12★

Tysm for 150 reads woohooo. 박수 👏 Keep supporting, don't be a silent reader, I welcome respectful criticism and idk y my first chapter is the most read...like I think it's cringe but tyyy for reading it. Read the other chapters too yk. ANYHOO ily tysm mwah deuces<3

My tt: enharizzlerrr <3 tysm 𝝑𝝔

~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~"You needed me~"《Needed me – Rihanna 》

(Play this song once you see this [★☆☆~])

~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~

Flashback

"Hyeonie my baby, I need you to stand there and look pretty for the camera ok"

"I-i don't have anything on though"

"It's ok baby, mommy won't say a thing. She doesn't exist anymore—you can relax."

"B-but..."

"KIM HYEON JU, YOU FUCKING BITCH GET YOURSELF OVER HERE!!!.....i-i mean, just come out don't be like your mother—cmon."

~end of flashback ~

No...not again.

I woke up with a banging head ache. I hate remembering that—why do I even still care about that. Its traumatising, yes, but I don't want that to get to me.

I had that date with Ni-ki two weeks ago and our conversation still rings in my head—maybe I shouldn't have opened up to him too much. Now he's getting more involved.

I still have this weekend to figure out some stuff—and Ni-ki has been at my house up until 5 days ago. I healed up really well and had to lie to the media that Sunoo and I got hurt sparing in our taekwondo class. Way to go dad.

**last week**

"Umm...Hyeon?"

"....yeah,"

"How did your mom pass on?— I know it's not really the right time but,—could you tell me?"

"It-it was a carcrash...we were driving to the Amusement Park and...I don't really remember but it was pretty bad....and my dad mentioned that she tried to run away..."

**present**

I walked over to my dresser picking out an appropriate but casual outfit for the day. I paired up a cute denim skirt with my favourite black hoodie. I ain't goin to a fashion show anyway.

I checked my phone and found a message from Ni-ki.

*annoyinrizzler* *sent a message*

Ni-ki:Yo, where u at?

Me:Omw, chill.

Ni-ki:Ayt, pull up to mine k?

Me:Ayt fake ah emo.<read 12.30pm>

Ni-ki's pov

Why is she taking so long....

I decided to go down to our house basement to open up a couple more boxes before she gets here. We were supposed to find out what actually happened to her mom.

Apparently she thinks it was targeted—don't know why but I could agree with her. It seemed off with all the info we have so far and Jay's been a big help to this one. Normally he'd just sit there and be dumb—used his head for once finally.

I heard the door bell ring, then a knock. My heat jumped out of my chest in (excitement) fear. I thought it was my host parents, turns out it was Hyeonie. My (girl) friend.

"Took your ass long enough, did you not take your car?"

"My dad used it this morning, besides I barely took more than 15 mins—Tf are you on?"  - Hyeonie

"Ok, let's just get this over and done with" I said as I led her down the stairs to the basement where all the older memories of my parents are.

★☆☆~

We searched through a couple boxes but to no avail. I shifted my focus to her— the way her eyes narrow when she's reading something, her beautiful hair....her lips pouted up while she's focused—I want her to ruin me as much as I want to ruin her.

Before I could think about my actions, I walked over to her and grabbed her, pushing her against a table.

My hands were on the sides of her hips while I briefly glanced at her lips then back to her eyes.

Hyeon ju's pov

He put his hands on my hips squeezing them slightly. His parents —they could come back anytime, they were to be out for only 30 mins.

"What the fuck are you doing?—this is risky." I know I'm a tease myself but I'm not the risk taker kind of girl. Are we literally gonna do this here?

"Let's take the risk then....what's there to lose." He said a smirk forming on his lips. You know, now that I think about it it's not a bad idea.

I let out a defeated sigh and looked him in the eyes—full of longing and a little danger to them, I contemplated everything. Its not gonna change anything right?—right?....

"Fuck you Ni-ki"  (forreal) I said and crashed my lips against his. He let out a sigh of satisfaction while our lips locked in an endless rhythm. It felt like we both wanted this for so long. The way he kissed me made me get to heaven and back. I needed him and he needed me.

We moved in sync taking breaths from time to time. Gradually, his hand moved up my body. He put his hand on the bare skin exposed by my pretty short skirt—caressing my thighs and all over my waist.

I let out a low moan in between the kiss feeling thousands of butterflies in my stomach. Have I been this touch deprived?

He left my mouth and began leaving soft wet kisses down my jawline and neck. He kissed that spot on the side of my neck making me weak in the kneees.

He kept sucking and biting on the spot until he left a purplish red mark and a couple other hickeys on my collarbone.

He got off my neck and reconnected our lips together. It was like pieces of a puzzle finally completing the picture. Believe me or not this guy is good with his tongue when it comes to kissing. I'd rather do this than hear him speak.