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Jin's POV

I felt the lusterous sun shine brightly on my face, waking me up. I mourned and groaned, i was tired. I took a look at my phone. The time was now 3pm. I slept in for that long?! I got out of bed and went into the restroom and looked at my messy, greasy hair. I sighed.

"You want to watch a movie together?"

The movie! I just remembered. I grabbed my toothbrush and started brushing my teeth, i brushed it two times, checking my teeth and breath. I then took a shower.

I got out of the shower and put my boxers and white sleeveless shirt. I looked through my closet, i got a sweater out.

Ew Yoongi wouldn't like that.

I got a white collar shirt. Nope. A black tee. Nope. Blue sweater? Nope.

Jin, this isn't a date! I know this isn't....

I heard my ringtone and turned to get my phone, however i ended being frozen by Yoongi's face being to close. I felt his lips brushed against my gently, it was quick, we stood there both in shock, his eyes truly are beautiful.

I palmed my face, stupid memories! Ugh! Why did i turn my head?!? Ya know what! I grabbed a tan collar with dark brown strips and put it over my chest. This will do fine. I paired it with black dress pants and black converse. I looked in the mirror and decided to fix my hair, putting mousse in my hair. I sprayed perfume on me. I looked into the mirror, making final touches.

I went downstairs and saw my mom watching TV.

"Why are you all dressed up Jinnie?" My mother asked.

"Mother, i am going to see a movie." I said. My mom playfully squinted her eyes at me with a small smirk.

"Are you dating someone i don't know about?" She asked. I shook my head.

"No mother, it's just a friend of mine."

"What's his name?" She asked, smiling.

"Min Yoongi." I said.

"Min Yoongi." She repeated.

"Alright Jinnie, Call me and I'll pick you up. Don't be out at after 10pm." She walked up to me and kissed my cheek.

"Now go have some fun with your friend!" She said, running her fingers through my hair.

I walked outside, my mother watched me from her porch, making my way out of the gate.

"MAKE SURE TO CALL ME JINNIE!! ILL PICK YOU UP!!! LOVE YOU!!! HAVE A GREAT TIME!!!" She shouted i turned around.

"LOVE YOU MOM!!!"

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I got to the movie theatre by taking a bus. I walked in and saw Yoongi.... but dressed differently... he looked more cleaner, but still a little gothic. He was wearing a black leather jacket with a white shirt and black jeans with ripped holes in them, paired with black shoes with spikes on them. His hair was a white blonde like always but he put waves in his hair. He didn't wear his beanie today. What he did wear surprised me.

He wore the necklace... the necklace that i gave him in kindergarten. He finally looked up from his phone and noticed me. I jumped a little, hoping he didn't notice. I took a deep breath in and walked towards him. He shoved his phone in his pocket.

"H-hi..." i said nervously. Gosh, he looks even better up close!

"Hey." He responded. My eyes wandered, trying to break the awkwardness.

"So, what movie should we watch?" I asked.

"I already got the tickets." He waved the tickets in his hands.

"Oh..." he handed me the ticket, i looked at the name of the movie. 'Be with You' was the name of the movie. My head couldn't click what movie it was suppose to be.

-

Yoongi and I sat down at the very top row. He bought a large popcorn and 2 large drinks. The movie began, I was surprised... it was a romance...

In the middle of the movie. Both of the main characters had a moment... where they kissed. I looked around and saw almost every couple kissing their lovers. I slowly turned my head to Yoongi. Yoongi turned his head to face me.

I stared at him, to be honest, he smelled so good. He didn't smell like one cigarette. He smelled like fresh mens cologne. I felt his hand slowly beginning to crawl closer to mine. Gripping my hand softly. He lifted it and brung it close to his lips, kissing it and lowering it down. I felt my heart begin to beat faster.

He smirked at me, looking into my eyes. I couldn't believe it... his hand was on mine... Yoongi hyung likes me like that.... i felt yoongi lean in, i turned my face to look at the movie. He stopped before he could kiss my cheek and leaned back into his chair, his hand still on mine.

Why?!?! Why the heck did i do that?!?! Why didn't i just let him?!? Why did i look forward when he wanted to.... wanted... ugh! I felt my body begin to shake. Yoongi noticed, i could tell because he focused his attention back on me. I glanced at him and looked back at the screen, i was still shaking.

