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"What should I wear?" I tap my feet scanning my wardrobe.

I pick out some dresses that I like and try them on me. I groan glancing at the clock.

"Why don't I have any clothes? I should've bought some." I mess up my hair but then I realize I have a brand new outfit too.

I quickly rush towards my wardrobe picking up the box from the higher shelf. It's a V-neck crop top with a black mini circle skirt. I put on the blazer over my outfit and sit in front of the mirror applying makeup. 

As soon as I am completely ready I hear a honk on my door. I lock the door and walk out. My eyes light up when I see him standing out of his car waiting for me. 

He is dressed up in a wine red shirt showing off his collarbone and light brown pants with a beautiful smile on his face. 

I feel his gaze all over me. He holds out his hand for me to keep my palm on his. 

"You are looking pretty." He leans in stroking the strand of my hair. "You too...look handsome." He chuckles showing his teeth. "Shall we go?" I nod my head as we sit inside my car. 

I put on the seat belt waiting for him to start the engine but when I lift my head to look at him he is staring at me. 

"What?" I suddenly get nervous because of that stare. 

Am I looking too pretty? Well, I always do. 

"After this, we are going to my house." I frown tilting my head. "Why?" A sly smirk tugs on the corner of his lips as I recall his words inside my brain.

And then suddenly it hits me.

Before I react to it, I feel his hands on my thighs. He leans in placing his lips over mine yet no kissing though. I clutch my fists feeling too hot suddenly. It's colder than other days today by the way. 

I have my eyes shut for too long. I finally open my eyes and find him staring at me. I feel him smiling. 

"I love it when you are flustered." His lips brush over mine as he says that. 

My heart pounds inside my chest wildly as I feel the entire zoo jumping and running inside my stomach. 

He sits back on his seat without completing what he started. When he leaned so close, he should have just kissed me but, NO, he is JEON JUNGKOOK. 

He is the biggest teaser.

I slump my shoulders down taking glances at him as he drives. 

"Where are we going?" He shrugs his shoulders. "I don't know. I am just driving. We can stop anywhere you like." I narrow my eyes at him looking at him with a disappointed look on my face. 

"You didn't plan this?" He takes a glance at me. "I...I had to plan this?" I let out a scoff crossing my arms. 

Is this guy serious? Am I...Am I supposed to murder him on the day of his confession? 

For real, if this date goes south, I am going to kill him. Yeah, I am going to push him off a cliff into a river. Yes, I will surely do that.

I hear the soft sound of him chuckling. I furrow my brows looking at him. 

"Stop planning my murder. I planned where we are going so chill." I heave out a sigh of relief shaking my head. 

"You are unbelievable." 

I turn on the music as we drive to somewhere he thankfully planned. 

The car halts as we get off it. We walk further and my eyes widen as I realize what this is. 

"Jungkook. Cruise?" He holds my hand nodding his head. 

"Oh god. Seriously." I jump in excitement as we walk further on the cruise. 

"What's better than Han river cruise on a day...I mean night like this." We walk towards the outdoor deck sitting on our chairs. "This is amazing." I exclaim, feeling his stare on me. 

When I look at him he is smiling brightly. 

"You like it?" I hold his hands squeezing them lightly. "I love it." 

We have our food watching the city of Seoul lit up in bright colors while the live music performance goes on. 

After we are done, he takes me to the rooftop of the cruise ship. 

"Why are we here?" I ask staring at him. "Look up." I lift my head looking at the sky. 

As I do so, the sky brightens up with fireworks. I squeal looking at them. 

"Wow..." I don't realize when he takes out his phone taking pictures of us while I am staring at the sky. I love this moment. 

I turn towards him standing on my tip toes. I peck his lips as his arms wrap around my waist. "Thank you." He chuckles leaning in. 

"Stop with the 'Thank you' babe." I feel chills running over my spine as he says that. 

He cups my cheeks with his one hand, tilting his head. He closes the gap between us. It's too silent suddenly. All I can feel is him. The only sound I can hear is his breath and the loud beating of my heart. 

He kisses me. His soft lips move ever so gently over mine. And he kisses me like the world is turning upside down. I am the only one he can hold onto. 

He kisses me so desperately. His fingers tangling inside my hair as he deepens the kiss. He nibbles on my lower lips before pulling away. 

He swallows, hard, his chest heaving, his words breathless as he stares right into my eyes. 

When I look into his eyes, I realize how deeply I have fallen in love with him and how desperate I am to hear him telling me that he loves me too. 

Even though, his every single action shouts out loud that he loves me, I want to hear him saying that. 

I wouldn't believe it until he says. All this is too perfect to be true. Deep down it scares me that what if it's not true. What if I am imagining it? 

What if I am imagining this entire moment? What if it's all in my head?

But then, I hear his voice and I am so damn sure, that this is true. 

I really have him in my arms. 

"It's always... It's always you, who drives me crazy."