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Yoongi laid in his bed, thinking about the situation that just occurred three hours ago with Jimin.

3 hours ago....

"Hey, Yoongichi, you okay?" Jimin rubbed his hand on Yoongi's back.

"Not right now..." Yoongi sternly responded.

Jimin was concerned about Yoongi, he knew that Jin was on his mind, if only Jimin could just replace Yoongi's memories....

"You want to go get some food?" Jimin cutely asked.

"Im not in a mood." Yoongi muttered.

"Then how about we-"

"Can you just leave me alone for awhile." Yoongi demanded. Jimin clamped his lips in fear.

Jimin got up and ran out of the room. Jimin sighed, if only Yoongi would talk to him. He's tried everything to get to Yoongi. But nothing works... it's like he's got more depressed than before. Jimin looked through the kitchen cabinets and found a can of soup. He didn't know much about cooking so he just decided to make Yoongi some soup.

After Jimin spent a long time in the kitchen, he finally went upstairs to arrive with Yoongi's food. Yoongi was laying in bed with the covers over him.

"I made you some soup." Jimin sweetly said. Yoongi laid there in silence. He didn't bother to turn to Jimin. Jimin laid the soup on the night stand. He sat on the corner of the bed, staring at Yoongi.

"Are you okay?" Jimin asked. Yoongi stayed silent.

"Yoongi, tell me what's wrong?" Jimin asked. Still, no response.

Jimin sighed and decided to lay in bed with Yoongi. He stared at Yoongi's forcefully shut eyes.

"You need to tell me what's bothering you so I can help you babe." Jimin said. Yoongi groaned and turned away from Jimin, facing his back towards Jimin. Jimin hugged Yoongi from behind but Yoongi nudged Jimin, giving him a signal to get off of him. Jimin sigh again and kept his distance away from Yoongi.

Jimin noticed Yoongi was covering his hands in the blanket, he didn't know what was in there. Jimin pulled down the blanket, revealing Yoongi clenching his fist as a golden piece of chain stuck out of his fist. Jimin was curious as to what Yoongi was clutching in his hands. Was it for him?

"Yoongichi, what's that chain in your hand? Is it a present for me? " Jimin sweetly asked. Yoongi's eyes shot open, he realized that part of the necklace was sticking out. Yoongi got up and stuffed the necklace in his pockets.

"It's nothing... just leave me alone..." Yoongi said.

"No, I want to know what that golden thing is." Jimin demanded. He grabbed the chain out of Yoongi's pocket and stared at the half heart necklace.

"A friendship necklace?" Jimin said

"Give it back!" Yoongi demanded as he tried to grab the necklace from Jimin.

"Where's the other half of the heart?" Jimin asked in curiosity.

"Just! Give it to me!" Yoongi forcefully took it out of Jimin's hands. Jimin was surprised by how much Yoongi was protecting that necklace... it made him think.... who did have the other half of the heart.

"Yoongi... atleast tell me where the other part of the necklace is..."

"I lost it.... that's what happened..."  Yoongi sternly said

"How did you lose it?" Jimin asked.

"I pushed it away from me when I should've trusted him more..."

Jimin's eyes widened at what Yoongi said.

"Him? What do you mean?" Jimin growled.

"It's... it's really nothing now...." Yoongi said. Jimin squinted his eyes at Yoongi.

"Are you thinking about that Orc again?! Didn't I tell you how much he hurted me?!" Jimin said.

"Can you just, leave for just an hour or two?" Yoongi growled. Jimin got up in anger.

"I thought we agreed on you never liking him again?! What happen to being with me and forgetting him?!" Jimin shouted. Yoongi stared down at the ground, the truth was... Yoongi never really had feelings for Jimin.

It was more like he used him for relieving stress... to replace Jin in the time being.

"Hey! Don't just look down! Atleast say something!" Jimin spat. Yoongi looked back up at Jimin, he took a deep breath in and finally spoke.

"You need to get out of my house." Yoongi demanded. Jimin's eyes widened in surprise. He didn't know if Yoongi meant it or not.

