante are doing.

fucking idiots

we all went inside and got some drinks.

billie saw people playing pong and she wanted to play. the people who were playing there left so it was us two against tycee and maeve.

"are they good" billie whispered in my ear while tycee got ready to throw the ball.

"tys pretty good" i told her. "mae on the other hand... she's okay"

"you know i can hear you right?" maeve sent me a look.

"shit my bad" i giggled while grabbing the ball. "you guys are gonna lose"

"shut up" tycee made a face and playfully rolled her eyes.

i threw the ball and made it into the cup. maeve went next and she completely missed it. billie then grabbed the ball and tossed it in her hand.

"you're good at this right?" i raised a brow up and she made a face.

"somewhat" she mumbled while aiming the ball.

she threw it and it bounced right off the cup.

i let out a deep sigh and watched tycee make it in when she threw the ball. this is gonna be one long game with two shitty people with bad aim.

mae and ty ended up winning that game.

i didn't really care because i'm a bit tipsy now and i got to play something with billie.

she sucked at beer pong actually, i thought she was gonna be good.

i mean, she's good at other things so i guess that's alright.

after that, we all found a chill spot to hang and sit around. i was chilling on the couch with billie right next to me and our friends were either standing around or sitting down.

billie had her arm wrapped around me the whole time.

they were all talking about random things that i could care less about it. i turned my head to billie and smiled at her.

"what raelyn?" she blushed.

"you look so cool" i told her while i poked her dimple.

"you always look so cool" billie smiled at me.

"y'all are so weird" tycee said from across us. "like date already bro!"

"yeah you should!" maeve and drew agreed with her. "you weirdos, just date!"

"you calling us weird?" billie raised a brow up at them. "are you really?"

"yes" tycee nodded while looking at us. "you guys are very weird for not dating"

"oh, so we're weird now?" i laughed while straddling billies lap and grabbed her face. "fuck yall"

i leaned in and pressed my lips against hers.

we started making out and heard our friends gasp as we did. billies hands made their way down to my ass and squeezed me.

i had one hand on her jaw while the other was around her throat squeezing lightly.

"holy shit!" i heard maeve scream. "holy shit! do you see them???"

"they're kissing!" drew gasped.

billie and i made out for a few more seconds and pulled away. i slid off her lap and leaned my head on her shoulder as our friends stared at us in shock.

"i think you got some on your lip" i grabbed billies jaw and swiped my thumb over her bottom lip. "i got it"

"thanks" she giggled.

"you guys just-" tycee stared at us with her mouth ajar.

"they fucking kissed" zoe said while looking at everyone. "you all saw that right?"

all our friends nodded and kept saying things to us. they all looked so shocked it was actually funny to see their reactions.

i'm surprised they didn't say anything like 'you two are definitely dating' which is kinda odd to not hear from them after what we just did.

i wonder how they feel when they see two people that they ship together make out right in front of them.

it must be a crazy feeling.

after the excitement died down, they all went back to having random conversations with one another.

billie and i were still sitting on the couch.

i had my legs over her lap while she had her arm around me still. i love how we're being more touchy in public though, i love it.

i saw maeve come up to us and smile.

"what's up mae?" i looked at her while leaning my head onto billie.

"be honest with me rae" she chuckled while looking at billie and i. "what are you guys, really?"

"we're just friends" billie said while bringing me closer to her.

"yeah" i nodded and smiled at maeve as i squished billies cheeks with my hand. "we're just friends"

"really?" mae made a face. "after all this time you guys remained as friends?"

"yup" billie nodded happily. "we're just friends maeve"

she let out a huff and turned around to leave us alone.

billie and i both looked at each other and started giggling our asses off while leaning into each other. i looked into her eyes a placed a sweet kiss on the side of her lips.

"you look so cool" she told me while leaning in to kiss me again.

"you always look so cool" i pouted as we both admired each other with lovesick eyes.

if only you knew

fin.