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He rings the doorbell for the fourth time, tapping his feet on the ground impatiently. With every minute passing by his heart sinks deeper. He is feeling so bad to leave you alone earlier. He just needed some time to process the situation. 

As he rings the doorbell again, it's still silent. "Fuck it." He types in your passcode which he saw you entering one day and somehow he still remembers it. 

As soon as he steps into the living room he hears the shower running from your bathroom. He rushes towards the door knocking on it. "Y/n, It's me Jungkook." He receives no reply and with the thoughts going on in his mind he is starting to worry and panic a lot more than before.

"Y/n, open the door please. Are you okay?" He bangs on the door with his trembling hands. "Y/n, please." He is literally about to break the door when it clicks open.

His heart breaks as he sees you in front of him in a state he'll never want you to be in.

He instantly pulls you closer to him hugging your shaking body. He soothingly rubs your back.

You feel warm and comfortable in his arms.

He wants to cry himself as he sees you. He can't believe he really decided to leave you alone like this. Your body is so cold, you're shivering. It has almost turned blue. Your face looks so pale and your lips are trembling. Your eyes are deep red as if you did drugs or something.

Your face is all swollen and you're still wet.

"You'll....be-be wet." You place your hand on his chest, about to pull away but he tightens his grip around your waist. "Sorry y/n. I am sorry. I'm so stupid. Such a Dickhead I am. I am really sorry." He pulls away cupping your cheeks as he kisses your forehead.

"Let's get you changed first. You're cold." He makes you sit on the chair and brings a towel and your clothes for you.

He quickly gets you changed and dry your hair with the dryer. He turns on the heater and covers you with the blanket. He removes his jacket that's wet because he hugged you earlier.

"Are you hungry? Do you want to eat anything?" You look up biting your lips. You slowly nod your head. "What do you want? I'll bring it for you." You take a while before answering him.

"You." In that voice he hears the fear. The fear you have that he'll leave you. "Please, stay with me." He slips inside the blanket hugging you.

He stays silent speaking nothing just cuddling with you. But soon enough the silence is interrupted when he hears your muffled sobs against his chest.

"Jungkook, I really... Really didn't do anything. Please, believe me." Your arms tighten around his waist.

He caress your head patting your back. "I know you didn't. I trust you." As if you have found the only ray of hope in your dark life, you jerk your head up staring right into his eyes.

"Really?" And you don't think you really had to ask that because you already saw it in his eyes. "I promise, even if the entire world turns against you, I'll be with you. I trust you y/n. And when I say that, I'm dead serious." You finally feel a bit of relief.

That was the only thing you wanted to hear.

That was the only thing you needed the most right now.

"We'll prove you innocent. Don't worry. Nothing will happen. You'll not get expelled." Hell, you know that. You know nothing will happen and your rich ass dad will settle it again with his money not because he loves you or so. Just because he loves his reputation and image a lot.

The thing you're afraid of is that it will make your life difficult again. People will not look at you the same way as they do.

As much as you want to tell Jungkook everything about your past, you don't have the energy to do so. He deserves to know why you are what you are and what his beloved friend actually is. You can't let him live in dark.

You decide to tell him very soon but not right now. You just want to sleep. You're tired as heck.

"Stay, please." You mumble snuggling your face deeper in his chest if that is possible.

You are just afraid : What if you wake up alone the next day?

What if you are just imagining him and as soon as you'll sleep, he'll vanish?

What if this is just a dream? And so many other what ifs.

"Sleep. I'll not go anywhere." His voice is gentle as ever.

The feel of him being here with you is so beautiful that you'll want him to embrace you forever.

Just as you are about to sleep, you're disturbed by the ringtone of your phone.

"Wait, I'll see. Where is your phone?" You point at your bag that's lying on the floor just like you threw it.

He gets up and pull out your phone.

"It's your father." He hands you the phone as you keep looking at the screen but you don't have enough courage to pick it up. Nor you want to. You are already tired enough. You can't cry again.

"I'll talk to him later." You mumble turning your phone off.

He lays beside pulling you closer to him.

"Are you sure you don't want to eat anything?" You shake your head.

"Alright. Good night. Sweet dreams."

That was the last thing you heard from him before you drifted off to sleep.

You just hope that the next day doesn't get any worse.

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The early sun rays hits your face disturbing your sleep.

Turning on your place you stretch your arms, yawning.

Last night was the one, you had the best sleep ever.

Just as the thought crosses your mind, your lips curl up.

You look at your side and as quickly as your smile came on your face, it dropped.

Jungkook isn't there.