"Are you serious?!" Jimin mocked.

"Yes, I am." Yoongi snapped.

"Pfft, let me guess, you're going to try to go back to that whore. The whore who caused me to be in the hospital. The whore who kissed another man in front of you. Wow, real smart Min Yoongi." Jimin grabbed his things and headed out the door. He had a plan for what he was going to do. If Namjoon couldn't do it, then he will...

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Yoongi laid in bed, thinking about Jin, thinking about how fucking fucked up he was for calling Jin out in front of class. Yoongi checked the time on his phone. It read 4:45am. Yoongi sighed and slammed back into bed. He clenched the necklace close to him, all Yoongi wanted is Jin, and if he couldn't have him. Then he would want to be dead.

Yoongi tossed and turned in his bed, he looked at the time again. 5:15am. Yoongi went on Google and checked what time the bus stop Jin takes goes to school. It was supposedly 6:35am. Yoongi groaned out of bed and headed to the shower and brush his teeth.

Once Yoongi was done taking a shower and making himself smell good. He looked at the clock again. 5:37am. He looked through his closet and wore a black long sleeve shirt with a dull green coat and black ripped jeans with black timberlands. And most importantly, the necklace. Yoongi threw aside his beanie and decided not to wear it. He looked at the clock again. 5:58 am. Just enough time to walk all the way to Jin's bus stop.

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After 30 minutes of speed walking, Yoongi finally reached Jin's bus stop. He looked at the time. 6:28am. Anytime, Jin would walk down that street. Yoongi stood there patiently, looking around for Jin. Finally, he spotted him.....

Jin was wearing a black baseball cap with a black mask that covers his face. He had a black sweater on, everything was black and Yoongi felt like Jin was becoming more Gothic then pastely. Jin was texting J hope on his phone, so he didn't really bother to look up. Jin reached the Bus stop and stood by Yoongi without even realizing it was him.

Yoongi stared at Jin awkwardly, he really didn't prepare himself at all. However, it was weird that Jin was just on his phone. Yoongi thought that he would be mad or upset about yesterday. Finally Jin stuffed his phone in his pocket and finally realized. His eyes widened and he quickly turned his head away from Yoongi. Jin didn't know what to say or do. Neither did Yoongi.

Jin clenched his hands nervously. He felt like running  back home and ditching school. Yoongi ran his fingers through his hair, he stared at how frozen Jin stood there. Yoongi took a deep breath in and came up with the most common question to start a conversation.

"How was your morning?" Yoongi softly asked. Jin turned his head with wide eyes. Although Yoongi couldn't see half of his face with the mask on, he had his mouth slightly open due to anxiety.

"It was fine." Jin nervously answered.

"That's good." Yoongi replied normally.

"Ho-how was your morning?" Jin quickly asked. Yoongi licked his lips and stared into Jin's eyes.

"To be honest, it was terrible, but now it's going good." Yoongi said with a nod. Jin really wished he stayed home.

"Why is that?" Jin quickly asked again.

"Huh?"

"I asked why is that? " Jin nervously said.

"It's a lot to sa-oh, the bus is coming near." Yoongi said. Jin looked passed Yoongi and saw his bus coming. Jin looked back at Yoongi, but once Yoongi turned to look at him, he quickly turned his head away and acted like he was staring at mid air.

The bus parked and the doors opened. Jin got on and Yoongi followed, Jin turned to Yoongi with wide eyes.

"You're riding the bus with me?...." Jin nervously asked.

"Yeah, I have to go to school too Jin." Yoongi replied.

Jin slowly turned his head away from Yoongi, he was trying to think of an excuse to make Yoongi not want to ride the bus, but he didn't know what to do. He sighed and continued to proceed walking to his seat. Of course, Yoongi sat next to him. Which made Jin very uncomfortable.

