Welcoming

--------------------------------"Love isn't a feeling, just an illusion, poisoning our brains, making us fall for another perfect solution"-Mason Lee--------------------------------

After the whole hospital episode you decided to go home and sleep it all off. We'll sleep it off you did! You slept for a full day and night. Your still in bed when you hear your phone ring.

Thomas?

"Thomas?" You ask

"Lara? Lara!" He sounds panicked

"I'm fine I really am!" You try to calm him down, he's been calling you for the last day. At least five times.. You don't know if Dylan explained what happened, but if he did you hope he didn't talk about Harry.

"Are you sure? Do you want me to come over? Can, I come over?" He asks

"But I have set today, so do you!"

You get up and shuffle over to your wardrobe, grab out a bunch of clothes and chuck them on. Ripped jeans with a Beatles t-shirt and a pair boots. Your fashion sense is top notch!

"True, well can I come over after set? Maybe we could grab something to eat? Only if you want-"

A huge smile spread across your face. Thomas Sangster. Just asked you on a date.

While Thomas continues to ramble on you cut in,

"Yes Thomas I'd love to!" You smile into your phone

"What? Really?!" Thomas gets all giddy

"Yeah! Why not? Hey I've got to go, on set in like fifteen minutes, but I'll see you there?" Your smiling too

"Yes! Can't wait" he hangs up before you can say goodbye

Oh my gooooosh... Thomas Sangster??!!!!! Date???!!!!!

I think YES!++++++++

Wes is calling your cue, and you feel like it's audition day all over again!You take your place, in this scene your with Kaya and Dylan, the others are around you two. Your currently portraying the character 'Brenda' but besides that your usually just an extra.

Dylan says his lines and Kaya has to leave, the rest of us pretty much just stand around looking pretty.

"Calling everyone for scene 3.2.2." Wes calls out

Dylan walks over to you and asks you if your any better,

"Yeah I'm better now" you cringe at the memory "buy why didn't I remember it? Why did it just pop into my head? It's like I had forgotten my brother was dead, like I had forgotten about Harry! How could I forgot about my own, DEAD brother?!" Your heart rate quickens and your breaths come hard, you feel yourself been helped down onto the couch by Dylan,

"Lara" his voice is soft, and his voice only becomes soft when he's concerned... What's happened.?

"That's my name" you calm yourself

"Lara" he bows his head "after the incident, your parents made you see council, for your reoccurring night terrors. We were both diagnosed with Dramatic Trauma, because we were involved in the accident-" Dylan stops

"Wait, so why can't I remember the council either?" You study Dylan who keeps shaking his head

"Well eventually your parents realised the council wasn't working, just making you worse. Your parents finally decided to arrange a hypnotist to see you. People usually saw them for traumatic stress relief, so the hypnotist basically placed the memory of your brothers death in the back of your mind. So that the memory is still there, just-" he sighs "pushed away.."

You take this all in pretty quickly. But before you can ask a question you hear Wes call everyone off set. Work was finished for the day. Ahhh, your so excited to just go home and do.. Oh no...

Your date...

Just as these thoughts crossed your mind you notice Thomas walking over to you,

"Hey Lara, are you okay?" He smiles

Your getting pretty sick of people asking you if your okay. Since the whole relapse in the hospital everyone has been concerned, and wanted to know exactly what you'd remembered. Your pretty sure Dylan told the others about Harry, you knew you would.

"Yeah, I'm fine!" You out on a completely fake smile to make it believable

"Don't give me that 'I'm fine, see I'm smiling' crap! I know your really shaken up about it, and I know your sick of people asking you about it."

"Your pretty understanding Tom" you giggle, you and Thomas have gotten so much closer! He calls you a lot now and you two seem to get along really well,

"That's me!" He smiles and wraps his arms you, you embrace him and when he finally let's go, you realise you haven't been hugged since hospital.. Oh gosh, Tom makes everything so much better!!

"So where are we going?" You ask him, referring to the date

"It's a secret!" He does a cheeky smile

"Can you at least give me a hint?" You two walk out of the studio and over to his car, a really fancy old style Jaguar.

"On our first date?" He asks as you both get into the car and he starts the engine, you catch a glimpse of Ki, Kaya and Dylan standing a few metres away, giggling and obviously making jokes about you and Thomas.

"Okay fine.. Your going to say wow!" He nudges you and you drive off,

The interior of the car is really nice, like REALLY nice! There's leather seats and a really old style radio that's been cleaned. Thomas might have terrible fashion sense but he sure knows his cars..

"Will I be saying wow at food, or wow at something else?" You continue admiring his car

"Wow at something else" he says

Your getting really excited, not to mention the fact that your going on a date with THE Thomas Sangster, but he also kissed you a few nights back.. Seriously, this is a fangirls dream!

All you can do is smile. And smile and smile and smile.

After a few minutes of thinking you come back to reality, and realise that the whole time you were just staring at Tom, and he notices too.

"Hey Lara" he smirks

You blush and giggle

"Aha hey Tommy"

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"Wow" you mutter as you place your bum on the blanket that's laid out in front of both of you. Cold, that's all you feel until he sits down aswell,

"Nice view" he looks out

"Amazing..." You mutter shaking your head,

Before you is a perfect view of the city, from the top of a mountain, not a very big one. You sit on a small picnic blanket, it's getting dark and all the city lights are turning on, one by one.

"How did you find this place?" You turn to Thomas who has been watching you the whole time,

"An old friend." He sighs,

Your not to sure you want to move onto the subject of sighs, but you ask anyway,

"An old mate?" You ask

"Yeah he passed away in a freak accident a few years back, we used to come out here all the time. Watch the city." He trails off, but stops talking altogether

"Were you close?" Sympathy laces your voice

"Very. He was like my brother!" He turns back to you, faking a smile

You decide this would be a good time to talk about Harry, since your pretty sure the last time you did was about three years ago,

"Did Dylan tell you guys why I had a panic attack in the hospital?" You ask Thomas

"No, he just mentioned some guy called Harry"

You take in a deep breath, the fresh cold air travels your lungs.

"My brother. He died in a car accident, Dylan, his sister and I were all in the car at the time. It was, horrible..." You sigh looking down at you crossed legs,

"What was the memory?" Thomas asks

"It was me, trying to crawl over to my brothers body. Dylan was holding me back until he noticed Hazel. His sister." You sigh once more before continuing "he ran, and so did I. Once I got to Harry he was already dead, but I didn't know that.." Your starting to get more and more emotional and Thomas notices,

"Dylan realised before I did, he ran over to me telling me it was no use. But I, I kept shaking-" you stop suddenly, emotions full you up

Thomas places his hand on your back,

"Stop, it's fine you don't need to continue!" He looks at you, brown eyed,

Gosh his just Devine! I mean really, how beautiful can a guy get?

"So tell me about yourself, Mr. Sangster?" You smile and wipe away the tears that were previously collecting in your eyes.

"Well...." Thomas starts,

But you stopped listening, because you knew all about his career, and what age he started acting etc.

You sit for a while, blurring out Thomas and his words. You ponder on what your life will be like in five months, maybe a year?

And there's only one thing that keeps popping into mind,

Him.+++++++

Author: okay so I'm really bad with "staying with something till I finish it" and because I'm now obsessed with teen wolf and Dylan obrien, I'm lacking a huge amount of inspiration and motivation!!! So if you guys want me to continue can you please give me feedback because i feel like you all just read this by accident and really, you find it boring!! And I know that's not true but still...

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