𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝟐𝟎

Author's POV:

Prom and Ford are outside the office council while waiting for Fourth to come out because they don't know why Fourth was summoned by their department council.

"Have you seen the articles of Gemini's interview yesterday?" the counselor asked him.

"Khab. I have already seen it." my polite voice.

"You probably know the policy of the school Mr. Nattawat, don't you? You are a graduating student. You should know how to handle this kind of situation, you are another one we trust as a good role model in this school." when the counselor preached him.

"I'm sorry Counselor, this kind of situation will not happen again." Fourth apologized.

"Fix your issue with that actor, the name of the school cannot be involved. I hope you understand that as the President of the Department of Law." clarifying Fourth well.

"Khab, I'm really sorry. I will fix this as much as possible." his breathing of forgiveness.

"Okay. You can go out. You can go back to your respective room." the counselor nodded.

When Fourth came out of the office in shock, Ford and Prom immediately approached him to comfort him, Fourth just sighed at the two and asked for a hug to relieve his stress.

"It's okay, don't think it's your fault." Ford rubbed Fourth's back.

"Thank you." Fourth whispered to the two.

"Be patient with the stubborn students first, after graduation slap them with diplomas one by one. I'll hold them by the hand so they don't leave." Prom is still joking.

"Ai' Prom! you're really violent." Ford rebuke Prom.

"It hurts! I'm just feeling sorry for Fourth, what's wrong with that? You want me to hit you first with a graduation hat." Prom is ready to throw a blow.

"Okay, dare me. I will tell to the office administration about your copying of Fourth's answer during the midterm exam!" Ford's intimidation.

Prom's facial expression suddenly changed into joyful and wrapped his arm around to Ford's shoulder, "You're serious, I'm your friend, right?"

Fourth can't help but laugh at his two friends while teasing like cats and dogs in front of him, "That's enough! Let's just celebrate after Graduation."

Fourth's POV:

When I came home to my own house, I noticed that Gemini's car was parked outside my house. I got out of the car and I saw him sitting on the stairs in front of my house.

"What are you doing here?" I approached him.

"I want to speak with you." no sense in his answer.

"why do you smell like alcohol? are you drunk?" I wondered.

"No. I'm not drunk." His voice was drunk when he reached for my hand and stood in front of me.

I immediately let go of his grip on my hand and sighed because I knew he was going to be stubborn again.

"Go home. You can't change my decision anymore." I quickly said.

I immediately walked to the door and walked past Gemini as if nothing happened. When I unlocked the door, I immediately went inside to close it but I didn't notice that he was just behind me and was forcing the door open.

"Gemini, what the hell! go home." I yell.

I was trying to close the door but he used his own strength to push and open the door until I couldn't handle his strength anymore and he was able to get inside.

I suddenly pulled back when I noticed him walking closer to me, it happened very quickly when Gemini opened one of his arms and wrapped it around my waist. He suddenly pulled me closer to him and kissed me without hesitation, I immediately struggled and avoided his kisses because he was not in his senses.

"Ai' shia Gem, don't!!" I was trying to push him away.

Gemini's strength was so strong that I had a hard time getting out of his arms wrapped around my waist, he kept sucking my lips even though I didn't open my lips and he even held me by the neck with his open palm so that I wouldn't move.

"Gemini! let me go! what the hell!!!" I cried out in begging.

He forcefully pushed me on the couch with too much strength, I was about to stand up and push him but he grabbed me by the hand and placed himself on top of me. He tried to kiss my neck and he ripped my uniform to the point that he removed all my buttons due to his aggressiveness.

"Ai' Gemini!! enough!! don't do this!!" I screamed in pleading.

I tried to fight and force myself to push him and remove him from the surface but I was getting weaker because all my strength was taken by my screams, cries, and pleading him.

"Ai' sat! Gemini stop!! I'm begging please!" I will cry in supplication.

Until my hand fell like a withered at the same time as my tears came from the end of my eyes, when Gemini noticed that I was no longer fighting or struggling, he let go of kissing me and looked into my eyes.

"Are you done?" I sobbed.

"Do you really have no love left for me?" Soft voice of Gemini.

"I don't want to, Please. I want to rest." My voice is tired.

Gemini immediately left on top of me and stood up, I lifted myself to sit on the sofa covering my body with my unbuttoned uniform, I took a deep breath and stood up in front of him.

"Alright. I will respect your decision." He answered so fast.

He added, "look at me... and tell me in front of me that you can no longer love me."

"Gemini, don't make things hard for us." I plea,

I know to myself that I can't let go of those words because I know in myselft that I still love him, but I thought about what would be better for both of us.

"I want to hear it from your lips. I'm going out the door on my own and I won't bother you ever again." He let go of those words so easy.

Even though my chest was tight, I still took all courage. I raised my head and looked straight at Gemini with a fierce, I wondered how I could fool myself again.

