🌼evil bambi🌼

I pull Luci closer, his eyes opening.He's not even asleep.

"Love?"

"Hm."

"Can you talk to me, normally. Please..?"

He turns to face me, looking up at me."My head hurts."

"Do you want some medicine? Some tea?"

"No."

I hate that he's so quiet.

"Can I do anything at all-?" I tilt his chin, kissing his head. "Please.."

He scoots up, his hand resting on my neck."You being here is enough."

I lean down, kissing his lips. "I love you."

"I love you too."

"Hm." I run my fingers down his arm. "I just want you to feel better. Have breakfast with me. Tell me how much I shouldn't 'subject my lungs' to weed. I don't even care..yell at me if that's what you want.."

He looks down, his hand sliding to my chest."I don't wanna yell at you."

I dont know what to say anymore.

I've tried gentle reassurance and we all tried to get him up for family time to help him feel better.

"𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙞 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙪𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣. 𝙒𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙚'𝙙 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙛𝙚𝙬 𝙙𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙚'𝙙 𝙡𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙝𝙞𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙞𝙣 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙥 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙚'𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧."

"𝙃𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧. " 𝙄 𝙢𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙡𝙚,"𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙨𝙚."

𝙇𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙝𝙧𝙪𝙜𝙨. "𝙃𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩. 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙫𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙣."

"𝙔𝙖 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙢𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙔𝙊𝙉𝙀'𝙎 𝙢𝙤𝙤𝙙?" 𝘼𝙣𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙮 𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙨 𝙞𝙣. "𝙎𝙚𝙭."

"𝘼𝙗𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙪𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙩."

"𝙄𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠𝙨 𝙄'𝙢 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣' 𝙮𝙖. 𝙑𝙖𝙡 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙥𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙧𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙖'. 𝙈𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙝𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙨 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙡 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙩."

"𝙔𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜."

"𝘼𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙪𝙢𝙖 𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙞𝙣'𝙩 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙩𝙤𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙮. " 𝙝𝙪𝙨𝙠 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙨.

"𝘾𝙖𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙗𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥𝙛𝙪𝙡? 𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙄 𝙙𝙤?"

"𝙏𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙞𝙢, 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙞𝙩'𝙡𝙡 𝙜𝙞𝙫 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙪𝙥 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙣𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙡 𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣." 𝙑𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙨. "𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙚 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙜𝙜𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝙄 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠."

"𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙚 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙩𝙝?"

"𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙨.. 𝙐𝙝𝙝𝙝-..𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙤 𝙄 𝙥𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨.. "

"𝙊𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝. " 𝙇𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙘𝙪𝙩𝙨 𝙞𝙣.

"𝙊𝙝. 𝙔𝙚𝙖𝙝. "

"𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙤𝙪𝙩, 𝙬𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚 𝙞𝙩. " 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙨.

Fuck..

I'll try to just encourage him to get out of bed with me in the morning.

..

"C'mon.."

"I don't want breakfast.." he mumbles.

His eyes droop shut as he turns over facing the window again.

"Baby please..come eat breakfast with me..we can go get donuts..?"

He doesn't answer, laying still.

"𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙖 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙗𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙣! 𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙤𝙠!"

𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣, "𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮. 𝙋𝙖𝙥𝙖."

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙚. 𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙖 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣."

"𝙎𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙮𝙥𝙤𝙘𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡 𝙟𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙣."

"𝙀𝙭𝙘𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙚?" 𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨, 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙧. "𝘿𝙞𝙙 𝙄 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙮?"

"𝙄'𝙢 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙮."

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚, 𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙙.

"𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨-"

"𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙖𝙣 𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙠!"

𝙈𝙮 𝙢𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙣𝙖𝙥𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙪𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚.

Why am I still thinking like this? There's no way he'd do that to me now. I could snap him in half with a pinky.

I climb back into bed.

There's really only one suggestion I haven't tried.

I turn him back to his back, hovering over him.

"What are you-"

I don't let him speak, grabbing his jaw and kissing him, my tongue forcing its way into his mouth as I devour ever part of his mouth.

His hands rest on my neck, pulling me in closer as my knee presses between his legs.

Fuck I don't know if I can do this.

I break the kiss, moving his jaw to give myself access to his neck, kissing down his neck.His breathing shaky.

I take a bite, his blood giving me a high I've never quite experienced before, sure I've had angel blood but this is different.Addicting.

He let's out a yelp that turns into a moan, his body arching.

"Fu-fuck~..Al-!" He whines.

I kiss the spot I bit, leaning up above him.

"Get out of bed."

His breathing still shaky as I get up.

"Now."

I get up, adjusting my suit as I step out of the suite.

Hopefully that's enough to get him out of bed for the day.