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Let's heal

05:02, 18 January 2025

After about four hours of driving, the car finally slowed down, coming to a stop on the edge of a peaceful village by the ocean. The air was fresh, the breeze gentle, and the sound of the waves crashing against the shore added a soothing backdrop to the tranquil atmosphere. 

Jin had been curious since the moment they left, but NJ had remained tight-lipped about the destination. Jin tried asking several times, but each time, NJ just smiled, saying,

 "You'll see soon enough."

Jin couldn't help but feel a mix of anticipation and nervousness. The area was so calm, so quiet, but there was something about the place that felt unfamiliar yet oddly familiar. 

The old, faded buildings looked like something out of another time. It reminded Jin of a hospital, but there was a more comforting air to it. 

It was an old folks' home, he realized. His instincts told him this was more than just a casual visit.

As they walked along the path, Jin couldn't help but ask again.

Jin: "Why are we here? Is this an old folks' home?"

NJ, ever patient, just nodded.

NJ: "I'll explain. Come inside with me."They continued walking, passing by a few more cottages, before finally stopping in front of a small, unassuming room. There was a nameplate on the door, and as Jin's gaze fell on it, his heart skipped a beat.

 His eyes widened in shock. The name on the door was unmistakable—his father's.His breath caught in his throat, and for a moment, he stood frozen, staring at the nameplate. He hadn't expected this. 

The last thing he wanted was to be near him, but something about this moment felt different. He could feel the presence of his father on the other side of that door, and with it came a flood of emotions Jin wasn't sure he was ready to face.

He turned to NJ, his voice shaky.

Jin: "Is he... is he here? Is that really him?"

NJ, looking serious but gentle, nodded.

NJ: "I found him a few months ago, after hearing the story from Tae. I wanted to make him apologize to you, but the more I dug into things, the more I realized there was more to the story than you knew."

I didn't want you to hate him without understanding everything.

Jin's eyes started to water as he glanced through the window of the room, where his father was sitting quietly on the bed. The man he had once feared, the man who had caused him so much pain, was now sitting there, vulnerable and aging. 

The tears welled up in Jin's eyes, but he didn't say anything, afraid that the emotion would overwhelm him.

Jin: "I... I don't know if I can... I don't know what to feel."

NJ stepped closer to Jin, placing a hand gently on his shoulder, offering comfort. His voice was soft but firm.

NJ: "Jin, listen to me. The story Tae told you—it wasn't the whole truth. That night, your father was drunk, yes, and he did hurt you. He hurt you badly. But after you collapsed, he left to get more alcohol. And that's when the other man came. The man who hurt you more than your father ever did. Your dad came back, saw what had happened, and went after that man. He chased him down and beat him up. It became a police matter, and I found all of this out."

Jin's mind reeled as NJ's words sank in. The pieces of the past he had clung to, the memories that had haunted him for so long, were slowly shifting. 

He had spent so much time believing his father was the villain, but now... now everything seemed more complicated. The truth was hard to accept.

Jin: "I heard this version from my mother too, but my heart... my heart still refuses to believe it."

NJ pulled Jin into a hug, holding him tight as Jin's emotions began to spill over. The years of anger, the confusion, the pain—it was all flooding back in waves. 

But NJ's presence was grounding, comforting

.NJ: "Jin, I didn't bring you here to force you to forgive him. I brought you here to show you that your father is still under our care. He might not have done everything right, but he's still your father. And I know it's hard, but he's a broken man now, just like everyone else. What matters now is how you want to move forward."

Jin closed his eyes, his arms tightening around NJ in a silent thank you. The weight of everything was heavy, and it felt like his heart was being pulled in two directions. 

He wanted to let go of the past, but it wasn't that simple. The scars ran too deep.

NJ: "It's okay if you're not ready to forgive him or forget everything. You don't have to see him if you don't want to."

Jin nodded, swallowing hard. He wasn't sure what he felt. There was no closure, no neat resolution. Just a man sitting in a room, the father he once feared, a stranger to him now.

Jin: "I'm not ready. I can't see him yet. Not like this. Maybe... maybe someday. But not today."

With that, Jin let go of the door handle, his gaze lingering for a moment before he turned away. NJ understood without needing to say more, wrapping an arm around Jin's shoulder as they walked back toward the exit of the facility.

Once outside, the cool sea breeze hit them, and Jin breathed deeply, trying to shake off the weight that had settled in his chest. 

He wasn't ready to face his father, not yet. But maybe, with time, he could come to terms with the truth.The two of them made their way back to the car in silence. 

NJ drove them home, the quiet hum of the engine filling the space between them. As they neared their home, Jin felt an odd sense of peace, knowing that he had the support of NJ and his family, even if his past wasn't entirely behind him.

He was still healing. And that was okay.

Sometimes, moving on and healing are the truest forms of growth. Healing doesn't require us to forget or excuse the pain we've experienced—it's about learning to live with it, accepting that it's part of us, but it doesn't define us.

It's about choosing to move forward, finding peace within ourselves, and focusing on what we can control: our own happiness and well-being.

In Jin's case, he's not required to forgive his father to find peace. He doesn't owe anyone that, especially if it's not something he's ready for. The fact that he's processing his emotions, acknowledging the complexity of the situation, and taking steps toward healing, is a form of a happy ending in its own right. 

It's about choosing peace over anger, accepting the past without letting it dictate his future, and surrounding himself with love and support.

Sometimes, the greatest victories aren't the ones where everything is fixed or forgiven—they're the ones where we learn to live freely, to take back control, and to build the life we truly want, for ourselves. 

Healing, moving on, and finding peace—that's the true happy ending.

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