Yoongi played it cool, he knew Jin, so there was nothing to be afraid of, right? Jin looked over at Yoongi when he wasn't looking, he noticed he was wearing his necklace... Jin turned away from Yoongi and looked out the window, they were still pretty far. If only Jin decided to walk to school, he didn't care if it was a 45 minute walk at this moment.

Jin clenched his arms close to him, he kept his distance away from Yoongi, it made him anxious that Yoongi might be staring at him while he was looking out the window. Jin tried to play it cool, Jin opened his bag and grabbed his phone. Yoongi noticed but decided not to go into his business at all.

Jin started texting J hope again.

Hey, hobi, do you think you can stop a bus- Jin.

Typing....

Yeah, just say "Stop the bus" to the bus driver - J hope.

"No, what I mean is if you can stop the bus? Like pick me up right now- Jin.

Hyung, I'm not superman, and I'm not sure where this conversation is going? - J hope

Can't you pull up in your car and asked the bus driver to stop?!- Jin.

No? That sounds like I'm about to rob a damn bus station for on 20 bucks?! - J hope.

Well, can you atleast tryyy?! -Jin.

I'm at school already. School is about to start in 10 minutes  - J hope.

Jin sighed and stuffed his phone back into his backpack. He looked out the window and noticed that they were getting closer to the school. Which made Jin happy but not really... Yoongi is in his every ckass, there's really no way out of this.

Yoongi was sitting there for about 5 minutes watching Jin on his phone, he was curious as to who he was texting but he didn't want to pull on Jin's trigger. So he kept his distance. Jin finally put his phone back into his back pack. Yoongi nervously bit his lips while staring at Jin.

"Why did you wear a mask today?" Yoongi asked in curiosity.

Jin turned to face him, he looked down at frowned, although Yoongi couldn't see this frown due to the mask.

"Because... I just... felt like it...." Jin wasn't telling the truth at all. He knew Yoongi saw a big change in his fashion, although Jin loves his light colored sweaters and dress pants, he was anxious about the rumors of him. He didn't want anyone to recognized him at all. So that's why he wore all black, a hat, and a mask.

"You shouldn't cover your face." Yoongi said. Jin looked back at Yoongi with big eyes.

"I like it covered... atleast I could hide away." Jin said. Making Yoongi realize the real reason Jin wore this type of fashion.

The bus finally stopped at school, Yoongi got up but stood to the side so that Jin could get out first, Jin noticed and looked at Yoongi with confusion.

"After you." Yoongi said. Jin bowed, which made Yoongi feel like not special at all, Jin made his way out of the bus with Yoongi behind him. Jin  stood there and looked at the school in whole. Yoongi, however, stood there and looked at Jin.

"Want to walk to class together?" Yoongi offered.

"Oh... I have to meet up with a friend." Jin tried to brush Yoongi off, but it's like Yoongi kept coming back.

"Let me guess, J hope." Yoongi jealously said. Jin nervously looked down and scratched his head.

"Umm... y-yeah... how did yo-"

"I just know you." Yoongi cut of Jin. Jin awkwardly  stood there, he didn't know if he could go.

"You can go, I'll just walk to class alone." Yoongi said as he began walking towards school.

Once Yoongi was far away. Jin sighed and began to go on a search for J hope.

He walked into the lunch room and found J hope eating breakfast with V. V looked like he was tired, he had his hood over his head and his head laid on the table.

"Stop mourning over him! He's a brat." J hope claimed.

"No he's not, he's everything to me! Jimin is no brat." V was depressed as fuck, the many times he got friend zone from Jimin was a lot. He always helped Jimin.

Jin waved his hands towards J hope. J hope nervously smiled. V just brushed it off.

"Jin hyung, what did you mean by our conversation back there?!" J hope asked.

"Oh well, you see, it was Yoongi."

J hope's eyes widened when he heard his name.

"Suga?" J hope exaggerated.

"Yes, Yoongi, he came to my bus stop. He rode the bus with me!" Jin said.

"What did he say?! Did he talk crap?! I'll put that little bitch in his place if he did!" J hope growled. V raised his eyebrows at J hope's sudden instinct to protect Jin.

