Aftermath part 2

Sanemi's POVI walked in finally after everyone, I wanted to see him last so we had all the time. I had time to confess and face anything before or after. When I walked in he was falling asleep, fucking dammit! Here I thought I could spill my feelings but no. Life decided that it wasn’t time, and I was pissed off. I pulled a chair next to him and sat down, and sighed.He looked peaceful sleeping, his chest slowly rising and falling. Sometimes I wish he wasn’t so gorgeous so it would be easier to look away. His face glowing, skin looked shiny, and his hair delicately placed on his face. Everything just complimented him, blue really was his color. I wished that he would wake up, to see those ocean blue eyes pull me in.     Giyuu didn’t show much emotion but I bet he would be breathtaking with a smile. I scoot the chair a bit closer to his bed and hold his hand. I can just look at him and know it’s him I want to be with. Imagining him hugging me or snuggling, warm bodies touching with the purest mindset. I wanted that, no I needed that, I needed him more than I wanted to.     His lips parted slightly and he twitched, maybe he was waking up? Well it made my eyes linger on his mouth, what would it be like to kiss him? How soft are his lips, they looked soft and oh my goodness I needed to snap  out of it.

    “Sanemi, what are you…?”

    That startled me, I quickly looked up at his full face, he was very awake now. I let go of his hand and looked away. I must look like an idiot, gosh this was very, very embarrassing. 

    “I-uh, had to tell you something so I waited to be the last one to visit today.”

    “Okay, you can tell me anything. I am still a bit tired though, so sorry if I don’t respond right away.”

    I sighed and nodded, I didn’t know if I should tell him now or wait until tomorrow when he was more awake. I decided it would be best to tell him tomorrow, so I told him that it was okay and to just rest. Also that I would be back tomorrow and we could talk then. He seemed to understand and I left the room. Then I went home and chatted a little with Genya before going to my room.    I quickly got ready for bed and laid down, I couldn’t wait to see Giyuu again. Closing my eyes I could only imagine spending time with him. Such as yelling at him for being stupid or eating his weird ass ohagi’s he makes for me. I was tired too though, from the full day of waiting and slight worrying. So I went to sleep, a bit uneasy for the confession tomorrow.