Part 11- Raiders

Clementine POV   Today the raiders are supposed to come (I know I'm lazy I did a big time skip). The only people who know about the raiders are Louis and I. He wants to tell everyone about them but I don't. I told him I have everything under control and that he doesn't need to worry. He hasn't been himself lately. It's most likely because of Lyla. When I look into his chocolate brown eyes all I came see is worry, guilt, and sadness. I feel bad for him. Lyla was a victim in all of this. She deserved better than what the world did to her. I got up and out of bed. I ran my fingers through my knotted hair. I haven't found a brush to brush it so it has been knotted. I put my hat over my hair to cover that big mess. That hat was given to me as a gift from my father before all of this. I can practically hear him and remember when he gave me it by just looking at the hat. I remember it all like it was yesterday. Time-Past-Clementine's 8th birthday   "Honey, wake up! Today's a very special day!", My mom yelled from downstairs. It was  a Saturday so I had no school. I could smell her famous blueberry pancakes from downstairs. I got up and out of my white bed with flowers painted on it. 'Mm, that smells good', I thought to myself. I rushed downstairs to see my mom cooking the pancakes and my dad sitting at the table reading the newspaper and drinking coffee. "Look who's finally up!",my dad chuckled, "Happy birthday, darlin." I took a seat across from the father. The butter and syrup were already out on the table. A plate with a fork and knife was already laid out for me. My mom came over with the pan with a pancake in it. She slide the pancake off the pan and onto my plate. "Eat up!",she giggled. I plopped a big lump of butter onto the pancake and spread it around. My mother gave my father a plate and a pancake. I opened the syrup and poured some onto the pancake. She sat down in the middle of my father and I and got herself a serving. We all began eating. The pancakes were delicious. She never managed to mess up cooking,never. She was probably the best cook I knew at the time. When I got older I wanted to be just like her, brave, fearless, and strong. I wanted to find someone like my father and have many kids. I admired my mother. She was my role model at the time. Once we were done eating my father got up from the table and came back with a box wrapped in blue with a big pink ribbon on top of it. She handed it to me and got out his camera. I ripped open the paper and lifted the lid off the box. Inside was my father's baseball cap, the one I've always wanted. "Smile!",he said while the flash of the camera went off. "Thank you,daddy!",I ran over to him and hugged him. "I knew you always wanted it so I thought you'd like it." He looked down at me and smiled. I smiled back. That was the last 'happy' memory I have of my parents. Later that day I found Lee. He told me that my parents weren't in the right state of mind and that they're in a better place. I trusted him and went along with him. He protected me till the day he died. Time-Present I snapped out of the memory and walked outside to join the rest. Louis saw me and ran over towards me. "Hey,uh the raiders..",he said with a worried tone. "I have it under control,Louis. Trust me.""Clem,if a-anything happens out there",he gulped, "I just want you to know that I-I l-love you so much. And-And I know it's really early to say it and all but I mean it." "Louis...it's not too early to say it at all. Remember how desperate I was for you? I was so vulnerable..I said it way too soon." He chucked, "No, you didn't. You weren't thinking straight, it's ok." "And uh,Louis?" "Hm?" "Not to sound cheesy and all but uh *sigh* I hate to admit it but I love you m-more." "Not possible,Clemmy.", he gave me a wink and a peck on the cheek. I knew what I was gonna do about the raiders. I was gonna give myself up so everyone else can live peacefully. It's the only way we can survive this. Time skip~midnight~ I began writing a note for everyone so they don't go looking for me. I don't need them getting worried. I wrote: Dear friends, This is the only way,I'm sorry. I've sacrificed myself so you all can live peacefully. Don't come looking for me,please. Like I said this is the only way that you all can survive this. I'm doing this for you. I don't want you to get worried about me,trust me I'll be fine. And to,Louis. I'm sorry I did this,Lou,I really am. Just know that I love you beyond words and nothing can stop that. I know it's cheesy and I'm way too vulnerable but it's true. Love, Clem I walked outside and waited by the gate. Violet was on duty tonight but she fell asleep and she seemed like a pretty deep sleeper. About 30 minutes later Lily and Abel came with guns. I looked her in the eye. "Take me but don't hurt them. I'm the leader. Kill me, beat me, I don't care just don't touch them." "Wow,Clementine, I didn't think you'd give up so easily.",Lily let out a small chuckle. I really can't believe I'm doing this. I opened the gate and stepped out in front of her. "So, it's a deal then?",I demanded. "Deal." She put me in some kind of rolling cage and took me with her to the delta. I was freezing but didn't complain. I was doing this to keep them safe. I'll survive this, I know I will. Even if I get hurt I won't die. Once we got to the delta they threw me into a cell. The cell had one bed and....that was about it. I sat down my the wall and hugged my knees. I can't believe I actually did this. Heh,they owe me big time. Warning-slight lemon (ok I'm not writing a lot of lemon but if you read it you'll get what I'm trying to say. Skip down to my A/N and read that to get a summary of what happens without details). I heard someone unlock my cell. I looked up to see...Abel. "What do you want?!", I yelled. He pissed me off. I fuckin hate him beyond words. "Don't. Talk. To. Me. Like. That." He grabbed me by my waist and threw me onto the bed. He got on top of me and smiled, a creepy smile. I kicked and yelled but no use. He was too strong for me, especially since I didn't eat much. He tugged at my jeans until he managed to pull them off. (I'm sorry for this.) "Stop!",I yelled but no use. Hot,wet tears began streaming down my cheeks. "Please!!! Stop!!" He slapped me across the face. "THE MORE YOU TALK THE MORE I'LL HURT YOU!" The tears came down faster and faster by the second. He began kissing my neck and slid his hands underneath my shirt. She pulled my shirt off, leavening me in just my underwear. He tugged at his belt buckle,until he was just in his underwear. He began kissing my lips and touching me. The tears came down faster and faster. Eventually he managed to take off my underwear and his too. I continued to cry and cry, begging him to stop.

He didn't listen.

A/N: Ok, you'll see why I'm doing this later. Thank ya'll so much for 1k reads! (If you skipped that part Clemmy Clue got rapped). So,this chapter was so cringe worthy imma die. Legit I'm sorry for the lemon but I have my reasons for it. Word count:1,412