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raelyn "bubba wants a cookie" billie pointed at the dog. "and pepper too"

"does zeus want one also?" i rolled my eyes while we walked to the treats section.

"he told me yes" she smirked at me. "don't these cookies look like actual human cookies that you can eat?"

"maddy made me eat on before" i shrugged. "it tasted like absolute shit!"

"i didn't ask" billie giggled and i just glared at her.

we went to the pet store with our dogs because we wanted to go out. billie thought it would be a good idea to bring them with us and go to the park.

she wanted to have a little picnic today.

we made a stop at the pet store first though. i really don't know what's billies obsession on going here. she always buys random things and treats for the dogs.

i grabbed a couple of cookies and bought them for the dogs. we then walked outside and entered my car with the dogs.

i was scared bubba a pepper weren't gonna get along, but surprisingly they are.

you can also see how different their personalities are.

bubba is the annoying hyper one, pepper is the one the growls at everything but is super sweet, and zeus is just lazy and laid back.

when we arrived at the park, i had to handle all three dogs while billie just had our basket full of food and a blanket.

i almost got dragged though because all three of them saw some shit zoom by and they wanted to chase after it.

billie found a cute spot under some shade and placed the blanket down on the grass. she then took out the food in the basket and organized it in front of us.

"did i tell you that you look cute today?" i smiled at billie while i leaned on my hand.

"bitch i look hot!" she made a face. "the fuck?"

"shut up" i giggled as i playfully smacked her. "no but really though, there's something about you that you look extra cute, pretty, hot, that kinda stuff"

"okay now give me head" billie looked at me seriously after she finished putting our food out.

i made a face and then she just bursted out laughing. "i'm just playing" she giggled. "thank you baby"

"i was about to smack you" i chuckled while laying my head on her lap. "cant say no compliment without you being weird"

"how am i being weird?" billie looked down at me while brushing my hair back.

"you just are" i giggled while i brought a hand up to her face and squished her.

"then thats makes you weird by association" she smirked at me. "we're both weird"

i let out a small chuckle and closed my eyes.

the dogs were laying down next to each other. billie was playing with my hair for a few and then she patted my stomach.

"let's eat!" she said happily. "i brought chocolate covered strawberries by the way"

"really?" i gasped as i sat up. "oh my god"

"we're gonna be corny and feed them to each other" she smiled at me. "but let's eat our food first"

billie brought a bag of chips, some sandwiches her mom made, some fruit, cookies that she made, and other things.

we ended up giving bubba, pepper, and zeus their own cookies while we ate.

"eat it" billie nodded her head at me. "i doesn't look like it tastes bad"

"i literally told you maddy made me eat one and it tasted like shit" i sent her a look. "how about you try it"

"okay" she shrugged. "it can't be that bad right?"

she grabbed a dog cookie from the bag and sniffed it first. "i meann, it doesn't really smell like anything?" she said and licked it a little. "the 'frosting' tastes kinda good..."

"take a bite out of it" i giggled.

"ew what the fuck!" billie spit it out and made a disgusted face. "shit tastes like ass! and it's so fucking dry!"

"just because it looks good doesn't mean it'll taste good" i sent her a pointed look. "you idiot"

"shut up" she smacked my thigh and laughed.

we ate our food while we looked out in front of us. the dogs were all chilling and enjoying their time outside.

"okay" i laughed as i held a chocolate covered strawberry against her lips. "bite it"

the both of us fed each other the strawberry. billie started panicking because a piece of chocolate fell down and bubba ate it.

"why did you do that?" she grabbed the dogs face. "you're gonna die!"

"she's gonna be fine" i chuckled while rubbing her thigh. "bubbas not gonna die"

"chocolate is bad for dogs baby" billie sent me a look. "she's gonna die!"

"a small piece of chocolate won't kill her" i snorted. "she's gonna be okay my love"

"if she dies i'm blaming it on you"she mumbled while she kissed bubbas nose. "poor baby"

"she's fineeee!" i rolled my eyes and giggled. "bubs is gonna be fine!"

