Ch.25: decisions

The next day we went tot he AOMG concert and it was great. Ari had fun as well, we were all the way in the front. I recorded it since I didn't know when I would be able to see my best guy friend again. Ari had so much fun. At the end of the concert, we took pictures with all the guys, we even saw jre from jrekml and kennyboy, he recognized me from my boyfriends sns and we took pictures with them. Ari is a Big fan. Any ways, Jay left after the concert because they had to go to new york, I got his number to keep in contact. I haven't seeing Alexander or heard of him. Ari will finish school in 5 days and big hits CEO really wants me to work for BigHit, he told me that I could tutor the trainees in English as well as some BTS members. Today I will have the coversation with Ari. I'm still counting the days 'till I see namjoon.

7 days later.Today's the day. We are packing to go to Korea in a few days. I remembers Aris reaction.

Flashback 2 days ago.

Ari was coming out of school with her medal. She said she got it for being the highest in the school overall. My little genius. I took her to in-n-out since she really wanted some burgers. We got there and we ordered. Then we went to wash our hands. We sat down on our table. As we were waititng, I started talking to her.

"Ari, you know that I like living here, close to grandma. And you know that I love California, but I don't have a job here anymore"

"Mom, you can tell me, it's fine"

"Ari, when I went to south Korea, I got a job offer as an English tutor"

"For idols?" She asked with a sparkle in here eye. I nodded

"But, we have to live there, we can't fly back and forth everyday, anyways,I want us to move there. I know that you have friends here, and that you will go to second grade soon. I know that you are involved in the community a lot, but I can't leave you here with grandma, I need you, i want you to come with me" she just looked at me then looked up to the ceiling.

She was thinking.

She always does this when in deep thought, I continued, "if you don't want to, please let me know, I can look for something here, Hayze knows about this and she is ok with it, since her sister will move to California, she will live there."

Our number was called, Ari has not answered at all. As she was eating her fries I heard, "ok, I'll go, I always wanted to live there, plus you will have a job, I can always go to school there. Mom, I love you and I'll do anything for you. But I want something in return,

I want you to present me to

BTS I really want to meet them." I smiled and nodded, "and....I...want...to...meetmynewdad" I chocked on my fries, she smile and went back to eating. new dad?

Flashback ends

We were packing our last stuff. Mr. bang told me to send my things, so I just sent in a few stuff that I had in hayze apartment. Aris clothes was packed and I will ask Hayze to send in the rest of the stuff once I find a bigger apartment. I'm living in the dorms since they are closer to work. Ari will come with me, but she will be with me the whole time until school starts, im not sure if i should put her in a private, public, or homeschool due to safety issues.

what has happened to me since the reveal of namjoon having a girlfriend?

well I have recieve threaths as well as support from his fans. they even got a hold of my number and texted me about comming to my home and kidnapping me. some have sent me pictures with their weapon of choice, others have actually sent letters to my old address, and to my moms homes. those fans are like private dectetives, yet they still can't figure out that ari is my daughter. since then, i have changed my number and made my sns private again, only my family and a couple of close friends have permition to see it. i dont want namjoon or his boss or bts to know. hayze knows about all this though.

on the other hand, people have followed me and posted encouragment messages. others have sent me care packages, i have gotten people defending me. i also have a couple name with namjoon, Namica (by theBABELLE) i have even gotten cute little couple items for namjoon and me to wear.

"ari, we are ready, our flight will be leaving in 2 hours so we should get going"

"is grandma comming with us?"

"yes and hayze will pick us up over there"

"how come aunti hayze is still there?"

"well she found an old friend there, and she got some one to sub for her since she still has to take her sick days, and she is staying with her friend there, don't worry, she has to go back to school again, so she is going to have to come back."

We arrived at the airport and some girls approach me, "hi are you Jessica, namjoons girlfriend? You are so pretty, we are namica supporters" 2 young girls said

"Yes, thank you, I appreciate your support" we took a picture then our flight was called, Ari and I got on our business class seats, it was her first time flying for 18 hrs or so. She slept next to me, we shared stories, I showed her pictures of NamJoon and me together. we took a selfie and i sent it to hoseok to show the guys.

*hours later*

we have arrived it was 6am and as we were getting off the plane, i was carrying ari becasue she felt assleep, then i went to get our luggage. i got it, but with a struggle, when i was walking out of the bagage claim, i spotted hayze and hoseok, i waved at them and haye ran to me and hugged me waking up ari, she rubbed her eyes and smile at hayze, "auntie hayze!" she jumped at her, "i missed you auntie" she said nuzzeling ta her neck, "i missed you too ari and jess" she said back to her while spinning her around.

