Seventeen

Three weeks later...

StellaEver since Stiles came back, things have been different. Stiles and I are a couple. We aren't perfect. We have our ups and downs, we argue, we laugh, we cry but we love each other. It was the final few months of school, exams were coming up and I was struggling big time. Stiles and I were in my bedroom, studying. We both lay on our stomachs surrounded by text books. "If I dont pass these tests I'm not graduating with you in two months" I said as I flipped through my math text book. "You will ace these exams babe" Stiles replied as he rubbed my back. "That's easy for you to say you're practically a mathematical genius" I rolled my eyes at him. Stiles opened his text book and explained to me how to do the algebra equation. Once he finished I did another question. Stiles looked at it "see. You got this" he smiled. "It's not just Math I'm struggling with. It's everything" I shook my head. "Hey relax okay. We have two months until graduation and I promise you that I will have you acing these exams" he smiled at me. "Easy for you to say, at least you know you'll graduate, I don't even know if I'll be that lucky" I shrugged. "You will be graduating Stel. I promise you, you'll be by my side looking beautiful in your graduation gown" he smiled. "You're such a goofball" I laughed. "But I'm your goofball" he replied. "That you are" I laughed. "What's with the different colored markers in your text books?" he asked. "Green is for things I know. Yellow is working on it and red is I haven't a clue" I laughed. Stiles looked to his crime board before leaning in and kissing me. Every kiss we share is different. And everyday I fall more and more in love with him.

I pulled away and Stiles raised his eyebrows at me. "As much as I want to keep kissing you we need to study" I laughed. "Awh Stel" he made a sad face. "But definitely later" I smiled. I turned back to my Math text book, looking at the numerical equations, trying to figure them out. Stiles moved closer to me and started kissing my neck. "Stiles. This is the reason why my grades are so bad" I breathed. "I just want to make out with my girlfriend" he said. I sighed and looked at him. "Five minutes and then I have to get back to studying" I laughed. "Five whole minutes of making out with my girlfriend? That's three more minutes than yesterday" he said sarcastically. I laughed and kissed him. I straddled him, the two of us still kissing. Stiles and I haven't had sex yet. This was something that was a touchy subject for me and he knew it. Stiles knew that when I was ready, to tell him. The whole thing with my Uncle Kyle raping me is part of the reason as to why it's a touchy subject for me.

(After the makeout session)Tonight was Sheriff Stilinski's birthday and myself and Stiles were taking his dad out for dinner at a fancy Italian Restaurant. I arrived at The Stilinski Household, Sheriff greeted me at the door. "There she is" he smiled. "Here I am" I replied. "You look great" he replied. "Thank you, so do you for a man who doesn't look a day over 25" I laughed. "Seriously my son needs to marry you" he laughed. "That'll be a long way down the line Sheriff" I laughed. I walked into the house and was greeted by my smiley boyfriend. Stiles pecked my lips before going to grab his jacket. The three of us headed to my car and we took off for the restaurant. When we arrived there, we took our seats, ordered our food and sat talking. I gave Sheriff his present. "This is just something small from me" I smiled as I placed a card on the table. "You didn't have to get me anything. You and Stiles already got me such wonderful presents back home" he smiled. "I know but I wanted to get you something else" I shrugged. Noah opened the card and read it smiling. Inside the card was another envelope with his present. He sat the card down on the table and opened the envelope. He looked inside and looked back at me shocked. "Stella this is too much". "W-what is it?" Stiles asked curiously. "Tickets for a two week Caribbean Cruise in July" Noah smiled. "I didn't know who you wanted to bring with you so I got you three tickets. Feel free to bring whoever you want. Everything is paid for. Flights, accommodation on and off the cruise and yeah just go and have a good time" I smiled. "Thank you Stella" Sheriff got up and hugged me. Stiles looked at me smiling. "What?" I laughed. "You didn't have to do that" he said. "I wanted too. You're Dad has been nothing but amazing to me the last few months and I wanted to get him something special. He can go on a guys holiday with you and whoever he wants" I smiled. "You're amazing you know that" Stiles smiled and pecked my lips.

