chapter 30 the power of ladybugs

marrinettes point of view 

i could see anything it was cold and dark i was in the darkest part of my mind where i had hid all my emotions and now my emotions were hiding me.

"hello is there anyone there someone. please save me. chat noir can you hear me" of course he couldn't hear me i was yet again all alone. i sat with my head in my arms. why am i so useless 

"ladybug was never there when i needed her she's just a little girl in a costume after all" i heard lilas voice say "you are the good guy after all shouldn't you have helped me" she said again

"i'm sorry" i heard chloe's voice say

"you always let your feeling and emotions get the better of you so why dont you just let it go marrinette" it was my voice i head but it wasn't me

i closed my eyes tightly and cried but the a glowing orb fell in to my hands what was this tikki was this you?

i looked closely at it to see a young woman peeking behind the door at what looked like 2 soldiers. "the princess is only a girl she can't do anything" one said

the the sean suddenly changed it was the same girl infront of what looked like the king and queen "you are disgrace to are family"the king spoke to her but the girl keeped still not once showing a single sign of emotion.was she the princesses 

next she was in her room with a young man surrounded by white butterflies "sister i know i have done bad things" he began "but for are family please don't capture me....."

the young lady turen away and said "this world isn't beautiful like it was before" she looked different this time "what should i do? what can i do? am i doing the thing right? or am i doing the wrong thing?"

the ball of light suddenly lifted up expanding in to the princes she looked... she looked like ladybug "there is no defining right and wrong marinette" she spoke

another female appeared beside her she was also ladybug yet a different one from before "everyone makes mistakes"

and another ladybug appeared and said "but never underestimate yourself "

the last one stood taller than all of the she was the ladybug from master fu's book she came close to me and knelt down putting one hand on my face "you define who you are no one else" she looked around the room and before are eyes ever lady bug that had ever existed was stood all around us looking at me 

and as if magic all together they said " YOU ARE LADYBUG!and ladybug never gives up no matter what"

suddenly they bright light began to grow and consume everything i looked at the 4th ladybug "you wont give up because your the strongest ladybug i have ever know" i looked deep into her eyes 

"tikki is that ... is that you" i asked

she just smiled at me as disappeared when the light touched her. i closed my eyes and opened them again i was in school in class.

"guys someone must have set marinette up" he said "i'm going to find her don't stop me" adrian said running out the room

"you know what adrian your right shes done bad thing but so have i and now ive lost my best friend but she would never do this" alya said

"but her id car is right hear that enough proof" lila said standing up in her chair

"we all know mari is a bit clumsy maybe she dropped it or it was stolen but the same person who is tying to set her up" alaya said in my defence i could feel the tears running down my face.

"thats right, we need to find the real culprit" everyone began to say 

i stood shocked looking at the people who had turned there backs on me yet right hear right now standing up for me did thi really happen was this true?

i closed my eyes and smiled i knew they would have my back.

"im sorry i gave you to much responsibility " i heard tikki say

i opened my eyes to see i was back to at the top of the eiffel tower

"no tikki i like being ladybug but you were the one who gave me the power to help others i'm mad at my mistake that i made things worse but now i know being ladybug doesn't mean i wont ever do anything wrong. no one is perfect and that keeps the balance of the world."

"marrinette?... is that really you?"

"can you help me fix my mistakes please ... tikki" i asked her

"you know what words to say " tikki said

i looked at her and smiled "TIKKI SPOTS ON!!!!"