wow

hi my loves. i just posted this on my sequel, but am posting it here in case some of u don't have that one <3

whew hey. this is crazy. i just opened this app after 3 years of not being on it, and suddenly i feel 17 again.

going through my notifications and messages on here was so overwhelming i legit teared up. i forgot how simple and lovely life used to be.

i'm in the craziness that is college now. i moved over 1,000 miles away from home and started completely over. life NEVER stops moving! like can we pump the brakes plz. i'm dying

i know this was a justin bieber fanfiction, but writing these books was one of the happier seasons of my life. i miss who i once was. i miss you guys. looking back at this amidst the chaos that fills my life now made me smile so big.

and although i'm not sure if you all have outgrown this app or these stories, i hope at least one of you sees this to know i thank you. i will hold that 17 year old dreamer in my heart forever

so much love in my heart for u all. take care of yourselves. you are worthy of it all!