*You started it*

You return home to Asgard after breaking the remaining avengers out of the craft. Even though you were mad at Steve, he was right this had nothing to do with them, and you helped them. With the help of Nick you gave Wanda and vision a chance to start over somewhere safe. Clint could finally retire. Natasha was long gone, you had no idea where she went, you just hoped you'd see her again someday. But Tony was probably the hardest to leave behind, after everything you had shared together, leaving and knowing you couldn't come back.. it hurt. Yet with a target around your neck it was obvious Midgard no longer was your home, as much as you wanted it to be.

You lay with your head buried on Lokis chest, he was humming a song to you while stroking your hair. Even after your little rescue mission, you still couldn't get him out of your mind. The man you used to love.. who claimed to love you betrayed you, lied to you for years.

"My darling you need to sleep" Loki whispers as he strokes your cheek. "Your pretty little head shouldn't be wasted on him"

"It's not really something I control" you scoff.

Loki cups your jaw softly, forcing you to look up at him. He smiles before leaning over you kissing your lips gently.

"Guess I can" he chuckles satisfied. "Such dirty little thoughts" he whispers.

"You're annoying you know that?" You sigh with a subtle smile.

"Oh I'm annoying? Right" he nods his head slowly. "You love me"

"I can love you and still find you annoying"

"Watch your mouth little one.." loki tsks.

"Or what?" You tease, sitting up and looking up at him.

"Or nothing.." Loki sighs.

"What?" You exclaim disappointed.

"I can hear you thoughts louder than my own y/n" Loki says quietly. Pulling you closer towards him. "You can't hide from me anymore y/n.. you let me in and I want to respect your privacy, but I can't ignore your thoughts"

"Right.. it's really nothing Loki it's just thoughts" you stammer.

"Then tell me.. If they mean nothing just say them out loud"

"Fine" you scoff. "I..I don't want-" you stop yourself.

Loki raises an eyebrow waiting for you to end your sentence.

"Im sacred" you say quietly.. "is that what you wanna hear?" You hiss.

Loki shakes his head as he once again pulls you closer. "No" he answers.. "I want you be to be happy.."

"I am.. really I am" you assure him. "I'm just scared of the future" you admit. "We've been pretending like I'm not still stuck in time.. I just wanna be able to grow old with you.. start a family, watch them grow old while we-" you trail off.

"I know" Loki sighs.. "but it's not gonna be a Problem for at least another century"

"Maybe not for you.. I just can't loose you again" you whimper. "I won't survive that-"

"Don't say that!" Loki says loudly. "Look at me!" He demands. "If something happens to me you'll be fine.. you have to"

"You're scaring me.. why are you saying that?" You question nervously. He had been acting strange ever since you got home..

"It's nothing alright. I just want you to promise me, when something-" he stops himself for a moment. "If something happens to me, you'll live your life. Don't pause it" he corrects himself.

"I can't promise that" you sigh, looking up at his dark emerald eyes.

Loki takes out something from his pocket. "Close your eyes" he whispers. You do as he says when you feel his hand slightly gracing over your neck. "Alright open them"

You look down at you neck as a beautiful ring hangs around your neck in a golden chain. "What is it?" You ask as you hold onto it.

"It was my mothers ring" Loki answers. "It's my promise to you. That no matter what I'll always love you.." he smiles stroking your cheek.

"I love it.." you smile before kissing him softly. "I love you.. and I'll never have to live my life without you.. because you are my Loki Laufeyson"

Loki nods his head. You can sense he's troubled by something but you fear to ask him. You don't wanna ruin the moment with more of your crazy thoughts. So you just think about him..

You rest your forehead against his closing your eyes, as you let your minds align. Watching as you story unfolds behind your eyelids. Like watching a movie.. one of those truly terrible rom coms. If you could you's freeze time and stay in this moment forever.

"Where's your brother" you ask softly. You're foreheads still touching.

"Should I be worried he's what you're thinking about right now?" Loki chuckles. You push him playfully as you roll you eyes. "He's off Asgard at the moment" Loki answers.

