S. F. - 47

WARNING: CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT.

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New.

"Seriously?? You called me over just to tell me you haven't had sex for almost a month??" Gun frustratingly flailed his arms as he emphasized each word.

It was around 8 in the evening and Tay hadn't gone home yet. I was starting to get worried and to be honest I was starting to have doubts as well.

For the past weeks, he seemed to be a bit preoccupied but he wouldn't tell me anything. He would come home late to the point that I'd be sleeping when he arrived and I didn't even have a clue what he was up to. He would just tell me he was busy with work and nothing else.

I tried to believe him in the beginning, but as the days passed, he wouldn't even let me use his phone and I was starting to get suspicious.

We would be celebrating our third anniversary in a few months and the idea of him hiding something from me was making me insane.

"Do you think, he-he's cheating on me?" my voice faltered as I blurted out that one thing I feared the most. "He wouldn't do that, r-right? He wouldn't do that to me, right?"

I bit my lips to stop myself from crying but my tears eventually started to stream down my face as I looked at Gun. And I feared that his expression was suggesting that Tay might be.

"Hey, stop crying. What made you think he would do that to you?" Gun comforted me as he scooted closer to me on the sofa and rubbed my back.

"He seemed cold these days. He would go home late and wouldn't even let me use his phone. Like he was hiding something. But every time I ask him what's wrong, he would just evade the topic. We couldn't even have sex for almost a month because he always comes home late. Wh-what if he realized I'm not really the one for him? W-what if he has someone else already? I wouldn't even know what to do, Gun. He's not even showing any signs of wanting to marry me. What if he's already tired of me?" I sobbed heavier as I buried my face in my palms.

"Come on. Stop crying. Why don't you confront him? Ask him. You should talk about it."

"I'm, I'm afraid. What if my hunch is true? I don't think I'll ever survive if he tells me he already loves someone else."

"Shhhh. Stop crying already. Everything's gonna be fine. But I suggest that you talk about it. At least, if your hunch is true, you wouldn't be kept in the shadows. But New, just trust Tay, okay? I'm sure he's just going through something. Just trust him," Gun pulled me into a hug and I could only sob harder.

I don't think I'd be able to live if I go through another heartbreak.

***

I felt the bed move, signifying that Tay had already gone home.

"Hi, babe," Tay murmured in my ear before kissing my cheek.

I pretended to be asleep though I was wide awake. I hadn't even slept since Gun left an hour ago.

I bit my lips as he snaked his arm around my waist and hugged me from the back. I wanted to face him but I might end up crying if I saw his face so I decided to not move at all.

Minutes later, I could hear his light snores and that was my cue that he was already asleep.

I planned to peek through his phone to see what he was up to. I slowly removed his arm from my waist only to gasp when he tightened his grasp.

"Where are you going?" he muttered in a low voice.

"R-restroom. I need to pee," I immediately said and that was enough for him to loosen his hold on me.

I pretended to get inside the restroom, but instead of taking a leak, I quickly composed myself and tried to think if I should push through with my plan.

I was afraid he'd catch me peeking through his phone but I just wanted to know the truth. I needed to know the truth and I believed that I could find some answers in his phone.

In the end, I decided to push through with it. With light steps, I slowly approached the bed and carefully got his phone from the bedside table. It was a good thing he was facing the other side so he wouldn't eventually see me if he ever opened his eyes.

I entered his usual pin but was mortified to know that he changed it. He even removed my fingerprint! I tried entering other significant numbers, like our anniversary, our birthdates, but none of them worked.

I bit my lips as I felt that familiar heavy feeling in my chest as I continued entering numbers only to be notified that I entered the wrong pin.

I was in the midst of thinking of another possible pin when someone messaged him.

From: Apple

Ok, Tay. Let's just meet at lunch tom. See ya. 😘

I swallowed the lump in my throat as I stared at the message on the lockscreen. And no matter how hard I tried to stop my tears from falling, I failed.

***

I covered myself with the blanket as Tay prepared for work.

"Babe? Aren't you gonna get ready for work?" Tay asked as he knelt beside the bed and removed the stray hair from my face.

"I'm gonna take the day off," I replied with my eyes closed for I didn't want him to see how puffy and red my eyes were.

After reading that message last night, I had a hard time sleeping as I cried silently.

I wanted to confront him at that moment, to thrash at him, to hit him, but the moment I saw the tired look on his face as he slept, I just melted and decided to hold the pain inside me instead.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah. I just have some errands to do with Gun later."

"You sure?"

"Yeah."

"Okay. Call me if you need anything. I'll get going then. I love you," he then kissed me on the forehead and went out of the room.

I waited for several minutes before getting out of the bed to make sure that he had already left.

I actually didn't have any business with Gun, but I was sure that I wouldn't be able to function properly at work so I just decided to have the day off.

I immediately called Gun after notifying my secretary to postpone my appointments for the day.

"Gun," I bit my lips as I called Gun and told him everything over the phone.