"No, no, he didn't say anything wrong. It was just very awkward." Jin said.

J hope got the message as to what Jin meant by him telling the bus person to stop.

"Jin hyung, you're not.... you know.... going to go back to him.... right?" J hope asked.

" I don't know yet.... but people can always be forgiven? Right hobi?" Jin sweetly said, making J hope blush.

The 5 minute bell rang.

"Oof, looks like I got to go. See you at lunch  Hobi!" Jin said with a smile.

"Oh! Bye! I'll see you too!" J hope said while smiling. V chuckled at J hope's behavior.

"What?" J hope asked V.

"Don't what me! You like Jin don't you?!" V giggled. J hope immediately flushed red.

"What?! Shut up!?"

"You're not denying it!!!" V said.

J hope sighed, of course he liked Jin.

"So, are you planning on going out with him?! Because you sure as he'll seem jealous about Suga having him." V laughed. J hoped frowned.

"Im not jealous, im just pissed off that Suga decided to come into Jin's life again with out apologizing! If only I could convince Jin to stop having feelings for him!" J hope said.

"What did he say?! Did he talk crap?! I'll put that little bitch in his place if he did!" V mocked J hope from earlier, making J hope annoyed from V.

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Yoongi sat in his seat waiting for Jin. Jin walked into the class room, of course, wearing the mask. Yoongi was mad at himself, he knew Jin wore that mask because of him. Although it made Jin stand out less because some kids wear mask like that. Jin slowly walked up to Yoongi. Yoongi pulled out chair from the desk beside him. Jin sat down and laid his bag on the ground.

To be honest, Yoongi wanted Jin's attention. He could grab Jin's hand but he didn't want to scare him. He felt nervous around him. It made him mad that he couldn't see Jin's whole face.

It went on like this, they sat together but they didn't say anything to eachother. Yoongi finally decided to speak to him at lunch. Once the bell rang, Yoongi grabbed his bag and ran after Jin, Jin was speed walking to get away from Yoongi.

Yoongi decided to secretly follow him. He wanted to know where he was going to go. Yoongi found himself following Jin all the way to the gym. He saw Jin go behind the bleachers and enter a closet. That's when Yoongi finally decided to show himself by opening the closet before Jin closed it.

"That was a long walk." Yoongi said, Jin quickly turned around in shock. He didn't know Yoongi was following him this whole time.

"What are you doing here?" Jin sternly asked.

"I followed you here." Yoongi responded.

Jin slowly walked backwards away from Yoongi.

"Mind if I eat lunch with you?" Yoongi asked. Yoongi shut the closet door and locked it behind him, making Jin anxious about the situation. It was just the two of them in the gym big closet. Jin felt like running away already, but he was scared at Yoongi was planning something violent... like what he did to Jimin.

"What did you do to Jimin?" Jin asked.

Yoongi was confused, did Jimin tell Jin about what last night? But Jimin wasn't at school.

"What do you mean?" Yoongi asked.

"You hurt him didn't you?!" Jin claimed. Yoongi rolled his eyes in annoyance.

"I told him to get out of my house, jeez, did that really hurt him?" Yoongi growled.

"Did you lay your hands on Jimin?!" Jin sternly asked. Yoongi was surprised by the sudden questions.

"As in what?" Yoongi asked.

"As in abusing him. Such as punching him, slapping him. Or pushing him." Jin fiercely explained.

"What?! No! Where the hell are you coming up with these questions?! Did Jimin tell you about the argument  last night?!" Yoongi asked as walk closer to Jin, this made Jin walk back a bit more farther from Yoongi.

"He didn't just tell me. He came to my house. He told me you abused him. " Jin said nervously. Yoongi chuckled.

"Right, he must be lying about that. I never punched him or did any abuse  to him. " Yoongi said.  Jin stood there. This led to his final question, the question that he needed answered last night.

"Yoongi.... did you ever love me?" Jin asked.

Yoongi shot his full attention to Jin when he asked this question.

