•Fourteen•

"J-Jimin it's hard...," Taehyung sighed. "But I want to know what's going on. You're not happy. I want to know what's up. I'm really worried, Tae," Jimin said softly.

The two boys walked back to the bedroom and sat down together. "I'm just scared...," Taehyung whispered. "For what?" "You know... what happened yesterday," he sighed. "Oh, you think i'm going too fa-." Jimin abruptly stopped talking. "You are a virgin!" "Not so damn loud, Park!" Taehyung whisper-screamed. He felt his blood stream towards his cheeks, blushing hard.

"That's so cute. I'm sorry, I really thought you weren't," Jimin said with a smile, and hugged Taehyung tightly. "Next time I will be more careful. Don't worry, I won't do anything you don't want me to do," Jimin said, and stroked Taehyungs hair. Taehyung smiled. "Thank you... I thought you would find it stupid and would judge me for it." "I would never."

•

"Taehyung is a virgin?!"

"Yes!"

Hoseok looked at Jimin as if he saw water burning. "I know right!" "Daaaamn...," Hoseok gasped. "But don't tell anyone! Well, Yoongi is the only other one that knows about us, but I don't want Taehyung to become uncomfortable if anyone hears about it." Hoseok nodded. "I understand."

"But damn, he can be one fucking hot daddy!" Jimin laughed. "Totally, but Hobi hyung, are you sure that you are not the gay one?" Hoseok softly slapped Jimin on his shoulder. "No, why would you say that," he blushed. "Beca-oh my gosh, you actually are?" Jimin asked him with wide eyes.

Hoseok shushed him quickly, as they were talking in Hoseoks hotel room and there were thin walls. Seokjin slept in the room next to him, sharing his room with Namjoon since today, because they went to a new hotel. They had to travel again after all.

Hoseok laid down. "I'm not sure about it yet. It's so unclear. I don't know if I prefer boys over girls in a sexual nor romantical way. I am just confused about it so much," Hoseok said. Jimin nodded. "I know, I have the same problem. I am not sure if i'm gay but, I am attracted to boys. But hyung, you don't have to be just straight, bisexual or gay. There are loads of other sexualities. Just find the one that you feel a part of," Jimin smiled.

Hoseok hugged him tight. "Thank you so much." It was until then, Jimin noticed the tears in his eyes. "Thanks for being such an amazing friend, I really love you," he said, and hugged Jimin even tighter.

Jimin giggled at hobi's sweet words. "I love you too, hyung, you know i'm always there for you if you need someone to talk. I don't care if it's about your sexuality, feelings for a person, sad thoughts, or your opinion about carrots." Hoseok laughed. "Why the hell would I randomly talk about carrots?" "I don't know," Jimin grinned, "I'll go back to my room now."

•

"So you've never gotten a blowjob either?" Taehyung shook his head. "I never had a real relationship. I once had one on the internet, but I never got to meet that girl," he explained. "I have never had a proper relationship either." "Yes, but I wanted my first time to be someone that I could trust and someone I loved, and I hadn't found that person yet," Taehyung softly said, "until now."

Jimin looked at him. "Until now?" "I want you to be my first time but... not yet. It's still early. We... we haven't even got together yet." "Oh gosh, you're right... and we still have to tell everybody...," Jimin sighed.

"We will be home in a few days, we'll gather together to talk about it with the others if that's okay with you?" Taehyung asked. Jimin nodded.

"I'm nervous."

"Me too."

It was silent for a while. Taehyung rubbed Jimins back. They knew the others would accept them, but it was still really scary to tell them. The manager and the company had to know too. They would find out about everything that happened one day. They had to tell them. Just not yet.

"Shall we take a bath together?" Jimin asked. Taehyung looked at him. "A bath?" He blushed lightly. "We've seen each other naked before, Taehyung," Jimin grinned. "Yeah, I know. It's just... how will we fit in it together?" "I'll sit between your legs." "But what if I get a boner?" "I'll fix it." Taehyung bit his lip for a few seconds and thought.

"Okay then."

Moments later the two boys got naked and sat in the bathtub together. Jimin had brought a pink bathbomb, causing the water to be lightpink. He sat between Taehyungs legs, making him feel really tiny, but comfortable.

After a while of Jimin playing with the bubbly soap, Jimin started to shit uncomfortably. "What's up?" "Nothing." Taehyung bit his lip, still being worried about him. "My stomach hurts," Jimin softly said after a few minutes, and sighed.

Taehyung rubbed his hand over Jimin's stomach, and made him rest his head against his chest. Jimin closed his eyes. "Is this okay?" Jimin nodded. "More than okay."

Taehyung started to massage Jimins head. He decided to wash it, and grabbed the small bottle of the hotel shampoo. He squeezed the bottle so hard he accidentaly emptied it and giggled softly at himself.

He massaged the shampoo into Jimins damp hair, making the older boy sigh contently. Taehyung smiled. He was starting to get worried. Jimin was throwing up just a night ago and now he had stomach aches. Maybe he was starting to get sick. They both knew Jimin needed rest, but he couldn't give himself any.

After Taehyung finished with Jimins hair, he massaged his cheeks, causing Jimin to giggle lightly. Taehyung smiled at the cute boy. He seemed happy though.

His smile faded when he felt a tear fall on his hand, which he recognized as a tear, and not just a drop of water. "Are you alright, sweetheart?" Taehyung asked him worriedly, pulling him even closer. Jimin sniffed. "You're too sweet. I'm so sorry," he said in a light tone.

"Sorry for what?"

It was quiet for a bit. "Jimin please, what's wrong? Is it because of the stomach ache? Maybe we can get you some medicines? What can I do baby?"

"I'm sorry for..  Being not good enough to be with you." "What?" "You're too sweet, Taehyung. I don't deserve you." "Oh Jimin...," Taehyung sighed. He stroked his hair. "Don't ever think like that again. I love you."

"I love you too."

Okay fuuuuckkk that was so soft uwuHope you enjoyed it!Xo