"I don't love you anymore, did you heard? I don't want to see your face any more.

the biggest mistake I've made in my whole life... is that I loved you too much." I resent him as I staring in his teary eyes.

"I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused. Take care of yourself." His voice was soft when he smiled at me.

I felt him gradually remove his hand from my waist and step back once.

"Leave." my trembling voice when I pointed to the door with all courage.

Gemini immediately stepped closer to the door and closed the door before he completely left.

"You don't know how much I want to love you, I'm so sorry." I pointed at Gemini, as I whispered while staring at the door and sobbing.

My knee was shredded like paper due to so much weakness, I sat down on the floor while crying. I couldn't release all the pain in my chest, so I had a hard time crying and gasping for breath.

Gemini's POV:

I don't seem to have anything to show to anyone anymore, I feel like I just want to disappear and never show up again. Even if I die now, I will not fight anymore, my life is useless.

What's the point of my life, if the person I want to be with for the rest of my life... was able to give up on me.

I want to go back to the day when I didn't go with my parents and went to Canada, if I hadn't hung out with my friends I wouldn't have had an accident and I wouldn't have lost my communication with Fourth.

I've hurt Fourth too much many times, maybe just staying away from him is the way to reduce the pain he feels. I also want to rest, I'm human too... I'm tired too.

Author's POV:

The next day I focused my time on preparing for the upcoming graduation, I asked for help from Prom and Ford for my speech as student president of the Law department.

While I was reading my script, my phone suddenly rang, I immediately answered the call when I saw the attorney's name appear on the screen of my phone.

"What?" I answer the call.

I was stunned after hearing what the attorney told me over the phone, I don't know if I will be happy or guilty for what I heard.

When I hung up, Prom and Ford asked me in surprise, because they were looking at me while talking to my attorney on the phone.

"What's wrong?" Prom wondered.

"Who called?" Ford asked me.

"My attorney called." I sparingly.

"What did brother tell you?" Ford's follow-up question.

"Gemini has already signed the divorce paper and the agreement on the house." My frustrated voice.

"Gemini really sets you free." Ford was frustrated.

"What you did was right Fourth, it's also for the sake of the two of you. You two need to rest first." Prom patted my shoulder.

Prom added, "you want after graduation, let's go to a club... Then I'll find you a new husband?"

"Ai' Prom!" Ford hitting Prom on the head with a book.

"Ouch." Prom scratched his head.

"You're not really running out of things to say. I'm done with you, bye Fourth." Ford rolled his eyes and walked out.

"Aren't we best friends?" Prom questioned Fourth.

"Huh? No, I'm also done with you." Fourth grinned and left to follow Ford.

"Aww." Prom was speechless.

Ford's POV:

After school, I went straight to a private hotel to celebrate a reunion with my high school classmates, I enjoyed the whole night with them and got drunk for fun.

Author's POV:

While Ford was enjoying bonding with his friends, he didn't realize that someone was staring at his man like he was obsessed, he didn't belong at the reunion, he was one of Ford's classmate's friends who was just included in the celebration.

"What's his name?" The guy next to him asked.

"Him?" He taught Ford.

"Yeah." Evilly glare.

"Ohh... That's Ford. Smart, rich, kind, and most of all he's virgin." Ford's classmate replied proudly.

He added, "do you want to get it?"

The guy didn't answer anymore, instead he just drank a glass of wine while staring at Ford as if he was interesting with Ford, while Ford was talking to his friends without consciousness that someone was planning something about him.

Ford's POV:

"Cheers!!!!" shouted across the corner of the room.

We raised our beers and toasted before we bottomed up a bottle of beer.

It was midnight by the time we finished, almost all of my friends had fallen asleep on the couch. I immediately stood up and left the room to go to the restroom even though I was dizzy.

When I got to the restroom, I turned on the faucet in the sink and washed my face to sober up, later I noticed that my male classmate entered the restroom and washed his hands next to my sink.

I was dizzy at that time, I was almost out of balance because I wasn't in my right mind yet. My classmate immediately grabbed me by the arm to catch me, I was so sleepy I leaned on his shoulder.

"Do you feel dizzy? Do you want to rest?" He asked me.

"Yes, please." I whispered.

Mark's POV:

I was wearing a hoodie and a mask while walking in the parking lot of a private hotel to go home, when I got into the car, I saw Ford with a man in the distance.

I looked closely at the man with him, Ford looked like he was drunk because the man was supporting him while walking.

"Who is he with?" I was wondering.

After a while, the man stopped in front of a car and in less than a few seconds another man got out of the car, a guy approached the man who was with Ford and held out something in his hand, I couldn't see if it was money or something.

"What is that?" I wonder.

My eyes widened when Ford was suddenly passed by the man who was supporting him to a man who got out of the car, I felt a hunch about what they were doing with Ford's unconsciousness so I immediately got out of the car and approached them before the man took Ford in the car.