Yoongi gripped my hand tighter, massaging my hand with his thumb.

"You know, you could just tell me to stop if it's making you uncomfortable." He whispered deeply. I turned my head slowly, Yoongi looked me deeply into the eyes.

"I-I'm just nervous..." i whispered. Yoongi took his hand off of my hand and got the popcorn.

"You know, you haven't ate out of the popcorn yet." He whispered.

"I know, i'll get some." I said.

I reached my hand into the popcorn, suddenly i felt Yoongi's hand in the popcorn too. He looked me deeply into the eyes, he grabbed a piece of popcorn and fed it to me.

Yeah right, thats what i imagined to happen. I went into my bag and looked for the object. Finally i found them. I got my chopsticks out, Yoongi stared at me. I picked up a piece of popcorn using the chopsticks. Yoongi looked shocked at my idea. I just smirked at him and continued watching the movie.

-The movie finally ended, Yoongi and I walk out of the movie theatre. The time was now 7:30pm.

"You want to go out to eat?" He asked. I smiled.

"Sure." We started walking but i stopped him.

"Oh wait! I just realized!" I got my phone back out.

"We never took a picture together!" I opened the camera app, trying to get both of us in the frame.

"Yoongi hyung, i can't get you." I said. Yoongi wrapped his arm around me, pulling me closer to him, now i could really smell his cologne. he smelled so clean. It was weird for Yoongi to be a little more touchy. I took pictures of us.

-After we finished eating, Yoongi and i walked around. The time was now 8:20pm. We walked in this park, the lights were turned on. We were walking in the side walk until i spotted a bridge.

"Yoongi hyung! Its a bridge!" I ran onto the bridge and looked at the river below it. The railing of the bridge was tied up with lights.

"Look Yoongi hyung!" Yoongi followed me and looked at the river on the bridge.

"Isn't it beautiful?!" I exaggerated. Yoongi looked at me.

"You're beautiful." He said. I looked up at him, did he just said... did he just say that?!

"What?" I said calmly, but i was greatly in shock. Yoongi looked at me.

"I said, you're beautiful." I felt my heart beginning to get warmer.

"O-oh, thank you." I smiled.

"You're welcome." He said.

I looked down at the water, Yoongi hyung just called me beautiful?! That is a big sign! N-No! Were just friends! Just friends! Nothing else! I felt Yoongi's presence get closer to me. I looked up and slowly stop leaning against the railing and looked up at him. We both stood there, i looked down at his necklace, the necklace that i gave him in kindergarten. He was wearing it. It was still in good shape. Still lusterous and clean.

Yoongi then lifted his hand, gently clutching my cheek, he leaned in, about to touch my lips until i spoke.

"Yoongi hyung..." he stopped, his lips about an inch away from mine. Still he clutched my face. We both froze in that position.

"Yeah?" He said softly.

"Is this what friends do?"

He slowly pulled away his face from mine. He still had his hand on my face. His eyes widened a little. It was silent. Yoongi slowly clutched his hand into a fist and lowered it down back to where he stood.

"Jin..."

"Yes?" I nervously said.

"Do you only see me as a friend?" He put his hands in his pockets. I turned my head, my eyes were wandering.

"Yoongi hyung, I-" yoongi interrupted me.

"It's okay if you do Jin, i would understand."

I didn't know how to respond, I like Yoongi... but do i want him to do this... i feel like everytime Yoongi gets closer to me, my heart beats faster... i don't know why... i never felt this feeling before...

"Yoongi hyung..." he focused his attention on me.

"There's something i need to tell you." I looked down at his necklace. It's time i tell him.

"What is it?" He asked.

"Yoongi, I-" suddenly my phone rang. I went to check it. It was my Mother. I looked up at Yoongi, i could tell he was sad.

"It's my mother." I said nervously with a smile. Yoongi nodded to give me a sign to pick it up. I answered the call.

"Hello mother." I said

"Jinnie! Where are you?! It's 10:30!" She said. For some reason, Yoongi looked back up, his eyes widened.

"Oh, sorry mother, Yoongi and I were just about to get going." I said.

"Well, tell me where you are so i can pick you up. I do not want you out after 10pm, it's dangerous!"

"Alright Mother, i'll text you my location. Yoongi and i are probably going to be at the small street store we always go to."