"Are you dumb?! Of course I love you. And I... I still fucking do even if I'm going out with Jimin right now." Yoongi sternly claimed. Jin took a deep breath in and finally asked the real question.

"Then why didn't you have sex with me?...." Jin nervously asked. Yoongi flushed red.

"W-What?!"

"Why didn't you?..." Jin asked again.

"Jin! You don't know what sex is, and I bet you still don't know what it is!" Yoongi stated. Jin clutched his hands.

"If you love me?! Why didn't you have sex with me?! Jimin told me you did it with him and other boys and girls!? So why didn't we do it?!" Jin shouted.

Yoongi felt himself starting to feel embarrassed by what Jin was saying, it was true but he didn't want Jin to know about that stuff that he did in the past!

"Because... um, you didn't know what it was." Yoongi nervously said.

"You could've taught me how to do it atleast! I wouldn't mind! And I don't get it! You told me to wait until marriage, but the truth is, you can do sex even if you're friends, dating, or whatever!"

Yoongi was in big time trouble, he knew Jin was clueless when it came to nasty stuff.

"First off! If you do sex after marriage!  It's better because then it shows that the person you married is the only one you can have sex with forever! Okay! So there's your answer!" Yoongi quickly explained. Jin tilted his head, he noticed Yoongi looked embarrassed.

"..... can't you still have sex with me?...." Jin muffled through his mask.

Yoongi's eyes widened.

"You're scared of my presence, yet you still want me to kiss you and fuck you?" Yoongi confusingly asked.

"Sex includes kissing..... so did we have sex already?" Jin innocently asked. Yoongi sighed.

"You know, you are frustrating." Yoongi stated.

"But did we?" Jin asked.

"No, kissing is a part of sex, you're still a Virgin aren't you?!" Yoongi whined.

"..... a virgin?...." Jin asked. Yoongi palmed his face, he was so done with Jin's innocent mind.

"You're still a fucking Virgin Jin. Meaning that I never entered you." Yoongi said.

"What do you mean by enter me? " Jin asked.

Yoongi laughed at Jin's question. He walked closer to Jin, making Jin back up into a wall. Yoongi slammed his hands against the wall and examined Jin's fearful eyes.

"You're not going to be able to walk for a while if I do this...." Yoongi explained. Jin looked down, Yoongi's face was close to his, making him feel embarrassed.

"Hey, my eyes are up here? If you want me to enter you, you're going to have to start by taking the mask off." Yoongi demanded. Jin's eye's widened. 

"But aren't you dating Jimin still?" Jin asked nervously.

"So what? He's not here. It's only me, you, in this closet, for the entire lunch." Yoongi smirked. Yoongi gripped Jin's chin, making Jin anxious as to what Yoongi was planning.

"I missed seeing and touching your lips Jin. They're better than any lips I kissed before. So let me take this mask off." Yoongi softly said. Jin was frozen like a statue, he was afraid that Jimin might be heart broken because of him again. Yoongi lifted Jin's mask off of his face, revealing his entire face to Yoongi.

Yoongi pressed his lips against Jin's, making Jin squeal. Yoongi pushed Jin roughly into the wall, gripping Jin's hands forcefully. Jin tried to speak but was muffled by the rough kissing. Finally Yoongi lifted his head up to let Jin speak.

"This is wrong, we shouldn't be doing this. What if someone walks by?" Jin said.

"Then they witness us." Yoongi leaned into Jin, but Jin stopped him when he spoke.

"I change my mind, I don't want to do this." Jin said.

"Why not? You asked to have sex." Yoongi said.

"I know but.... this isn't right... we're not even dating.... you're cheating on Jimin...." Jin said.

"Look Jin, let's not worry about Jimin, okay?! I'll break up with him tonight to be with you! Okay!" Yoongi shouted. Jin squinted his eyes at Yoongi.

"This makes no sense, you get all butt hurt about Namjoon kissing me but yet you don't care if you cheat on Jimin for me?! That's not right!" Jin whined.  Yoongi squinted his eyes at Jin.

