ch. 65

"play me over and over, pacman and lover."- pacman

"woah, eunbi. are you okay? you've been like this ever since you've returned from your sleepover."

the said girl flips over on her bed to face her cousins and her brother, a small smile pulling on her lips as her dark eye bags are displayed to her relatives. "i'm fine, it's just that i've been so tired after hanging out with my friends that i need to take some time to regain my energy."

seokjin flashes her a worried look as he walks over to her and places a hand on her forehead. a sigh of relief leaves his lips when he realizes that she's not sick, and he caresses her head for a bit before backing away from her and beginning his way toward the kitchen to make her some soup. on his way out, he informs everyone else that she is fine, which causes them to let out the breath that they have been holding in.

one by one, the men walk away from her room to do their own thing, not wanting to disturb her sleep. the door closes and when everyone has left, eunbi stuffs her face into her pillow and screams quietly.

why is her life such a mess?

the memories of that night flood into her head and the girl screams in her pillow once more. she always keeps getting herself into these situations without realizing and once she does, everything gets complicated.

she needs to talk to someone about this.

and with that, she grabs her phone from beside her bed and sends a text to the first person that comes up in her head.

8:37 am

bi-bi:bestie

bi-bi:i want to jump off a cliff

yeodanced:

yeodanced:ffs what happened this time

bi-bi:why are you so mean to me :,(

yeodanced:bc i can

bi-bi:

bi-bi:uh, rude 🙄✋

bi-bi:well anyways

bi-bi:i need your help on something

yeodanced:ugh, what do you want

yeodanced:you're wasting my precious time 👎

bi-bi:oh stfu all you do is sleep and play games and eat chicken

bi-bi:and talk to hanna

yeodanced:you are completely right

yeodanced:and i dont see 'talking to eunbi' on my agenda today

yeodanced:so imma head out now and call hanna 🚪🚶‍♂️

yeodanced:

bi-bi:YEO PLS IM BEGGING YOU

bi-bi:HELP YOUR BESTIE OUT 😭

bi-bi:OR ELSE

yeodanced:or else what eun 🧍‍♂️

bi-bi:OR ELSE

bi-bi:or else i'll...

yeodanced:yk, im getting really tired all of a sudden so im goingback to sleep

bi-bi:or else i wont play video games with you anymore🧍‍♀️

yeodanced:okay, geez i wasnt goingto actually leave

yeodanced:damn

yeodanced:go on then, tell me what's happening

bi-bi:so, im pretty sure you already knew this but

bi-bi: yunho likes me

yeodanced:and you like him back

yeodanced:you told me

bi-bi:ik ik

bi-bi:but the thing is that...

bi-bi:i think me liking him is an understatement

yeodanced:...

yeodanced:

yeodanced:what

yeodanced:bitch what do you mean by that

bi-bi:ugh im starting to regret this now

yeodanced:you literally begged me to stay and now you dont want to have this conversation?

yeodanced:fine by me

yeodanced:time to dip

bi-bi:YEOOOO

yeodanced:BITCH I WAS JUST JOKING

yeodanced:geez lady calm your tits down 🙄✋

yeodanced:well carry on now

yeodanced:explain why the FLYING FUCK you think that you don'tlike yunho anymore

bi-bi:

bi-bi:fuck you

yeodanced:stop using me as a meme

bi-bi:pfft, you can't make me 😋

bi-bi:but anyways, at the sleepover yunho pulled me to the side when everyone was leaving to go inside the house

yeodanced:and?

bi-bi:i was cold and wanted to go inside, but he wouldn't let me bc the first snowfall of winter was occurring that night

bi-bi:we were really close like REALLY CLOSE

bi-bi:he's so beautiful

yeodanced:eun

yeodanced:stop getting sidetracked

bi-bi:oh right

bi-bi:so he was hugging me and looked at me with those gorgeous eyes of his

bi-bi:and at one point, he was leaning his face toward me

yeodanced:HOLY SHIT

yeodanced:HALLELUJAH

yeodanced:I CAN'T BELIEVE IT ACTUALLY-

yeodanced:wait

yeodanced:wait...

yeodanced:

yeodanced:istg dont tell me you did what i think you did

bi-bi:yeah...

bi-bi:i pushed him away and told him that i was cold and tired and wanted to sleep so i ran back inside

yeodanced:

yeodanced:you fucking dumbass

yeodanced:you had one job

yeodanced:and you fucked it up

bi-bi:HEAR ME OUT

yeodanced:first of all, he wanted to spend the first snowfall of winter with you

yeodanced:do you know what that means?

bi-bi:well i did after hanna told me

bi-bi:but that wasn't the reason why i did that

yeodanced:oh my god

yeodanced:you are dense af

bi-bi:

bi-bi:well i don't see YOU taking the time to take hanna out to see the first snowfall with her

yeodanced:ha, nice try but i don't do cheesy stuff

yeodanced:and i already talked about it with hanna and she was fine not doing it

bi-bi:i hate you

yeodanced:yeah, i hate me too hehet!

