"★ FINALLY ★"

It's too late to repent, It's too late to ask for forgiveness. it's too late. I can't bring back the life he lost. I won't see the person who is important to me ever again, In an instant, everything changed, and I didn't think it would come to this point. I didn't expect that this day would come we lose two of them, if you think about it, It's like everything was a bad dream, In just a blink of an eye, they both disappeared together, They left us all in pain and full of regrets. I was just silently looking at them from afar. No one wanted to speak because everyone was shocked by what happened, This incident was not expected. No one thought that everything would come to this point.

My heart was stabbed like a thousand of knife, I can't bring him back, I can't bring nuw back because he decided to let go of everything, He decided to rest and closed his eyes forever, I can't stopped my tears from falling, I lost him, We all lost them.

You have to eat Nat; I sadly look at Max, who's now in his black shirt.

How did everything come to this max, I don't know if I can forgive myself; He sadly looked ahead where our two friends were lying.

Nunew is gone, but I'm here, Nat, I know it's not easy to accept everything, Nunew and zee died at the same time, I don't even know what to do especially now; He said, I wiped my tears because they kept flowing from my eyes, you read that right, nunew and zee are gone, I still remember the day he called me, I thought I would see nunew again after that day, I didn't think, that would be the last day that I would hear his voice.

Previously:

I was here in my room, when someone called my phone, I didn't intend to answer it but I saw that it was Nunew who called, I smiled bitterly and answered it.

Hello! The background was quiet when I spoke.

Nat; After hearing his voice, the emotion I hid immediately came out.

Hmmm; I can't speak because I'm still hurt by what I found out, and I know he feels the same way, too, or more than I felt.

I can finally rest, don't blame yourself for what happened because it's not your fault, forgive yourself because I've forgiven you, I'm so grateful because you're always there when I have a problem, you've become my great brother, Thank you for everything, take care of yourself; before I can answered, the call ended immediately, I don't know but what he said suddenly made me nervous, I wiped my tears and ran out of the room, I don't care if my hair and clothes are messy, I want to see him, there's something wrong on him. When I got to his condo, my body suddenly collapsed as I reached outside, there were many people here and there was also an ambulance, but my eyes were fixed on the man lying on the floor and he was unconscious, my world stopped, I felt like the ground fell in front of me, I'm too late, I'm fucking too late, even though it's hard to walk, I immediately ran in his direction.

You cannot come near, sir; the guards stopped me, I pushed him and immediately grabbed his body.

No....No.. No......No this is not happening, I kept shaking my head, but blood was all over him.

Nuw, wake up, please wake up, don't do this, please..........No matter what I did, he was already gone. The guards pulled me and immediately took Nunew from me.

He needs to be taken to the hospital, sir; I nodded and followed them, I held his hand, my tears didn't stop as we went to the hospital, my phone suddenly rang and I saw max, I didn't answer but he called again.

Why, max; I couldn't stop myself from sobbing because of the fear I was feeling. The nurse who was with us did CPR trying to revive him.

Zee was already gone, Nat; I became deaf to what I heard.

What did you say? I asked him, I heard his weak cry.

He is gone, Zee committed suicide just this afternoon, he called but I arrived late, I'm fucking late Nat; He says full of pain, I looked at Nunew, why, why did you do this thing? this is not the solution, I looked at the nurse who shook her head.

NOOOOOOOOO!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,...........Don't do this to me nuw, wake up please; I screamed in pain while hugging him, It's hurt like hell, My heart scrambled to pieces after hearing that from her, I lost him, I tightly hugging his body and it's so cold already.

ZEE PRUK PANICH 31 YEARS OLD MALE, TIME OF DEATH, 1:00 PM

NUNEW CHAWARIN, 22 YEARS OLD MALE, TIME OF DEATH, 1:15 PM

I cried because of what I heard, zee was already gone too, I couldn't stop crying while hugging him. Why did you do this thing, you can punish us, I will accept it, why did you choose this, when we arrived at the hospital I was sitting on the cement outside, he was gone, my friend and brother were gone, I saw the nurse approaching me, she smiled sadly and she handed me a white envelope.

I think this is for you sir, the patient has been holding it since earlier; She said, my hand was shaking when I took it from her, she immediately left I couldn't stop the tears, I opened it, even though it was full of blood I could still read the writing on it.

Nat, by the time you read this, I'm not in this world anymore, In this world, you are the only person I trust, I'm sorry for leaving you like this, I can no longer live with the pain I feel right now, I can't wake up from the pain and anger in my heart every day. I can no longer live with pain, losing zee was also losing myself, I lost everything, please take good care of him for me, I know that he was hurt by our break up, but i have no choice, I can't see him like we use before, I can't love the son of the man who did such thing to my mom, but I can't also live without him by my side, choosing this was my choice, I want to rest from all this pain and suffering, I want to see mom again, be strong and be happy, I'm always here watching you, no matter what happened chose to forgive the person who involved in this messed, forgive max because I know he doesn't know everything too.

Love: nuw

On that day, we both lost them, it hurts but there is nothing we can do to bring their lives back, dad choice to surrender and pay for his sin and so did zee's dad, while Tito Phaibun was imprisoned for what he did, but everything was too late, nuw can't see this, he was gone, my friend is gone.

Do you think they'll meet again? Max said, I nodded sadly.

They meet and love each other but the world was against on them, I hope they'll meet again, I hope that in their next life, they will not experience this life again, they both deserve a happy ending.

They will, nunew chose to die, because he lost zee, while zee also committed suicide because he could not live without nunew in his life, They love each other but fate is not in favor of both of them; I looked at where the two of them were lying, Liam tied their fingers with a red string, I know that it also hurts him because he is nuw's brother, he smiled a little at his brother while his tears flowed non-stop.

I know that you love each other in your next life please meet each other again and love each other, live peacefully and happily, I'm sorry for not doing my best to protect you nuw; He said, while his voice broke because he can't stopped from sobbing, He closed zee and nuw's coffin While he was crying non-stop, I wiped my tears. I hope you two meet again I know that they love each other, But this incident was too messy so they thought of committing suicide in the end because they couldn't deal with pain and suffering anymore, I will regret your loss for the rest of my life nuw I'll forever regretting this for not saving you, If only I had come earlier this wouldn't have happened. Suicide wasn't the answer of the problem, But I can't judge him too because I didn't know what he really feel, I closed my eyes and let the tears fall, I hope you found your peace nuw I hope you would find each other, Until We Meet Again my dear friend.