"He's on earth?" You question.

"No ehm.. not exactly"

"Then where is he loki?" You grunt.

"He's just being Thor.. okay?" Loki smiles.

"Okay.." you say sadly, why was he being so goddamn weird.

You finally managed to pull yourself up from the bed, and try to fulfill some of your duties as ruler of Asgard. And although it wasn't official yet you still needed the experience, and who better than Loki who kept the throne safe for almost two whole years without you knowing. Anyways sorta safe.

With Loki it felt so natural, like this was all you were meant to be doing, sitting by his side and being a role model for the future generation of Asgard. And the sneaking around with him, struggling to keep your hands off each other definitely did make it much more fun. And for just a moment you had seemed to forget what went down with the avengers. It was almost like it hadn't happened, cause when you were with him nothing else mattered, expect you.

"I'm tired Loki" you pout as you look up at him.

"Just an hour more and you can go" Loki says as he looks out over the empty lavatory.

You scoff as you sit further back in the throne, looking eagerly over at Loki. As much as you hated to admit it that man looked perfect on a throne, it was like it was build just for him. He's legs were spread open, as he looked out into the room. You barely couldn't focus on anything but him. For today he truly lived up to his title as a god.

"You're staring princess" he says quietly but just loud enough for you to hear it.

"Princess?" You question.. did he just downgrade you to princess.

"It's what you are right now isn't it.. you're not ready to be queen so princess it is" Loki says firmly.

You knew exactly what he was up to, he wanted to piss you off and annoyingly enough it was working. He knew just what buttons to push.. both literally and figuratively.

But two could play that game.

"Yes my king" you say softly. Getting up from your throne as you walked down to the guards by the door. "Tell the people our occupied.. I have to speak with him in privacy" you claim. The guards nod their head understandingly as they close the door behind them. Standing by the door silently.

You walk towards him, gently swaying you hips as stand by the end of the stairs. Loki tilts his head, barely understanding what's going on. You walk up to him, straddling his thigh looking up at him.

"What are you-"

"Nothing I swear" you say softly. Adjusting your position on him. You noticed clearly how Loki tried to play it cool.

"You don't know what you're starting princess" Loki whispered in your ear.

"I think I do" you whisper back before trying to get up from his lap.

"And where exactly do you think you're going?" He questions.

"I thought you wanted me to get off" you say innocently.

"Yes but-"

"But what?" You smirk, fully aware of the situation you just caused in his pants.

"You're a piece of work you know that?" Loki scoff with a smile on his face. Pulling you closer to him as he kisses you deeply. "Leave us" Loki called to the guards who followed his instructions. He focused his eyes back on you as he shakes his head. "You're unbelievable"

"You love it" you smile softly, returning your lips to his, simply enjoying the taste of his cold soft lips.

Loki begins moving his thigh slowly, feeling as you grip onto his arms. "Is something wrong princess?" Loki chuckles.

You shake your head, placing it in between his collar and jaw. Feeling the small vibrations. His knee began to bounce slowly. You didn't bother fighting the feeling, instead you started moving your hips against him. The mix of his movements and the fabric rubbing against you clit sent pleasure through your body.

"Such a greedy little princess.. you just couldn't wait could you?"

You shake your head, unable to say anything. Loki chuckles as he begins to nibble on your neck, pulling your gown down to your shoulder kissing along your shoulder. You moan softly as you grind against his thigh, just the touch his body was enough to make your whole body quiver. You felt so small as you sat there on him, your grip tightening on his chest. His knee bouncing faster. His hand travels down to the hem of your dress, slowly moving up towards your core.

"God you're soaking"

And with that pushed to fingers into you, pumping them in and out of you to the rhythm of your movements. You moaned softly into his shoulder, as he pulled you apart right on his lap. Feeling the warm sensation filling up your body, until it overcame you. You moaned in relief as you let go of your grip. He pulled out his fingers, putting them to your lips. He smiles as you taste yourself on his fingers.

"You're insane" you groan softly.

"You started it" he smiles as he kisses you, carrying you to your room.