We had dinner. And we talked. After dinner we left the restaurant and I drove Sheriff and Stiles home. I decided to stay at Stiles' tonight. I followed them both inside. Sheriff went to do some work on a new case whilst Stiles and I went to his room. Stiles went for a shower and I changed into one of his flannels and a pair of his boxers. I threw my hair up in a high bun and there on a pair of Stiles' socks. I sat on the bed as I waited for Stiles to come out of the bathroom. "You know I'm gonna have no flannels left if you keep wearing them" he laughed as he entered the room. "I can't help it. They smell of you" I smiled. Stiles walked over and placed a kiss on my lips. "So what do you want to do on this wild Friday night?" he laughed. "Watch movies and cuddle?" I suggested. "Sounds good" Stiles smiled as he crawled in next to me in bed pulling his laptop open and we chose a movie. Star Wars. Stiles and I were cuddling in bed. I wasn't watching much of the movie as my mind landed on a subject that I haven't yet brought up with Stiles. Lydia!. "Stiles" i said "Yes baby" he smiled down at me. I sat up. "What's wrong? Is everything okay?" he asked as he rubbed my back. "Stiles why are you with me?" I asked. "Because I love you" he replied, looking at me as if I had three heads. "What about Lydia? And your ten year plan to make her fall in love with you?" I asked. Stiles looked down. "The plan stopped when I was like eleven and I realised I was in love with you" he informed me. "So you never really had a ten year plan?" I asked. "No" he shook his head. "Then why did you act like there was a plan?" I asked. "Because I was too afraid to tell you how I really felt" he replied. "My ten year plan from now though, is to be with you, the girl I love" he kissed my neck. "I like that plan" I smiled. "Me too" he kissed my neck again. I straddled Stiles and kissed him. Our kisses were passionate and slow. Stiles' hands found the end of my back. His hands roamed my back and my hands ran through his thick black, messy hair. Stiles' hands moved up my back as he continued to kiss me. He kissed my jaw line, down my neck and on to my collarbones. "Stiles" a moan left my lips. "Yes" he replied as his kissed my collarbones again. I tugged on his hair. "I-I want this" I mumbled. Stiles' head shot up. "Are you sure?" He asked. "Yeah I'm sure. I love you and I want this" I smiled at him.

Stiles placed a soft kiss on my lips and lay me down gently on the bed. Pieces of clothing were being removed. I was laying on Stiles' bed in my bra and underwear. I moved my head to the side as I didn't want him to see my scars and bruises. He pulled back from kissing me and looked me up and down. He ran his hands over my scars and bruises from my battles with my Uncle. Stiles turned my head to look at him. Stiles looked at me and placed a hand on my cheek. "You're so beautiful" he said.

"No I'm not" I shook my head. "Yes you are" he replied as he placed a hand on my cheek, biting his lip before he kissed me again.

-You know what happens-All that could be heard was the two of us trying to catch our breaths. Stiles placed a kiss on my lips and rested his forehead against mine. Stiles collapsed next to me and I lay there staring at the ceiling. Stiles pulled me close to him as I lay my head on his chest. Stiles ran his fingers down my back, multiple times. I was getting goose bumps. "You okay?" He asked. "Yeah" I replied. "Was that okay?" He asked. "It was more than okay, it was perfect" I smiled at him. I was now sitting up, on my elbows facing Stiles. As I played with his little bit of chest hair. He was so beautiful. "Who was your first?" I asked, my black curls falling down my face as I played with my fingers. "Malia" he replied as he ran his fingers up and down my arms. "Malia? She was your first?" I said in awe. "You make it sound like a bad thing?" He questioned. "No it's not I just thought you would've done it younger" I laughed. "Well no one wanted to until Malia came along" he chuckled. "What about you? Who was your  first?" He asked. I looked down. Stiles sighed. "Me and my big mouth" Stiles said. I shook my head. "If Kyle didn't rape me, you would've been my first" I informed him. "I still can be" he said. I looked at him weirdly. "Forget that everything with Kyle ever happened and just remember that you had real sex, for the first time with your boyfriend who loves you. That's your first time" he smiled. I leaned up and kissed him. "I love you" i said "I love you more" he kissed my lips and I cuddled into his chest finally falling asleep.