"Hey." I approached the two men.

I immediately wrapped my open arm around Ford's waist and pulled him closer to me to take it from the man who was holding him.

"Who are you?" The guy asked me arrogantly.

"I'm his boyfriend, who are you?" I boldly answered.

The man didn't answer me so he got back in the car with disappointment and drove away directly.

"Oy! I want to go to sleep!!" Ford complained as he rested his head on my shoulder.

I immediately helped Ford to walk and I rode in the passenger seat next to the driver's seat, when I sat in the driver's seat I stared at Ford's gentle face while he was sleeping.

Before I started the car, I reached the side of Ford's waist with the seatbelt to secure Ford, after I locked Ford's seatbelt I was stunned when I caught a glimpse of him because our faces were so close.

I immediately pulled back and seat properly to the driver's seat, I calmed myself down and immediately drove out of the parking lot.

Author's POV:

While Mark was at the traffic light, he was trying to contact Fourth's phone to find out Ford's house, but no one answered, so Mark was forced to take Ford home.

When Mark's car stopped in front of his house, he helped Ford out of the car so that he could go inside and rest properly.

"Ford, fix yourself up!" Mark complained as he helped Ford walk.

He added in annoyance, "next time don't drink, if you can't."

"You're so noisy." Ford answered when he vomited on Mark's clothes.

"Ai' shia!!" Mark shouted in shock.

Ford was almost out of balance when Mark let him go because he was worried about the clothes that Ford vomited on, Ford sat on the floor and lay down because of the cool floor.

"Shhh... Don't make any noise, I'll go to sleep." Ford put his index finger on his lips and planned to sleep on the floor.

Mark was ready to throw a kick at Ford because he was so annoyed, he suddenly took off his clothes with vomit and lifted Ford's body.

"Ford, that's not a bed." Mark complained when he grabbed Ford's hands to lift him up.

When they got to the room, he laid Ford down on the bed properly, Ford felt pleasure when he felt the softness of the bed.

"Sleep well!" He said with a smile even though he had his eyes closed.

Mark was about to step out of the room when Ford suddenly stood up and took him by the hand.

"Where are you going?" Ford answered sleepily.

"I'm going to sleep in the guest room." Mark answered him.

"No. I'm afraid of the dark, don't leave." Ford embraced Mark's arm.

"I'll turn on the light while you're sleeping." He answered.

"Don't!" When Ford is stubborn.

Ford suddenly lay down at the same time as he was pulled by Mark's hand and Mark immediately fell on top of him, Ford slowly opened his eyes and smiled as he stared at Mark.

"Hi." Ford's tiny voice.

Mark was surprised because of Ford's smile on him, he was about to lift himself up because maybe Ford sees him as someone else, but Ford suddenly wrapped his hand around Mark's back so they could face each other even more.

"Ford, I'm not your boyfriend." Mark's struggle.

"I don't have a boyfriend since birth." Drowsy voice of Ford.

"Huh?" I wonder.

"I want to experience what it's like to be in a relationship, do you want to be my boyfriend?" He asked while staring at me.

"Ford, you're drunk. You don't know what you're talking about." I struggle in his embrace.

"Who's drunk? Huh! You agreed to be my boyfriend, even just for tonight." Ford's persistence.

It was obvious to Ford that he was not in his right mind so Mark was struggling because he knew that Ford was just drunk. As Mark was trying so hard to get out of Ford's hug, Ford suddenly raised his head and pressed his lips to Mark's lips so intensely.

Ford was very aggressive in those moments to the point that he even reversed the position and forced Mark to lie down on the bed to put himself on top of Mark.

"Let's try the normal things that couple in a relationship do, like..." Ford gave a hint.

He slowly brought his face closer to Mark's to reach his lips, Mark was ready to close his eyes when their noses touched but suddenly Ford lost his consciousness and his face drop on Mark's shoulder.

Mark couldn't do anything but hold his breath as if he missed that moment, but he still didn't take advantage of Ford's drunkenness.

Mark's POV:

In the middle of the night when I woke up because I felt someone hug my waist very tight, I turned my body to look at Ford and I saw that there were tears coming out of the eyes even though he had his eyes closed.

"Mom, don't leave please. Just stay here. Mom, please don't leave me!" Ford sobbing while sleeptalking.

I could feel the tightness of his fist on my clothes while panting, I pulled aside his hair that was blocking his face and stroked his back to calm him down.

"Ford, stop crying. Calm down, N' Ford." I had a soft voice when I whispered.

Ford gradually stopped sobbing and went back to sleep, I accompanied Ford throughout the cold night and gave him a warm hug to comfort him.

I put my arm under his head and lifted the blanket up to his shoulders to make him warm. He buried his face in my chest while my body was tilted towards him, he hugged me very tight as if he was very scared.

And I did nothing else but caress his back until he returned to deep sleep.