"Are you sure? Maybe it was just his employee. Come on. Stop overthinking."

"The message has a kiss emoji, Gun. Do you think his employee will do that?? What kind of employee will do that??"

"Well, a relative? She might have something important to talk to him."

"Ugh! I'm losing my mind already, Gun. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to confront Tay but I'm afraid he'd get angry or worst he'd tell me to break up with him. Please, help me Gun. What should I do?" I frustratingly grabbed my hair as I plopped down on the sofa and harshly wiped the tears that were welling in my eyes.

"Did the woman say she'll meet him at lunch?"

"Y-yeah, why?"

"Then, claim what's rightfully yours. The New I know wouldn't back down at any challenges. You go get your man before that woman does."

***

I took several deep breaths before heading towards Tay's office. I could feel my heart racing as I got nearer his office with every step that I took.

There was still an hour and a half before lunch and I had to stop their meetup.

"Hi! Is Tay inside?" I greeted his secretary.

"Good morning, Sir New. Yes, he's inside."

"Then, don't let anyone inside, okay?" I winked at him before opening the doors of Tay's office.

"Hi, babe!" I exclaimed as I secretly locked the doors. He was currently typing something on his computer.

"Babe? What are you doing here?"

He was actually surprised based on the look on his face and who wouldn't be? Of course, he should be or maybe, he was afraid to be caught red-handed thus the expression.

"I'm done with my errands with Gun. What are you doing?" I lied as I approached his table.

I noticed that he immediately closed a document before I could even take a peek at the screen.

"Nothing. Just reviewing some documents."

I timidly smiled at him. I might appear all good in the outside but my mind was in a turmoil as I mentally laid out my plans. 

"I miss yoouuu," I sat on his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck. I didn't mind if we were in his office. I just wanted to make sure that he wouldn't even have the time to meet that woman.

"We were just together this morning," he chuckled as he grabbed my waist and kissed my cheek.

I didn't say anything and just buried my face in his neck.

Throwing away every ounce of shame left in my body, I intentionally rubbed my arse against his member despite the embarrassment that was creeping into my system.

"N-new," Tay's labored breath made me smirk and I noticed him gulping several times.

I continued what I was doing and rubbed my arse even harder and I could feel him growing underneath me.

"B-babe, we're in the office," he groaned lowly as I quickened my pace a little bit.

"I already locked the door," I muttered under my breath as I could feel myself heating up as well.

Tay didn't say anything and just grabbed my waist and helped me in moving my hips.

"Ugggh, fuck," Tay leaned his head back on the chair's backrest as he bit his lips.

He then reached out for something and I noticed the blinds started covering the entire glass wall.

He groaned in protest when I got off his lap but immediately smirked when I removed his pants and held his length in my hands.

"Oh, baaabbee. What are you doing to me?" he moaned erratically as I slowly moved my hands up and down his length and I could see some of his precum.

I swiftly grabbed the condom from my pocket and tore the foil. I could hear Tay's labored breathing as I intentionally rolled the condom on his length in slow motion making him lean his head back.

I immediately removed my pants and straddled him. I let out a loud moan as I slowly inserted him inside me, stretching my hole and filling me to the brim.

"Oh fuck, Taaay. I miss feeling you inside meee, baaabeee," I groaned as I grabbed his shoulders and started slowly pumping on his length.

The swivel chair was already creaking under our weight but I couldn't even think about it anymore as all I could think of was Tay's length going in and out of my hole.

I grabbed his shoulders tighter when he started lapping on my nipples alternately, gently tugging them with his teeth and I could only moan in pleasure when he started tracing his tongue on my bare skin.

He then held my hips and thrusted faster and deeper making me let out a long delirious moan as he continuously hit that familiar spot, making me arch my back.

The sound of our skin against each other was something I missed the most and I could feel myself reaching my peak as I met his every thrust.

He was hitting that spot over and over again when the chair suddenly let out a loud creak and started sinking as Tay kept on thrusting.

"T-Tay, the chair is slowly giving in. We should move to the c-couuuucch. Ohh, baabee, oh fkc. Do-do it again."

"I don't think I'd be able to make it to the couch baabe," he groaned as he grabbed my waist tighter and thrusted even deeper.

The swivel chair was already sinking even lower and I was sure any minute it would definitely break.

And with one last deep thrust, we both came, his essence filling me inside and mine splattered on his stomach, soiling his dress shirt.

"That was gre-" he grinned but his words were immediately cut off as the chair completely broke making us fall into the floor.

With wide eyes, I watched one of the wheels roll towards the corner of the room.

"I th-think, I just broke my back," Tay groaned underneath me as he rubbed the back of his head that slightly hit the floor.

I chuckled as I grabbed his cheeks and squeezed them lightly. "I'm sorrryyyy."

We may have broken his chair and probably some bones but at least, I was sure he wouldn't be able to meet that woman.

Well, I hope so.

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