•Twenty-three•

It has been a few days since Jimins meeting with the saesang girl. They found out that her name was Song Hyejin and she actually has mental illnesses and escaped her institute.

Jimin wasn't feeling well about it and had actual nightmares about her and a million copies of her surrounding him, trying to grab him.

Today Jimin had a session with a therapist and Taehyung drove him back home. "So what did she say? About the dreams?" "Well, I have to make a new ending for my dreams to make them into good ones. It will help more and more each times. Which means I gotta repeat them in my head and imagine another end, convincing myself that is the actual end."

"That's a lot. I'm so proud of you baby. You're doing better everyday," he smiled. "Thanks Taehyungie, she was very kind and seemed super helpful. Her name is Lee Sojin by the way. She also has the cutest kid ever. She showed me the picture on her desk." "How old is she?" "Like... early 30's I guess," Jimin said. Taehyung nodded approvingly.

Taehyung parked the car outside their apartment building and the two left the car. When they got into the apartment the other boys quickly rushed to the two, asking how the session went. "Guys, guys, chill down. I'm good. The session was good! It was pretty helpful and the woman was very sweet and she seemed very helpful," Jimin explained while taking off his shoes.

"I made a really great meal so let's eat now," Seokjin said, making a pointing gesture towards the kitchen. Jimin quickly gave the oldest a tight hug, which caused the other to smile. "Thanks hyung!" Jimin said as he walked to the kitchen, smelling the nice food Seokjin made for them.

The boys sat down in the kitchen and ate the delicious meal as Jimin happily hummed his song Serendipity. "You are so cheerful Jiminie! How come?" Namjoon asked wondering. "I just feel so much better and delighted after this session. I have a great feeling about this!" Everyone smiled at the cute boy who rubbed his arms. "It's chilly though," Jimin sighed. "I'll give you a sweater, hold up."

Taehyung stood up and ran upstairs to get one of his warm sweaters. Jimin loved wearing oversized clothes anyways. He grabbed a black sweater and ran down the stairs again, almost tripping over someone's workout clothes. "I got a sweater baby!" Taehyung cheered as he threw it on Jimin. Yoongi rolled his eyes at the nickname and looked the other way.

"What's up hyung?" Hoseok asked. "It's nothing," Yoongi sighed, not wanting to tell Hoseok his troubles. "I'm gonna take a shower," Yoongi said as he stood up. "Thanks for the great food hyung." The six other boys were confused as Yoongi suddenly left the table but just continued talking and being on their phones like before.

Yoongi ran upstairs, mumbling curse words as he almost tripped over workout clothes on the stairs, probably Jungkooks. He walked into his room and grabbed clean clothes, making his way to the bathroom and locking the door once he is in.

Yoongi strips from his clothes and turns on the shower. He sighs as he puts on his spotify playlist and places it on the counter. He steps into the shower and lets his hands run through his hair and over his face.

The reason he gets so annoyed is because he wants to experience love like that, but nobody ever seems to want him. He's just that 'cold guy' to everyone, isn't he?

Tears flowed over his cheeks, not being able to keep it in any longer. It's been too long since the last time he has cried. He sat down in the shower cabin and turned his head away from the warm rays of water. Yoongi softly sobbed as he wrapped his arms around himself, pulling his knees up to his chest.

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"Yoongi hyung is taking long, isn't he?" Jimin asked, the others agreeing. Yoongi used to be quick with showering, unless he had to 'relieve some stress', as he called it. But now he took much longer. "I'm gonna check on him," he softly smiled as he stood up.

Jimin walked up the stairs, almost tripping over Jungkooks sportwear. "CLEAN UP YOUR CLOTHES JEON, I COULD'VE BROKE MY NECK!"

Once he arrived upstairs he seemed to hear a faint sob. He walked closer to the bathroom, putting his ear on the door, trying to be able to hear what was going on. The sobs were clear now, making Jimin realize his Yoongi hyung had been crying this whole time. Jimin bit his lip and chose not to disturb him, but to wait and sit in his room. He decided he would comfort him when Yoongi would get out.

But he didn't get out. Didn't even stop crying! It seemed to take hours before the doorknob finally turned around, making Jimin look up. His eyes were puffy and red and his cheeks were tear stained. Yoongi looked shocked when he saw the younger sitting in front of the bathroom, now standing up.

Jimin quickly embraced him and Yoongi bit his lip, quickly hugging him back. "What uhm, were you doing exactly?" Yoongi asked. "Waiting for you to come out so I could comfort you," Jimin softly smiled. "You cried so much hyung, what's going on? Did someone die?" Yoongi shook his head. "That's not it Jiminie, it's just that I currently have some personal problems. Don't worry about it, okay?" Yoongi tried to sound as confident as possible, but failed hard.

"Why won't you tell me, hyung?" "I don't want to bother you," Yoongi said as he walked into his own room, almost yeeting himself on his bed. He grabbed one of his pillows, hugging it tight. Jimin sat next to him.

"Hyung, tell me why you were crying... Why were you crying?"

"Because I am jealous and miserable as hell."

HI EVERYONE HERE'S A NEW CHAPTERRRRI'm on holiday so the moments I got bored I could write some new chapters for my books.Hope u enjoy this one! Xo