yeodanced:well anyways

yeodanced:second of all, he was leaning in TOWARD YOU

yeodanced:TOWARD YOU

yeodanced:DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

bi-bi:STOP MAKING ME FEEL BAD

yeodanced:NO

yeodanced:YOU HAD A CHANCE OF A LIFETIME AND YOU LITERALLY SCREWED YOURSELF OVER

yeodanced:why am i friends with a dumbass like you

bi-bi:bc you love me <3

bi-bi:OKAY AND THE REASON WHY I REJECTED THE KISS WASBC I-

bi-bi:i... i didn't feel ready

yeodanced:hold up

yeodanced:wait a min

yeodanced:

yeodanced:lets back this up shall we?

yeodanced:you did not just say that

bi-bi:sighs

bi-bi:yes

yeodanced:liar, it's san isnt it

yeodanced:you guys started acting differentlyafter the sleepover

bi-bi:wtf

bi-bi:wait, how did you know

yeodanced:call it yeosang's instinct

yeodanced:ah, i can hear the sunken ship beginning to sail again

bi-bi:huh

bi-bi:are you at the beach rn?

yeodanced:no you dumb fuck

yeodanced:why would i be at the beachin the winter time

bi-bi:well bc-

bi-bi:nvm

yeodanced:well, moving on

yeodanced:so long story short, you ruined the moment with yunho bc of san

bi-bi:yeah pretty much

bi-bi:i dont know why though

yeodanced:oh god pls dont tell me that san confessed his love to you later that night while the first snowfall occurred

bi-bi:...

bi-bi:about that

bi-bi:

yeodanced:...

yeodanced:well shit

bi-bi:yeah, that happened

bi-bi:ahahahaha

bi-bi:ahaha

bi-bi:aha

bi-bi:yeo, pls help me

bi-bi:im literally shit when it comes to this

yeodanced:you are

bi-bi:

bi-bi:you weren't supposed to agree with that

yeodanced:well i did and you can't do anything about it

yeodanced:moving on, i think after hearing you spout nonsense that you might be starting to like san again

yeodanced:there's nothing wrong with that, changes are a part of life

bi-bi:it just feels... idk how to feel about this

bi-bi:i spent time with yunho,and i began to start liking him

bi-bi:and then now... there's a small part of me that wants to take a u-turn and try it again with san

bi-bi:i feel.. so confused

bi-bi:maybe i should be a nun

yeodanced:you would be a horrible nun with that sailor mouth of yours, so let's not go there

yeodanced:and eun, let me tell you something

yeodanced:i can't tell you who you like because you need to figure that out yourself

yeodanced:YOU only know, deep down in your heart

yeodanced:what i suggest you doing is to compare the feelings you get between yunho and san, try to see if there is a difference

yeodanced:mabye you should give san a chance so you can sort out your feelings for him

yeodanced:who knows? maybe yourfeelings for yunho... aren't what you interpret them to be

yeodanced:and there is also the time when you spent the first snowfall with san, it could be a sign you know?

yeodanced:life doesn't always go our way

yeodanced:and love is such a bitch

yeodanced:so just embrace every single feeling you experience and follow your heart

yeodanced: and if you make a mistake, just learn from it

yeodanced:one wrong move doesn't mean it's the end of the world

yeodanced:well, it could be in a different situation lololol

bi-bi:uh

bi-bi:i am going to disregard the last part

bi-bi:but other than that, i love you so much

bi-bi:you have the perfect advice for everything

yeodanced:no problem eun

yeodanced:i'm always here for you

bi-bi:i think i'll take the time to think about everything now

bi-bi:ig i'll take my leave now

yeodanced:hold on a sec

yeodanced:now you owe me a favor

bi-bi:

bi-bi:suddenly, i cannot read properly

bi-bi:what does your last text say?

yeodanced:eun, you knew this was coming

bi-bi:dammit i was hoping you wouldn't ask for a favor

bi-bi:i bought you a whole family pack of fried chicken last time, what is it that you want this time

yeodanced:hmm

yeodanced:well surprise! i want another family pack of fried chicken bythe dorms by tonight 😁

bi-bi:

bi-bi:FUCK YOU

bi-bi:my poor wallet ;-;

yeodanced:well i didn't know yourlame ass was going to spill some tea today

yeodanced:and i'm glad that you did bc you owe me a favor for helping you out, hehet!

bi-bi:i hate you

yeodanced:oh pls, you love me bitch

bi-bi:you're right, i could never hate you lol

yeodanced:i should probably leave you alone now so you can figure everything out

yeodanced:you probably need a lot of time to think stuff over

bi-bi:yeah

bi-bi:once again, thank you so much yeo

yeodanced:no problem, eun

yeodanced:i'm always here for you okay?

bi-bi:i love you so much yeoyeo 🥺

yeodanced:okay, let's not go there

yeodanced:sangie and yeo is already enough for me

yeodanced:i dont need another nickname

bi-bi:aww, but yeoyeo is so cute :(

bi-bi:hana calls you that whenever she talks to me about you

yeodanced:...

yeodanced:fuck, you win

bi-bi:i always do ^-^

yeodanced:keep dreaming eun

bi-bi:okay, this convo keeps on dragging on and i dont want to keep using up your time

bi-bi:this is goodbye fr

yeodanced:okay then

yeodanced:bye eun

bi-bi:bye bye yeoyeo!

bi-bi:i love you bestie ^^

yeodanced:sighs

yeodanced:ilyt