"she better" billie told me. "i will hurt you if she dies"

"be quiet" i playfully scoffed.

"i just had the best idea ever" billie bit her lip and smiled at me.

"what is it?" i asked her.

"what if" she smirked at me. "what if we get matching fitted caps?"

"fitted caps?" i raised a brow up.

"yes" she nodded. "and we can get our initials or some shit engraved on it too"

"wait- thats kinda cute" i smiled at her. "why do you want caps though?"

"so we can be swag" she sent me a look while she laid her head on my lap. "duh"

"are you being serious?" i chuckled while my finger traced her face.

"very serious" she nodded. "we should go right now"

"for real?" i made a face.

"yes!" billie chuckled at me. "let's go!"

we finished up our picnic and dropped off the dogs at our homes. billie and i then went to the mall to get our fitted caps or whatever the hell she wants to do.

"are you gonna wear the cap?" i raised a brow at billie while we were looking at all of them. "wait- do you even like baseball or some shit?"

"ummm" she made a face and giggled nervously. "yeah..?"

"what team did i tell you was my favorite" i crossed my arms while i looked at her.

"yankees" billie said happily and my mouth dropped.

"are you j-"

"i'm just playinggg" she cut me off. "your favorite team is the dodgers, la dodgers"

"okay" i narrowed my eyes at her. "thought you actually forgot"

"i'd get an la one just for you" she shrugged while taking a look at all the la dodgers caps.

"really?" i jutted my lip out.

"yeah" she shrugged again. "i really don't give a shit about baseball, but i'd love to have a matching cap with you"

i placed my hand on her cheek and rubbed my thumb side to side against her skin. "you're the sweetest" i pouted.

"what color do you want then?" billie asked me. "there's a shit ton of caps with different designs"

"we're not gonna get the basic blue" i shook my head and grabbed one. "i'm loving this green one, it's like a olive color"

"yeah i like it" billie told me and grabbed two more caps to show me. "there's this really cool red one with a pink brim and a black one with a baby blue brim"

"wait the olive color one has a pink brim too!" i gasped when i flipped it over. "oh my god, there's so many to choose from"

"i'd be fine with whichever color you pick" she said while looking at the three caps we have.

it took a long time to decide, but billie and i both chose a beige color one with a baby pink brim.

we then got our names embroidered in with a pretty font and a cute little heart next to it.

not gonna lie, shit was expensive but i think it's worth it.

we walked out the mall with our caps and went back to my car. when we got in we looked at them and put them on.

"turn your head" i giggled while making her turn.

i ran my finger over the spot my name was embroidered in and looked at her while she put it back so the brim was facing backwards.

"i look super swag now" billie made a fuck boy face.

"be quiet" i pushed her head and laughed.

"i literally have your name sewed into this shit" she said while looking in the mirror. "and you have mine sewn into yours with a little heart just like me"

"we are really corny teenagers that are in love" i chuckled while flipping my hat back like billies has hers. "we do look swag though"

"very swag" she smirked and took her phone out. "let's take a picture"

she took a silly photo of the both of us making a face and made it her lock screen because we 'look super swag' as she says.

"i'm never taking this hat off" billie said while i started driving. "i'm just playing, but i'm gonna wear it every time we go out. you better wear it too!"

"i ammm" i giggled. "we're going to your place for the night. you've been at mine for too long"

"okay" she nodded and smirked. "i can teach you how to play guitar and piano again"

"i'm gonna cry again" i sent her a look.

we arrived at her place and walked inside with our caps on. finneas noticed and told us we look like dorks with them.

billie walked up to him in a funny way.

she was walking like a wannabe gangster while making her voice deep. "what you say bitch?" she looked up at him.

finneas bursted out laughing and pushed her away.

"you're just mad cause we're so swag" she turned her head away from him and wrapped her arms around me. "we even got our names stitched in pink, see"

"and you say you guys wanna keep your relationship lowkey" he laughed while looking at our caps. "you guys literally have matching everything and people still think you're just friends?"

"our friends are very oblivious" i chuckled while grabbing billies hat and put it on forwards on her head.