"You're the one who wanted to have sex! You asked for this!" Yoongi yelled.

Jin pushed Yoongi away from him and tried to reach the door, however, Yoongi grabbed Jin's arm pulling him back into his chest. Yoongi pushed Jin back into the wall, corning him, he grabbed Jin by his waist, locking him there.

"Yoongi! Get off of me!!!" Jin tried pushing Yoongi off of him but Yoongi was too strong for Jin. Yoongi stared deeply into Jin's eyes.

"What are you doing?! I don't want this!!!" Jin said heavily, he felt his heart beating faster, he was terrified.

"Then what do you want?" Yoongi asked sternly.

Jin looked down, looking into Yoongi's eyes was enough to make him have an panic attack.

Yoongi gripped Jin's chin and forcefully lifted Jin's face.

"Look at me! Damn it! I'm sick of looking at you but not being able to hug and kiss you! It pisses me off!!" Yoongi demanded. Jin stayed silent as his breathing got heavier.

"So just answer me! What do you want from me!" Yoongi sternly asked and he gripped Jin's wrist in his hands. Jin felt his eyes getting watery, he was having intense anxiety at that moment.

"I don't want this Yoongi!!!... Not this one. " Jin cried.

Yoongi's eyes widened but closed in once he understood what Jin said to him. Yoongi stared deeply into Jin's watery, wide, fearful, eyes. Yoongi let go of Jin's hands and took a step back from him. 

"So, I have changed in your eyes, didn't I?" Yoongi stared at Jin, Jin timidly crossed his arms and looked around the closet. Yoongi looked down in disappointment. He knew Jin would keep silent.

"Did I become more possessive over you? Is that what you're implying?" Yoongi asked. Jin lifted his head and looked into Yoongi's eyes and slowly nodded.

Yoongi sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. He looked back at Jin who stood there like a statue. Yoongi clenched his fist and looked down.

"Im sorry." Yoongi said. Jin was in shock.

"Im sorry for calling you out in class. I'm sorry for not trusting you. I'm sorry for almost using you to cheat on Jimin.... I admit it. I'm the dumbass who invaded your life only to poison you..." Yoongi looked back at Jin.

"I only ended up hurting you.... J hope was fucking right. That reminds me... Yoongi took a step closer to Jin, Jin jumped a little to Yoongi's movement.

"Do you like J hope? I know you were texting him on the bus. I can tell." Yoongi asked. Jin looked down, he was flustered by Yoongi's question, he didn't know how Yoongi found out...

"It's fine if you do. I would understand why. Besides. He's better than me." Yoongi implied. Jin nervously looked at Yoongi.

"Do you?" Yoongi asked.

Jin stood there, he wanted to not be in this closet, he wished he looked behind him while walking.

"I don't see... J hope... like that...." Jin muttered. Yoongi softly sighed, he was relieved that he still had a chance to get Jin back.

"Then who do you see that way?" Yoongi asked. Jin took a deep breath, he clenched his hands tightly, he looked down at Yoongi's necklace that glistened. The fact that Yoongi wore it was making him feel completely sore. Yoongi did hurt Jin, and the fact that Jin still had a soft spot for him made him feel weak and manipulated. Jin stayed silent and looked down. He finally made up his mind.

"....You.... but.... then.... I don't want you..... but you.... yes you... you made me feel good when we were dating.... but now..... I feel weak and manipulated into your side..... but I still.... I still love you......" Jin stumbled on his words. Yoongi's eyes shined, he walked towards Jin and grabbed his hand.

"Then give me another chance! I promise! I wouldn't hurt you again! Please! Jin!" Yoongi cried out, his face got red and his eyes got watery. Jin stood there speechless.... he was rethinking if he was the one manipulated or Yoongi was manipulated into him....

"Jin! Please! I will worship you! Damn it! Just give me your heart again! I swear to my life! I will never let go of you again!" Yoongi pleaded as tears rolled down his face.

Jin was stumbling at that moment, he had only 2 choices...