"Well alright. Text me when you get there, and call 911 if anything bad happens, and always watch your back!"

"I know Mother." I said.

"Alright, im letting you go, im getting ready to pick you up. Love you Jinnie."

"Love you mom." She hung up.

Yoongi looked at me speechless.

"Jinnie?" He quoted.

"Oh heh... my mother calls me that." I nervously smiled. Yoongi called me that in kindergarten... i think he now knows....

"Jin..." he said. We began walking to the street store.

"Yes?" I said.

"By any chance, did you go to Bangtan elementary?" I felt my whole body froze, i stopped walking, Yoongi stopped too to focus his attention on me.

"Im asking because, there was someone that was named Jinnie at my school." He explained. I panicked. If i told him, would it make him mad that i didn't tell him in the first place? Yes... it would.

"I...I never went to that school..." i lied. Yoongi looked down on me.

"Then nevermind my question."

We continued walking, finally reaching the street store. I pulled out my phone to text my mom the location of the store. Yoongi and i stood there in silence. Until he finally broke it.

"Jin."

"Yes?"

"What were you going to say back there?" I turned my head, now... i couldn't tell him... i just lied to him.... and im going to lie again...

"Oh... uh... i forgot..." i said, trying to brush it off.

Suddenly, i quickly saw a familiar black car pulling up. It was my Mother.

"Ah hah! There's my mother!" I said. She parked her car and rolled down the windows.

"Jinnie!" Her face was in complete shock, she mostly stared at Yoongi.

"Mother, this is Min Yoongi! He's one of my friends!" I said.

"It's a pleasure to meet you, Mrs. Kim." Hearing Yoongi being polite felt weird and rare. My mom's expression was still shock, her eyes widened with a big smile.

"Ah, Yoongi! Did you have fun?!" My mother asked.

"Yes ma'am." Yoongi smiled while nodding.

"Aww! Im glad you did!" I never seen my mom this happy. Unless she's... aw nooo!

"Bye Yoongi hyung." I waved.

"Bye Jin, make sure you sleep well." I opened the car door, shutting it fast.

"Bye Yoongi! Make sure to get home safe sweetie!" My mom said. I closed the car window before my mom could say anything else. Yoongi stared at our car as we took off.

"Oooo! That Yoongi is very handsome?! Why isn't he an actor?!" My mom happily said.

"Mom!!!" I cried.

"What!?! Im just saying, the kid looks very handsome! Ya'll aren't dating right?!" She asked with a smile.

"No mom, were just friends." I nervously said.

"Mhm, that's what you said about Suga back when you were in kindergarten! Everyday you came home! You would always talk about him nonstop. That's when i knew you had a interest in men!"

I couldn't take it anymore! I had to tell someone!

"SUGA IS YOONGI!" I cried out.

My mom stepped on the breaks harshly. Making us both jump.

"WHAT?!?" She screamed. Looking at me.

"Suga is Yoongi." i quietly repeated. My moms eyes were bigger than i ever seen! It was as if her eyes were getting ready to jump out.

"WAIT SO!!! JINNIE!!! YOONGI IS SUGA!!!! THE SUGA YOU'VE KNOWN SINCE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL?!?!" She yelled.

"Yes."

My mom let out a sigh. She parked on the side of the road where street stores were located. She then smiled.

"Jinnie, have you told him this?" She asked.

"No...." i said, looking down at my hands.

"Jinnie, you need to..." she said.

"What if he doesn't like me anymore?!" I said, lifting my head up while looking at my mom.

"Why do you say that?" She asked.

"Mom, i was ugly in elementary school."

"Don't say that." She said.

"It's true! Everyone made fun of me for being fat! And for my glasses and ugly face! The way i dressed! How much i ate! I looked horrible in elementary school!!!"

"Jin, do you really think he cares about how good looking you are? You both were best friends in elementary school. The fact that he came back to you to be friends again says a lot more. Jin, you were never fat, you were never ugly. You were always better than those other kids." I looked up to her, i felt tears about to emerge out of my eyes.

"Come here." My mom wrapped me in my arms. To be honest, i wasn't sure what to do. I was in complete confusion.

That night i went to bed with the necklace in my hands, i stared at it. Wondering if im ever going to tell Yoongi....

He's probably going to hate me....