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"I can't do this, Taehyung! Why are you ignoring me?" Tears were burning in Jimins eyes. Taehyung looked away. "Leave me alone," he coldly said. "No!" Jimin grabbed Taehyungs face and turned it back. "Look at me." Taehyung slightly bit his lip. "You can't tell me you didn't feel anything!" "Ofcourse I did feel something. Your lips. Jimin it was a mistake. Why don't you just accept that?" Taehyung asked and walked back to his room. "Because I love you," is all Jimin could bring out in a small voice, but Taehyung was already gone, into his room.

Downstairs Jimins yelling could be heard. Seokjin rolled his eyes at it and Yoongi looked confused at him. "Whats happening over there?" Yoongi asked. "I have no idea but something happened between Taehyung and Jimin," Hoseok said. Yoongi nodded. They both looked at Seokjin. "What?! I have nothing to do with it!" "But you do know whats going on between them... right?" Yoongi asked. Seokjin raised his hands. "I can't say anything," and with that he left to grab some food in the kitchen.

Yoongi looked at Hoseok. "I want to know." "Maybe we shouldn't ask, just let them be," Hoseok said while checking some messages. "Alright then..."

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Taehyung sat in his room, playing with his dog Yeontan, which lived with them in the appartment. He sighed. He hurt Jimin really bad. Taehyung wants him so bad, but he can't.

He heard Seokjin yell at Jimin the other day. Saying it can lead to a disbandment and fight between members. That's why he had decided not to spill his feelings.

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The next day the seven boys sat in a small van together, on their way to an interview. It was early in the morning and all of them were still half asleep, although Yoongi and Jungkook were actually sleeping.

Jimin looked out the window but it was still dark so he barely saw anything. He played with the hem of his t-shirt, while he felt Jungkooks head on his shoulder. He looked at him and smiled.

Taehyung saw what happened between Jimin and Jungkook. He knew nothing was happening but he felt jealous. But why? He's the one denying his feelings. He shouldn't be jealous. Jungkook is just sleeping on his shoulder. The members always do that. At that moment Jealousy by Monsta X started playing at the radio. What a coincidence. Taehyung shrugged it off and played some game on his phone.

After 20 minutes they finally arrived at the studio the interview took place in. They walked inside and were told to sit down on the chairs. 3 in the back and 4 in the front. The maknae line and Namjoon were placed in the front, and Seokjin, Hoseok and Yoongi were placed in the back.

Taehyung was placed next to Jimin, which immediately created a tense feeling in the area. Jimin was uncomfortably shifting in his chair. He thought Taehyung was still really mad at him and he was scared to look at him.

After about 20 minutes the interview was finally done and the boys almost ran out of the room. The questions turned out to be about the new album, Fake Love and it's video, but also about their future, and worse; Love. They were asked about their ideal types and if they were seeing someone. Jimin tried to hide his tears while rubbing his eyes. Namjoon had asked if he was okay but he said something was in his eye.

"Wait for me, i'm going to the toilet, okay?" Jimin said to the others. "Okay, we'll be in the lounge," Namjoon said. He didn't see Taehyung looking at him worriedly, but Namjoon did. "Ah, there is something in his eye. It's fine Taehyung-ah, he is probably just going to try to get it out."

Jimin made his way to the toilet and tears flowed down his cheeks. He sat down on a toilet and locked the door. He leaned his head on the wall and sighed while he softly cried out. Why did they have to ask him?

Jimin just mumbled a bit about his ideal type having a nice smile and pretty eyes, and not being in love at the moment, but it wasn't true. He was in love. With Taehyung. But he couldn't say that. Other sexualities than being straight weren't really accepted in Korea. Jimin wasn't sure what his sexuality is, but dating a boy was pronounced "gay" or "bisexual", and Jimin didn't know yet what he was.

He didn't even want to think about it, since it made him think about Taehyung even more. He dried his eyes with his sweater and walked back to the lounge.

Six heads looked up. "Why are your eyes so red?" Yoongi asked. "I had something in my eye and when I tried to get it out, I poked my other eye, so they were both tearing up," Jimin made up. It made sense to the other boys so they nodded. "Let's go now," Seokjin said and stood up, the others following him to the van.

After the interview they were brought to the BigHit building, to practice their dances. Their world tour would start in August, so they had only one month left to practice and get it perfect and smooth.

The boys changed into their sweatpants and t-shirts or sweaters, leaving their normal clothes in the lockers.

Some of the BigHit staff was present in the practice room, but not really paying attention to them. Most of them greeted the boys and went back to work. Some were cleaning a bit, some were fixing some stage outfits for the tour and cleaning the shoes they were gonna wear.

"Let's start off with Fake Love, since we don't have to practice that one so much," Hoseok said, and the other boys nodded. Two staff members helped to activate the speakers and Hoseok connected his phone to them, putting on their latest song Fake Love.

The boys danced to the song and were told they look perfect, and decided to focus on the other songs now. After practicing Anpanman and Go Go, they did DNA.

Jimin couldn't look away at Taehyungs small solo. His moves were smooth, especially where his hand moved over his neck sexily, he couldn't keep his eyes off him. The lustful look in Taehyungs eyes wasn't really helping either. Jimin knows the look is forced and Taehyung is supposed to look like that, but he couldn't stop thinking about what Taehyung would be thinking about.

When Jimin had to start dancing too, he couldn't get his thoughts straight. He kept thinking about Taehyung. He noticed he messed up some details and immediately felt bad about not focussing.

When the song was done he sat down on the floor to drink some water. "Why were you so distracted Jiminie?" Hoseok asked. "Ah, it's nothing hyung," he waved him off. "Alright then, take a little break and we'll try it another time."

But that 'another time' didn't certainly help him, and especially not the friend in his pants. Jimin tried to ignore it but it didn't go away, even if he tried thinking of sad things or naked grandma's. It just didn't help. He went to the toilet and tugged it in the waistband of his sweatpants to make it less visible, like most boys do while sporting. He couldn't take care of it now, that would take too long. He just hoped no one would notice.

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