"hey hoseok"i hugged him

"hey jess, let me help you with that"he helped with the lugage and i hleped with the other one, hayze was carrying ari.

we arrived at BigHit and ari and i made our way to Mr. Bangs office. hayze waited for us at the lobby with our luggage

"hello sir, i hope im not interrupting?" i said from the door.

"no ofcourse not, come on in" he got up and i bowed he gave me a hug.

he brooke the hug "i brought some one with me"

"ok they can come in too" i nooded and hoseok entered with ari hand in hand, she was holding her namjoon plushi. hoseok left and ari stood next to me

"hey there" he bent infront of her

"annyeonghaseyo *she bowed* Ji ireum-eun ari imnida, man na suh ban gap seub ni da", she said in perfect korean. (hello, my name is ari, it's nice to meet you [very formal way])

"wow, you can speak korean really well" he prasied her. she smiled. and thanked him formaly.

"come sit down" we did so we were in the same couch as him, "so as you know, you will be my kids english tutor, and by my kids, i mean my trainees and a few bts memebers" i nooded, "and have you thought about my offer of writting songs for me?"

"well ari and i talked about it and decided that we will write songs but not too often, we tend to write them when we are inspired, she actually brought a book full of songs that she completed a few days prior, *turns to ari* honey why dont you take out the songs you want to show him?"

she nooded and opened her BTS backpack to take out her lyrics notebook and her melodies notebook

"i really like your backpack ari"

"thank you sir, uncle Suga gave it to me as a present" she said as she held her namjoon doll. she sat back down and handed him the notebooks. he read through some songs and some melodies,

"wow, im very impressed, you wrote this your self?" she nooded proudly, "mom helped me in some"

"tell you what, why dont you play me song at the recording studio"

"right now?" i asked

"yes right now, come on" he got up.

"ari, are you confortable enough to play now?" i asked her

"sure, im not sleepy, i can play" she said.

we arrived at the recording studio, jhope was there with hayze and my luggage.

they said hello and bowed, then mr. bang and ari entered the sound booth and he put her in the chair, infront of the piano, jhope turned on the microphone so we can hear them.

"ari is going to play one of her songs in the piano. she wrote the melody and lyrics so lets hear it, when ever you are ready"he walked out after messing her hair.

"umm can mom please come in with me? i want her to sing with me"

"sure, jess." i nodded and sat next to ari, then she started to play. (so aris voice is the girl with the red dress, Lea michelle and Jessica is the one with the jacket, Idina Menzel, lets say ari was playing the piano, the song is poker face by lady gaga, interpreted by glee cast)

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the rest of bts came into the studio in the middle of the performance and they heard me singing high notes. and jimin open his eyes wide open. then back to normal, everyones eyes open wide when they heard ari reach high notes.

everyone applaud.

"well done, now jhope has a challenge for you, he has a song and the melody for their new comeback, i want to see how it might sound, i will give you a few minutes so you can listen to the melody and go over the lyrics then you may sing it ok" said my new boss into the microphone. i walked out after giving ari a big hugh and a kiss on the cheek.

ari put 2 thumbs up, she listened to it and wrote on the music sheet and sang under her breath, tried to know where the pauses were and other things.

"ok im ready" she strated singing. she dance a bit in the pauses.

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after she was done she smiled and the guys were wow! not even did she sing and hit the notes but she also rapped.

"you rap?" asked hayze to her little goddaughter.

"sometimes, but i like singing more" she answered, then jumped off the chair and walked out of the booth, she closed the door and stopped her tracts, "omg! you are BTS!" she put her hand in her mouth, she couldnt believe that they were infront of her. She bowed, and bowed and bowed. she couldnt see the guys when they entered the room becasue they were out of her visibility.

"annyeonghaseyo *she bowed*  Ji ireum-eun ari imnida, man na suh ban gap seub ni da", she said in perfect korean. she was not staying still. she was nervouse. they were her idols.

v smiled and got near here, then bent down to her eye level "HI im V!" he hugged her and she froze but smiled and hugged him back. he let go, "but call me uncle taehyun" she nooded

"hi im the maknae, you can call me uncle kookie, anytime that you want to play, count me in" he said while hugging her. she hugged back and nooded.