"so what if they see raelyn wearing that cap and they see 'billie <3' stitched onto it" he sent us a look. "your friends are definitely gonna you two are finally dating"

"who said we were gonna wear our hats around them?" billie scoffed. "if they find out, they find out. no big deal honestly"

"yeah" i nodded.

"i'm gonna teach rae how to play guitar and piano" billie dragged me to her room. "if you hear crying or whatever, don't worry about it"

"uh-" finneas made a face as we left to go to her room.

billie closed her door and grabbed her guitar. she sat crisscross and patted on her lap. "come here baby" she told me cutely.

i sat on her lap with my back against her front and she placed the guitar in front of me.

"okay" she told me while grabbing my hands and placing them on the guitar. "your hands go here"

i kinda struggled but then i managed to press my fingers on the chords to make a random note she tired teaching me the last time.

"there you go!" billie looked at me and smiled. "see, you're getting it"

"i haven't cried yet!" i giggled while leaning my face closer to her.

after a couple of minutes of her trying to teach me an 'easy' song, i got frustrated and almost started crying.

i fucking jinxed it omfg

"how about i play the strings while you finger the chords?" she told me softly. "would that seem easier for you?"

"i hope" i mumbled.

i fingered the first chord correctly when we started playing, but then i started having trouble trying to get the second note.

billie noticed and stopped playing to help me and then she continued playing while her hand helped me press on the chords right.

"you're getting it" billie smiled at me. "you're doing good today, you haven't cried yet"

"stop" i laughed while leaning back which caused us to fall.

i moved her guitar out of the way and rolled over so i was facing her side profile. "teach me how to play the piano tomorrow" i poked her dimple. "because if you do it right now, i might actually cry"

"yeah okay" billie giggled while she rolled on her side.

i wrapped my arms around her neck and nuzzled my face against her chest.

"i love you" she told me as she kissed the top of my head.

"i love you" i mumbled into her boobs. "your tits are literal heaven"

"i'd say the same for yours" billie giggled while she ran her fingers through my hair and played with it. "i'm the happiest i've ever been"

"really?" i asked with my eyes closed.

"yeah" she nodded. "you make life happy for me"

"ill try my best to keep you like that forever" i told her while i yawned a little bit. "i wanna make you happy"

"please do so" she giggled and squeezed my tightly. "oh fuck- wait a second"

"why?" i whined when she got up and left me alone in her bed.

"i think eating those dog cookies upset my stomach" billie looked uncomfortable. "give me a few minutes"

i let out a small chuckle and nodded my head.

"shit quickly!" i shouted when she walked into the bathroom.

she flipped me off and shut the door close.

after a couple of minutes, billie finally comes out while clutching onto her stomach. she got back in bed and snuggled into my side.

"i shouldn't haven eaten that damn cookie" she whimpered.

"you're such a baby" i chuckled while slipping my hand under her shirt to rub her stomach.

"call me my love and that'll probably make me feel better" she joked while placing her hand over mine.

"my loveee" i smiled as i kept rubbing her stomach. "does that make you feel any better?"

"fuck no" billie whimpered quietly. "but i just love it when you call me that"

"you were so swag earlier" i snickered at her. "what happened to your swag?"

"those damn cookies happened" she mumbled out and groaned. "fuck those cookies. they tasted like shit. they were dry as fuck too, how do dogs even enjoy eating that kinda stuff?"

"that cookie really fucked you up huh?" i giggled while i kept on rubbing her stomach.

i actually do feel kinda bad her stomachs hurting to be honest, but that's what she gets for being dumb and thinking everything tastes good.

"be quiet" billie whined. "all i wanted to know was how they taste since they look just like a regular cookie..."

i let out a small chuckle and continued rubbing her stomach. billie ended up falling asleep, so i just messed around on my phone.

i put it down and stared at her face as she slept.

she looks so peaceful and pretty... like a literal angel. billies the sweetest thing on earth and i'm lucky to even call her (secretly) mine honestly.

i'm so in love with her it's crazy

but will our friends ever find out we're together?

mmm, maybe or maybe not.

it all depends really.