"Im chim,chim, *does aegyo* but call me uncle jimin, ill be there to make you smile" she hugged him and he carried her. then jhope went to them,

"im your favorite uncle, your hope, and you are my angel" she moved from jimin to jhope. and he twrled her, she giggled.

"hey guys" said Jessica and she went to hug each and one of them. she took ari into her arms, "ari you are a big girl, you are not a baby anymore, you dont need me to carry you" but then ari moved to her moms back and hugged her mom like a koala. wouldnt let go.

"well ari, ill look over the songs and tell you which ones i would like ok" she nood smiling happyly still latched on to her mom.

"well, looks like you guys will get a 2 day break, i want you to take ari around town and jessica, you start work in 4 days. she will stay in the doorm next to yours ok guys" the guys cheered and ari did too.

"sir, is fine, i can stay with hayze" i insisted

"nope, you are my employe now, so its my pleasure to welcome you to the family"

"thank you sir" i shook his hand and bowed.

"WELL LETS GET GOING" said v grabbing ari away from me and putting her on his shoulders and running out

"HEY CAREFUL WITH MY ANGEL" jhope ran out

"guys, slow down" said jimin

"yea, and im the kid" said kookie while shaking his head. we waved bye at the boss and left.

---------------------at the dorm-----------------

"well this will be your home from now on" we nooded and put our stuff inside there was 2 rooms, a livingroom/dinning room, 2 bathrooms, a small kitchen. we went to aris room.

she jumped on her bed.

"ill stay with ari, guys go with jess to help her with her stuff" said hayze

"but i wan to help ari" wined jimin

"no me" said v

"no, none of you, just me" said hoseok

"come on kids" said kookie kicking them out.

we entered my room. there was a closet, a queen size bed, a flat screen tv, a computer desk. everything was red and black. Namjoons favorite colors and mine too.

i started putting my things away and the guys spoke,

"so ari huh" said jimin

"yea, i had her when i turned 18 she is now 5 years old"

"how did you manage to take care of her?" asked v

"my mom helped and he was there the first few months of her life."

"was it difficult with school and all?" asked kookie

"well sort off, i didnt go out as much, i didn't date as much either, i had to be in school at night so i could be with her in the morning, my previous engagement is now in the past"

"WOW!" jimin

"hey if its my undergarments, cover your eyes jimin, you pervert!" i yelled at him

"no, you were engaged once?" he asked astonished

"yea to ari's father, thats why i lost IT with him, i was stupid though" i said as i recall that memory

"does namjoon know that you were engaged already?" asked hoseok

"yeah, i told him the story, he wasnt pleased"

"with you or the guy" asked v

"with aris donor, he is not father to her" he never was and never will be.

"she has an ear for music, i mean she only heard the melody and she sang how i wanted her to." said hoseok. i nooded

"she has always being musically inclined" i said.

"so we choose a bigger bed.you know when namjoon comes cover, he wont sleep on the floor"said V

"i mean, its not like you haven't slept together" i blushed and jhope hit V on the back of his head.

"hyung, its true, remember the club, ow. it hurts kookie, dont hit me" said V

"thanks for your consideration, im sure namjoon will enjoy sleeping with me"

"nonna, please, the maknae is here, cover his ears" said jhope

"ok" jimin was going to cover his ears but v pushed his hands off him and back hugged kookie. not leting go, he tried pushing him away, we finished and went back to aris room. as they got ready the pizza that hayze had order arrived and we ate, it was getting late, the guys left and hayze left 2 hours after. ari and i changed for bed after a shower.

"ari, are you tired?" i asked her while she rubbed her eyes

"yeah, today was fun mommie"

"honey, do you like it here?"

"yes mom, i liked meeting the uncles, i just want to see uncle jin, uncle yoongi and umm namjoon, how should i call him mom?"

"i don't even know sweety"

"is he going to be my dad?" that caught me by surprisse.

"umm, honey, its getting late, tomorrow we are going sightseeing, so lets go to bed, do you want me to sleep here with you?"

"no, im a big girl" she said in a proud way

"only when you want to be" i told her while tucking her in

"exactly, this girl knows what she wants" she was drifting to sleep, "and what i want is for namjoon to be my dad" she wispered. then she lightly snorted. i was froxen. she does want him, even though they havent spend time together.

i kissed her forehead, turned off the light and closed the door. i made sure everyhting was locked and off then i went to my bedroom. i tucked my self in.

New chapter in my life, i just opened the introduction.